November.11.1997
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Look at me
Look past the clothes
Look past the skin
Look into the soul
Tell me what you see
My heart does not play around
Hurt my feeling you made a sin
God brought us together
He is the one that found
The beautiful relationship to be
The one that will last forever
God knows it will be him
A broken heart....In pieces...Never
In this passionate love we will swim
Trueness is forever
Fate brought us to one another
Hearts intwined are even better
We will wear on us a heart to show our love
It replaces the scar-let letter
Our relationship will fit tighter then a glove
We will never neglect
True romance will reflect
Treat eachother with respect
Promise truthfully we will never part
Promise I will not get a broken heart
Look at me
I hate the way I must be
Can't you see
I liked you from the start
I would not want you to leave my sight
If we disagree
Lets not fight
Promise you'll keep away the fears
Help me with the hurt
Keep away the tears
Do not be a tease
Playing with my mind
My love is what I will freeze
Trying to hurt me is so unkind
Be sweet to me
You'll see what you find
Let our spirits free
Understanding
rearranging
Look inside
sick of paging
Hope you had not lied
Forever
Such sins
Finding out the truth I've cried
Together
It just begins
Leaving eachother
Look at me
Look beyond
Can't you believe
That we have a special bond
So I guess this means I have to leave
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March.2.2001/ updated June.7.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In my heart
I feel love for two
This feeling from me won't part
I don't know what direction to take
My feelings are a mess
The choice is hard to make
My heart can't deal with the stress
In my heart
It's so confused
From neither do I want to part
They both get me amused
One is I should just be a friend
But which one I don't know who
They both remain in my heart till the end
I've know one longer
But does that help much
Would that make my feelings for one stronger
Or should I go by his touch
My hearts in a struggle
I don't know what to do
Maybe both I could juggle
I should just be unhappy and blue
Maybe I should just remain alone
Stay all by myself
And turn my heart back to stone
And leave it on the shelf
What have I gone and done
I've fallen for two that are great
My heart they both won
Everyones heart is at stake
And I know I can only go on with one
But both bring me joy
With both I have so much fun
And niether play me like a toy
God please help me
To make the choice that is right
Just from me don't let them get free
I don't want them to leave my sight
I want them to know both I love I hope they can see
But why make my life so complicated
Why do I have to make a choice
Soon my heart's going to be dislocated
I have to listen to my own voice
Why can't I have my cake
And eat it too
God show me which is fake
Show me which life I make new
In my heart
The answer is there
From both I must part
Because for both I truely care
They both stole my heart
Why can't we share
I should of only chose one from the start
God Why can't you hear
I have such a brian fart
They will be a great memory in my mind
The both of them
Will never from me part
This is cruel not kind
The both of them will remain in my heart
I still want them both
To love forever
But it's against my oath
Im in a bind
With them both I can't be together
So someone else I must find
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Febrary.12.2001
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In passing time
We may lose the ones we deeply love
But part of them will still shine
And in our hearts new love remains true
It may be hard for us
To go on from the past
But for that person they would want us to move on
For thier love will always in our heart last
And they would want you to stay strong
In passing time
I will be by your side
Every single day
Your tears don't hide
Every night for you I'll pray
In me please confide
I will help you through days that are tough
Pick you back up when your blue
For you my love I'll always help you when things are rough
This I hope you knew
Days when you know you're going to cry
Let me know so I can wipe the tears away
When I tell you "I love you" It's no lie
I want to be with you every day
Through sunshine and rain
In every way
So I can take away the pain
In passing time
You will always come out on top
Through thick and thin
You are strong and you no one can stop
This struggle You're determined to win
I will be by your side forever
I will always be here
What I want with you is stay together
I will always wipe away your tear
No other guy from you will steal
They won't ever take me away
Because their love isn't real
With you I want to be with everyday
I'm going to stay with you forever
To cherish your touch
To love eachother
To show I love you so much
Through this passing time
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August.22.2001
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Everything we've gone through
These past weeks how can you just throw away
When deep down inside you knew
Our love was growing stronger each day
Even though I still got you as a friend
My days are still not blue
But you promised you wouldn't let the magic end
Baby please don't leave me
Please stay
Don't set what we have free
Just because that's the way she wants it to be
Sweetheart can"t you see
God brought us together for a reason
So that stupid broken heart
It wouldn't be with us this season
I guess you didn't mean what you told
Now I'm falling apart
To me, Lies are what you sold
I loved you from the start
But I guess you were too blind
To see the feelings I still have inside
Someone so special again I'll never find
At least towards the world My love for you I won't hide
You promised you wouldn't make me cry
But I guess that was just a dream
Now I feel not myself
My love I need you to seal the seam
So I don't get lost in sadness and happen to die
If you don't want me put me back on the shelf
So I can just collect dust
And sit there with no glisten
In my eye
For me now alone is a must
To the world I'll say bye
A word from my lips
So many tears falling no one will listen
All I want is for you to not disappear
From my life
My broken heartbeat I hope you hear
Because Only you can repair
What has been broken
Why can't you understand
Your love is my token
I want to cherish and keep hold in my hand
This special gift God has given
It's like without you I don't want to go on living
I want to stare into your eyes forever
Have you hold me in your arms
Say "With me only you want to be forever"
To always send your loving charms
To give me your gentle kiss
Yes the one I melt for
The one I so much miss
Honey you're the only one I adore
You're the only one that makes my heart skip a beat
Makes my feelings fly
I only with you want to create passion
Feel the heat
I ask of God to let us always be friends
For years ahead
Til the end
Remembering on what you said
"I love you too"
That my love I already knew
And guess what sweetheart
I love you
I have from the start
I care for you so
There are so many feelings
I just hope you know
