"Don't get so frustrated,
it's only a book,
or a few words
that you threw,
hoping they might stick.
Sound familiar?
Surreal,
especially if you've stuck with it.
Life can be funny like that,
in fact, it is,
that the same things
seem to alwaus happen
to people who may wish
it wasn't the case;
assuming it's negative.
Once you give it a second
to process,
it's wild to think
the same exact advice
you give
is the opposite
of how you live
your own life.
Some advice...
Twice now I've had to step in.
To stop the golden desires
of sundrops on skin,
forbidden,
when there has already been seeds sown,
a tree has been growing,
and now there's doubt,
the axe lays on its side
nearby. Nearly every time,
it can hurt to cry,
but not if infidelity
is the reason why. At least,
let's hope
that's not the case.
I'd hate to see the fallout,
it'd be all over the place."
Every day that goes by
I see myself bigger in my eye
But when I look at yours I know I'm living a lie
You pretty boy I want to call mine
You change my point of view on anything and everything
You even make me feel the impossible
Like I'm flying with my broken wings
You pretty boy I want to call mine
You make me feel special when you look into my eye
?How much longer do I have to wait
?To make a move before it's too late
You pretty boy I want to call mine
I drown in your ocean blue eyes
And I dream about your red lips, they look so fine
?How many girls have drooled over you
?And how many have held your hands
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Your smile makes my body whine
It brings warmth to my heart
And dirty thoughts to my mind
You make my heart stop
And my body to tingle with flames
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Even when my body is not awake
You find a way to enter my dreams
And all I see is you and me on a date beside the lake
Even when I'm taking an exam
Your name comes acroos my brain several times
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Every time I say I'm over you, you show me it's not yet
And reveal to me an amazing side of yours I haven’t met
Your care freeness and your freeness I envy and love
How you can enjoy and care less about the mess
Everything about you I want, even in your worse
Together I'm sure we can open new doors
You pretty boy I want to call mine
My desperation is getting out of line
But your dreamy eyes tells me its fine
In my head I'm yours and you are mine
But when reality struck
I know I have no luck
May.23.2002
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
I need You
Like the grass needs the rain
You're the only person that makes me smile
When I'm in pain
One day I hope to walk down the isle
I need you
Like the trees need the suns heat
You're the only person I want in my heart
I'm so glad God let us finally meet
I knew I loved you from the very start
I need you
Like we need air
To breathe our every breath to live
For only you I'll always care
My ever lasting love to you I'll forever give
I need you
Like our eyes need our tears
I promise to try to protect you from harm
And I'll do my hardest to fight your fears
I'll always make you smile wih my charm
I need you
Like the stars need the sky
I want to be with you forever
For only you my love I'd die
Promise we'll always be together
I need you
Like a child needs her mother
To always love and protect
For a very long time I pray we only love eachother
You, my everything I could never neglect
I need you
Like we need the world to survive
You are mine for keeps for good
You make my mind body and soul stay alive
Next to you sweety I have always stood
I need you
Like you need me
To you I'll always be true
And never again set you free
You mean the world to me
You are my everything
In my heart with you I'll always forever be
To your happiness and love I'll always forever bring
Copyright
March-15-2001
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
There is a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
Your love, Your kisses, Your charm
I need you
To take away the pain
When I'm down
To take away the tears when i cry
To take away my frown
To help bring me up when i feel like to die
I need you
Like the rain
That replenishes the earth
Like a lovers touch takes away the pain
When the sun
Keeps the skies above blue
I need you
You know how to make me smile
You know how to have fun
I need you
You know how to treat me
Deep down inside i see your true
You set my uncertainties free
In your eyes i know this you knew
Your touch gives me strength
And heals my broken heart
To keep your love i'll go to any length
Because God knows we are not meant to part
Copyright
Should you be by my side once more,
I would never have you leave;
Your presence give most needed comfort.
Like the sunflower misses the sun for sustenance at night,
Your absence creates a similar fate for me.
I know that I need you
I know that I want you
To be near me today
Tomorow and every day after
I know that we were made
Just for one another
I know that one day
Our dreams will come true
~Chrystal
Written on
November 6, 2013
Now listen to what I have to say
For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day
You know nothing of what is of me
You may know the color of my eyes
But not of what they are capable to see
Now here, I've warned this upon you
For not every smile is ever true
Everything is not set in stone
You may say there is an answer
When nothing is completely known
Close your eyes, please understand
That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand
Unknown of what they truly are
Watch think before you turn and talk
Someone so close to you can be so far
So remember before you go on and say
"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"
Human nature can be full of evil and greed
Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.
Time passes to quickly when im with you,
Time passes to slowly without you,
Your everything i need and the only one id ever wish for,
Im very lost without you,
cant help but need you even more,
Your my everything I thought id never have,
to good to be true through and through,
im so glad that im alive and with you,
I love it when you stroke my hair,
I love it that you take the time to show me you care,
Your gentle ways have me dreaming and im mesmorised by the magic that shines from within you.
Theres no ends to your talents,
Your one of a kind,
A rare treasure to find,
So who or what pointed us in the same direction?
I know the magic that flows from your beautiful being will take me on a journey that i wont want to end,
Together we can acheive perfection
You and I have forever together xxx