The cracked mirror
I impatiently wait for the day to be fixed
Hidden fear or
darkness, I couldn't say, the feeling's mixed
Trying to find light within the cracks
Breaking out of night as I listen to the heart attacks
Of the people of broken health I called me, once worn
In the city of myself, not meant to be, a battle born
Cracked skin!
Poison within,
a smile locked in, but inside a fight you couldn't win
Could I stand here and speak lies that this was really me?
Not really, I don't have much of eyes left to see.
as I just kill another one impatiently
so violently.
Until there's a void with complete darkness and nothing left
Just another alleyway destroyed, another empty something, just another personality theft,
There is no obligation.
No urge, no restraint, no frustration.
A weak chain that in the wind may blow,
A strong and sturdy, heavy chain, no.
There is no choice,
No choice to be made.
No need to rejoice,
No suffering forbade.
For us to make meet, there are no ends,
For I see no obligation there, my friends.
March.29.2015/April.5.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
No longer by myself
You I have found
I no longer want my heart back on the shelf
My feet are back on the ground
My beat is back in my heart
My soul is back with me
I'm no longer feeling broken apart
My fears are set free
All because of you
I can truely live
You're someone special so true
My love honey to you I give
I'm no longer ny myself
I thank the lord above
For sending you to me again
I thank him for your love
I no longer worry about what could of been
I no longer worry about being pushed ore shoved
You're here to take care of my heart
You're here to take care of me
We are together to make a new start
You were brought back to help me see
I no longer have to worry about my fear
I no longer am alone
My heart beat I can finally hear
My heart is no longer stone
My tears can go away
I am as happy as I can be
I can smile another day
This I hope you can see
I'm no longer by myself
It's all because of you
I'm no longer blue
All because of your warming touch
I thank my nana for bringing you
To stand by my side
This bond we have together
I don't ever want to hide
I want to show it off forever
Copyright
I am a shadow, long gone
I am forgotten, disappointments spawn
I am the weeping, in nights silent hour
From society, who savors the sour
I am the dark, stuck within my fears
I am denied, to them and all who hears
I was a dreamer, now hiding within my sleep
From the all of the promises that I can not keep
I am a shadow, long gone
I loved, and I loved you well.
Even after you challenge me hell
I remember, she parted us, you and I
She kissed your cracks, promising you lies
She left you broken, by the dead
But me, I wanted you by my side, to cherish instead
Now listen to what I have to say
For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day
You know nothing of what is of me
You may know the color of my eyes
But not of what they are capable to see
Now here, I've warned this upon you
For not every smile is ever true
Everything is not set in stone
You may say there is an answer
When nothing is completely known
Close your eyes, please understand
That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand
Unknown of what they truly are
Watch think before you turn and talk
Someone so close to you can be so far
So remember before you go on and say
"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"
Human nature can be full of evil and greed
Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.
I am myself
I won't be nobody
Of what essence is the
moon's immitation of the sun?
When the Lord of the heavens
has blessed it with it's own
Unique radiance...
Illumination, radiating beauty
I am myself
I won't be nobody
Why should the river envy the ocean?
When the maker of water
Has given it it's taste, it's lovely tide
And with its gentle smile
to the face of the sun
I am myself
I won't be nobody
The dew can't be like the rain
Why should it race to be?
When they both are from the sky
With the dew's soothing touches
And grace all over the earth
I am myself
I am not nobody
I can't be everybody
'Coz I am somebody
Me...I am myself
I am unique
And I value my uniqueness
I get it
I really do get it
That pain you feel from losing someone you loved
I get it
I understand that you felt alone
I know you felt like you weren't important
Like no one understood
Like they left you in the dust
Behind them to be only a memory
Then they came back only to say they love you
I get it
I really do get it
That pain you feel from losing someone you loved
I get it
Only because i lost you once
A lover,
a dreamer,
a don't-stop-believer;
A helper,
a friend,
a firm outstretched hand.
I'm crazy-
insane-
But I'm loving the game.
Getting lost
in the day
going the right way;
With my feet
on the ground
I walk to my heart's sound.
I'm living
by dying
without even trying.
I have only
one fear,
yet shed many a tear.
But I'll keep
my heart true
and keep searching for you.