I'll never leave your side no matter what
I pray to God you'll never let me go
And next to you Ill always stand
Because only you can make me glow
So someday down the road once again I hope you'll be my man
This time no one will tare us from eachother
Because this time around
Our love will be stronger then ever
I thank God everyday you're the one I found
In my heart you'll be there forever
I want no other
So please keep that in mind
For when I get you back I'll never let go
Because you're a precious find
That at least I hope you believe
And deep down inside you know
You I can never leave
And even though I can't show it my love will grow
Someday I'll show
Someday I'll make you believe
That we're meant to be
Your charm I always fall for
When we come back to eachother
I'll never set you free
Your love I want more
Just you wait and see
Together won't be a bore
But for now God is in control
Soon all the memories I can store
Always know my heart you stole
October-10-2000
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
The color of all the leaves when they change
For when they get ready for winter
Where all the animals get arranged
And you trying to get out that wood splinter
For the winters snow will begin to fall
When the insects go into hiding
You know they heard the colds call
Watching all the animals deciding
All the colors of nature
Change the look of everything
All the leaves color the pasture
All the beauty that nature has to bring
In the kids hearing all their laughter
A calm sound when the nature sings
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August.30.2000
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
A thousand tears
Is all I cry
I'm not running away from my fears
I'm not beliving another lie
My heartbeat no one hears
You told me she's gone for good
She no longer has your heart
You said you'd forget her completely if you could
But the healing has just begun to start
You said you'd leave I believe that you would
So it may take a little while
To forget her all the way
Just remember you have me
And that to your face will bring a smile
I'm going no where I'm here to forever stay
Just set your feelings for her free
A thousand tears
Is all I cry
I'm not running away from my fears
I'm not believing another lie
It's time to wipe away my tears
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December.10.2007 3:28am/ May.24.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
If I were an angel
I'd sit down and cry
Because I feel so helpless
I can't do anything as I watch the world die
I can't seem to figure a way to clean up the mess
All I can do is linger and wait
Wait here above the clouds in the sky
Once again a life is taken because of hate
As I caress my wings I sit and begin to sigh
Today no one can help not even fate
I must go now
I better hurry before I am late
So many souls not enough time to do it all
I don't know how
Greeting each man woman and child at the golden gate
Each waiting for me to to do my name call
There are too many rushing to get in
I ask them to line up against the cloud wall
I then tell them
This isn't a competition no ones going to win
So please walk slow
Your turn wil come around
Even though in the back of my mind
I know the line will only begin to grow
So please wait and be kind
People stand there sad as can be
Walking without making a sound
Their loved ones they no longer can see
But if they look into thier heart
The loved ones can be found
They truely never did part
The pain they felt is free
If I were an angel I would find a way
To put this evil vibe in the world to rest
Every night I pray for that very day
But every day seems to be a test
I don't know what to do or say
All I can do is my best
Greet each person with respect
Wrap my wings around them and hold on tight
I will guard them from neglect
I will try to make things right
I'm their angel now
I will protect them the best that I can
Living in heaven I will show them how
Right next to thier side
I will forever stand
The truth to them I will never hide
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November.30.2003
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
I wish you would die
And go to hell
Everything that comes out of your mouth
I can't believe because it's just a lie
To your face I wish I could tell
"I hate you"
Because you're to me no longer real
You are not true
And towards you nothing is what I feel
You try to command
But get mad when I don't obey
I don't know why you can't understand
On what I'm trying to say
For you to just shut up and listen
Is what I demand
I'm not a little girl with the shine in her eye
My eyes no longer glisten
I ask one thing of you "Just disappear, Just die"
In the war no longer you are
That was your past
Way back so far
So stop letting the memory last
Stop in my eyes trying to be this star
I honestly don't care
Your life I don't want to be in
My life with you I don't want to share
Keep trying to control me and my love you won't win
Just disappear
The way you were brought up don't pass on to me
I won't listen I don't care
God from his life set me free
Just die
When I'm finally rid of this prisonment
Then I will beable to happily cry
Untill then in this depression I am sent
This hatered for you I won't lie
Is beyond deep
And this passion of wanting you gone
It's hauntingly steep
These past couple of months
You have been doing things that make me sick
Make me ill
I wish God could of made a better pick
But I'm stuck with you
You think your all that and slick
Well the only thing you are is fake
No where being true
Through your heart will be a wooden stake
God let this ass get his own life
And leave mine alone
Because no matter what I do It's never right It's always wrong
Get it over with.... turn me to stone
So in this life here I won't spend so long
So get it into your mind
There is nothing you can do
Some how some way my own life I will find
So always remember when I'm gone
"I hated you"
February.14.2003
Dedicated to Derrick Mann
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
The way you smile
Relaxes and makes me feelwarm for awhile
You alone make me see
You are the only one for me
The way you caress
The feelings you express
When I'm laying down thinking you're the one I miss
And that only makes me more crazy for your kiss
Baby could it really be
You're the only one for me
When I'm in the warmth of your arms
I'm head over heels for your charms
I feel so happy so free
I know it's for true
Deep in my heart
I will always and forever belong to you
From the first day we met from the very start
All this time God knew together we would be
He knew you are the only one for me
I like it when I get captured in your trance
If I could I can get lost in your eyes everyday
For me to fall in love with you only tookone glance
Even in school " I Love You " is what I wanted to say
I know one day with you I'd get to romance
In our own special way
You are the only one for me
From here to the moon above
When I'm with you in my mind
You set me free
It's true you're the only one I love
You're precious and kind
With you I only want to be
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