My Hero forever you'll be!
He didnt fly like superman but to me that didnt matter
cuz he gave us all he had so that his clothes were just a tatter
always there to give his love all while sipping on his tea
and in my heart i'll always know that my hero forever you'll be
saving up that time he bought stuffed animals for us one year
and was as happy as ive ever seen he smiled from ear to ear
mom had an opportunity to go on vacation and he did agree
so off she went and it made me think my hero forever you'll be
even death didnt change who you were to us you were still our dad
when you went to be with our mom in heaven it made us so very sad
not a day goes by that we dont think of you and we smile for all to see
for us kids nothing will ever change our hero forever you'll be!
Zoeycup
The Real Deal!
I want to tell you about a man who means the world to me
Ilooked into his eye's and saw a love that would always be
His love for you i saw inside there depths with a lot of zeal
And i knew with out a doubt that he was the real deal
There's no one quite like him in all the world today
Im so very greatful he married you and is here to stay
I'm proud to say he's part of my family and always keeps it real
And to this day i know in my heart that he is the real deal
I see the way he looks at you and know it means forever
And knowing that for him you are his greatest treasure
he's never lifted a hand to you in any way and so this is how i feel
And in my heart will i forever know that he is the real deal
zoeycup
I sit here
Alone
On the edge of this precipice
Basking in sky.
The sky is as ocean
Teeming with schooling stars
Ever faithful scholars.
The wind whips
It holds silver whisps
Each breath is full of their singing.
A lone tree envelopes me
In leaf shadow shape
It's branches shiver against the sky.
The earth grumbles
Mayhaps a day till final crumble
Mayhaps to deliver me to death's sweet arms
As i sit here
Alone
On the edge of my forever
I'm standing on an island
An island of blue
Surrounded by chaos
But caught up in you
Storm clouds shaded my desire
Yet, this rocky terrain fuels the fire
I've been lost for so long
Never looking for The Way
And now you've found Me
I wasn't looking for you
But something told me
It whispered your name
Come on and take My hand
Baby, we can't stay forever
But for a little while we can pretend
Nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island of blue
Dark shades find us
We turn the light and blind them
Voices carry but don't you worry
The sands of time will guide us
Here and now
I fight but fall
Win or lose
I only know
Nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island of blue
I look on past the distance
you pull me close and whisper
"I want you so bad it hurts"
And the earth below deserts us
Ill fated illusion cast it's net
But, let's forsake this ruin
And find what we've always been wantin'
Because, nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island
This island of you
March.2.2001/ updated June.7.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In my heart
I feel love for two
This feeling from me won't part
I don't know what direction to take
My feelings are a mess
The choice is hard to make
My heart can't deal with the stress
In my heart
It's so confused
From neither do I want to part
They both get me amused
One is I should just be a friend
But which one I don't know who
They both remain in my heart till the end
I've know one longer
But does that help much
Would that make my feelings for one stronger
Or should I go by his touch
My hearts in a struggle
I don't know what to do
Maybe both I could juggle
I should just be unhappy and blue
Maybe I should just remain alone
Stay all by myself
And turn my heart back to stone
And leave it on the shelf
What have I gone and done
I've fallen for two that are great
My heart they both won
Everyones heart is at stake
And I know I can only go on with one
But both bring me joy
With both I have so much fun
And niether play me like a toy
God please help me
To make the choice that is right
Just from me don't let them get free
I don't want them to leave my sight
I want them to know both I love I hope they can see
But why make my life so complicated
Why do I have to make a choice
Soon my heart's going to be dislocated
I have to listen to my own voice
Why can't I have my cake
And eat it too
God show me which is fake
Show me which life I make new
In my heart
The answer is there
From both I must part
Because for both I truely care
They both stole my heart
Why can't we share
I should of only chose one from the start
God Why can't you hear
I have such a brian fart
They will be a great memory in my mind
The both of them
Will never from me part
This is cruel not kind
The both of them will remain in my heart
I still want them both
To love forever
But it's against my oath
Im in a bind
With them both I can't be together
So someone else I must find
Copyright
Febrary.12.2001
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In passing time
We may lose the ones we deeply love
But part of them will still shine
And in our hearts new love remains true
It may be hard for us
To go on from the past
But for that person they would want us to move on
For thier love will always in our heart last
And they would want you to stay strong
In passing time
I will be by your side
Every single day
Your tears don't hide
Every night for you I'll pray
In me please confide
I will help you through days that are tough
Pick you back up when your blue
For you my love I'll always help you when things are rough
This I hope you knew
Days when you know you're going to cry
Let me know so I can wipe the tears away
When I tell you "I love you" It's no lie
I want to be with you every day
Through sunshine and rain
In every way
So I can take away the pain
In passing time
You will always come out on top
Through thick and thin
You are strong and you no one can stop
This struggle You're determined to win
I will be by your side forever
I will always be here
What I want with you is stay together
I will always wipe away your tear
No other guy from you will steal
They won't ever take me away
Because their love isn't real
With you I want to be with everyday
I'm going to stay with you forever
To cherish your touch
To love eachother
To show I love you so much
Through this passing time
Copyright
November.30.2003
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
I wish you would die
And go to hell
Everything that comes out of your mouth
I can't believe because it's just a lie
To your face I wish I could tell
"I hate you"
Because you're to me no longer real
You are not true
And towards you nothing is what I feel
You try to command
But get mad when I don't obey
I don't know why you can't understand
On what I'm trying to say
For you to just shut up and listen
Is what I demand
I'm not a little girl with the shine in her eye
My eyes no longer glisten
I ask one thing of you "Just disappear, Just die"
In the war no longer you are
That was your past
Way back so far
So stop letting the memory last
Stop in my eyes trying to be this star
I honestly don't care
Your life I don't want to be in
My life with you I don't want to share
Keep trying to control me and my love you won't win
Just disappear
The way you were brought up don't pass on to me
I won't listen I don't care
God from his life set me free
Just die
When I'm finally rid of this prisonment
Then I will beable to happily cry
Untill then in this depression I am sent
This hatered for you I won't lie
Is beyond deep
And this passion of wanting you gone
It's hauntingly steep
These past couple of months
You have been doing things that make me sick
Make me ill
I wish God could of made a better pick
But I'm stuck with you
You think your all that and slick
Well the only thing you are is fake
No where being true
Through your heart will be a wooden stake
God let this ass get his own life
And leave mine alone
Because no matter what I do It's never right It's always wrong
Get it over with.... turn me to stone
So in this life here I won't spend so long
So get it into your mind
There is nothing you can do
Some how some way my own life I will find
So always remember when I'm gone
"I hated you"
February.14.2003
Dedicated to Derrick Mann
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
The way you smile
Relaxes and makes me feelwarm for awhile
You alone make me see
You are the only one for me
The way you caress
The feelings you express
When I'm laying down thinking you're the one I miss
And that only makes me more crazy for your kiss
Baby could it really be
You're the only one for me
When I'm in the warmth of your arms
I'm head over heels for your charms
I feel so happy so free
I know it's for true
Deep in my heart
I will always and forever belong to you
From the first day we met from the very start
All this time God knew together we would be
He knew you are the only one for me
I like it when I get captured in your trance
If I could I can get lost in your eyes everyday
For me to fall in love with you only tookone glance
Even in school " I Love You " is what I wanted to say
I know one day with you I'd get to romance
In our own special way
You are the only one for me
From here to the moon above
When I'm with you in my mind
You set me free
It's true you're the only one I love
You're precious and kind
With you I only want to be
Copyright
February.15.2001
Trisha Barrk Hopkins
I will be your strength
When you are weak
I'll be your shine
When you are in darkness
I will be your compass
When you are lost
I will be your air
When you can't breathe
I will be your future
When you want to forget your past
I will be your life
When you feel like dying
I will give you love
When you feel like hating
I will be your tissue
When you feel like crying
I'll be the understanding
When you no longer feel like dating
I will be your words
When you have nothing to say
I will be your morning
When you feel like you have no day
I will be your water
When you are thirsty
I will be your shade
When you are hot
I will be your eyes
When you no longer can see
I will be with you
When you're at your favorite spot
I will be the one who restarts your heart
When it feels like it wants to die
I will be your legs
When you can no longer walk
I will be your something
When you feel like you have nothing
I'll be your words
When you can't talk
I will be your love
Till my dying day
Promise you everything
I'll stick by your side
When no one else will
I will be your whatever
I will be your something
Always and forever
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