forever

Alone, yet by my side, Forever

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The Art Of Sight

I sit here 

 

Alone

 

On the edge of this precipice

 

Basking in sky.

 

The sky is as ocean

 

Teeming with schooling stars

 

Ever faithful scholars.

 

The wind whips 

 

It holds silver whisps

 

Each breath is full of their singing.

 

A lone tree envelopes me

 

In leaf shadow shape

 

It's branches shiver against the sky.

 

The earth grumbles

 

Mayhaps a day till final crumble

 

Mayhaps to deliver me to death's sweet arms

 

As i sit here

 

Alone

 

On the edge of my forever

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Nothing Lasts Forever

Folder: 
Voodoo

I'm standing on an island
An island of blue
Surrounded by chaos
But caught up in you

 

Storm clouds shaded my desire
Yet, this rocky terrain fuels the fire
I've been lost for so long
Never looking for The Way

 

And now you've found Me
I wasn't looking for you
But something told me
It whispered your name

 

Come on and take My hand
Baby, we can't stay forever
But for a little while we can pretend
Nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island of blue

 

Dark shades find us
We turn the light and blind them
Voices carry but don't you worry
The sands of time will guide us

 

Here and now
I fight but fall
Win or lose
I only know
Nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island of blue

 

I look on past the distance
you pull me close and whisper
"I want you so bad it hurts"
And the earth below deserts us

 

Ill fated illusion cast it's net
But, let's forsake this ruin
And find what we've always been wantin'
Because, nothing lasts forever
'Cept on this island
This island of you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This started as a poem but evolved into a song.

'Til The End

Folder: 
Thalia

I won't allow the story
To end this way
I don't care what anyone
Has to say

 

My resolve may waiver
But it will never break
These are not feelings
That I can simply fake

 

I cry tears of joy
At the sound of your voice
I'd be crying constantly
If I had the choice

 

I know that I'll feel this way
As long as my heart beats true
I know without the shadow of a doubt
My beating heart belongs to you

 

There is one message
I wish for this to send
I will fight for you
Until the very end

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*In My Heart*

 

 March.2.2001/ updated June.7.2015

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

In my heart

I feel love for two

This feeling from me won't part

I don't know what direction to take

My feelings are a mess

The choice is hard to make

My heart can't deal with the stress

 

In my heart

It's so confused

From neither do I want to part

They both get me amused

One is I should just be a friend

But which one I don't know who

They both remain in my heart till the end

 

I've know one longer 

But does that help much

Would that make my feelings for one stronger

Or should I go by his touch

My hearts in a struggle

I don't know what to do

Maybe both I could juggle

I should just be unhappy and blue

 

Maybe I should just remain alone

Stay all by myself

And turn my heart back to stone

And leave it on the shelf

What have I gone and done

I've fallen for two that are great

My heart they both won

Everyones heart is at stake

And I know I can only go on with one 

But both bring me joy

With both I have so much fun

And niether play me like a toy

 

God please help me 

To make the choice that is right

Just from me don't let them get free

I don't want them to leave my sight

I want them to know both I love I hope they can see

But why make my life so complicated

Why do I have to make a choice

Soon my heart's going to be dislocated

I have to listen to my own voice

Why can't I have my cake 

And eat it too

God show me which is fake

Show me which life I make new

 

In my heart

The answer is there

From both I must part

Because for both I truely care

They both stole my heart

Why can't we share

I should of only chose one from the start

God Why can't you hear

 

I have such a brian fart

They will be a great memory in my mind

The both of them

Will never from me part

This is cruel not kind

The both of them will remain in my heart

I still want them both

To love forever

But it's against my oath

Im in a bind

With them both I can't be together

So someone else I must find

 

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*In Passing Time*

 

 Febrary.12.2001

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

In passing time 

We may lose the ones we deeply love

But part of them will still shine

And in our hearts new love remains true

 

It may be hard for us 

To go on from the past

But for that person they would want us to move on

For thier love will always in our heart last 

And they would want you to stay strong

 

In passing time 

I will be by your side

Every single day

Your tears don't hide

Every night for you I'll pray

In me please confide

 

I will help you through days that are tough

Pick you back up when your blue

For you my love I'll always help you when things are rough

This I hope you knew 

 

Days when you know you're going to cry

Let me know so I can wipe the tears away

When I tell you "I love you" It's no lie

I want to be with you every day

Through sunshine and rain

In every way

So I can take away the pain

 

In passing time 

You will always come out on top 

Through thick and thin

You are strong and you no one can stop

This struggle You're determined to win

I will be by your side forever

I will always be here

What I want with you is stay together

I will always wipe away your tear

 

No other guy from you will steal

They won't ever take me away

Because their love isn't real

With you I want to be with everyday

I'm going to stay with you forever

To cherish your touch

To love eachother

To show I love you so much

Through this passing time 

 

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*Just Disappear, Just Die*

 

 November.30.2003

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

I wish you would die 

And go to hell

Everything that comes out of your mouth

I can't believe because it's just a lie

To your face I wish I could tell

"I hate you" 

Because you're to me no longer real

You are not true

And towards you nothing is what I feel

 

You try to command

But get mad when I don't obey

I don't know why you can't understand

On what I'm trying to say

For you to just shut up and listen

Is what I demand

I'm not a little girl with the shine in her eye

My eyes no longer glisten

I ask one thing of you "Just disappear, Just die"

 

In the war no longer you are

That was your past

Way back so far

So stop letting the memory last

Stop in my eyes trying to be this star

I honestly don't care

Your life I don't want to be in 

My life with you I don't want to share

Keep trying to control me and my love you won't win

 

Just disappear

The way you were brought up don't pass on to me 

I won't listen I don't care

God from his life set me free

Just die

When I'm finally rid of this prisonment

Then I will beable to happily cry

Untill then in this depression I am sent

This hatered for you I won't lie

Is beyond deep

And this passion of wanting you gone

It's hauntingly steep

 

These past couple of months

You have been doing things that make me sick 

Make me ill

I wish God could of made a better pick

But I'm stuck with you 

You think your all that and slick

Well the only thing you are is fake

No where being true

Through your heart will be a wooden stake

 

God let this ass get his own life

And leave mine alone

Because no matter what I do It's never right It's always wrong

Get it over with.... turn me to stone

So in this life here I won't spend so long

 

So get it into your mind

There is nothing you can do

Some how some way my own life I will find

So always remember when I'm gone

"I hated you"

 
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Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't feel this way anymore. I wish we were as when I was young. Close again Frown

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*You Are The Only One For Me*

 February.14.2003

 Dedicated to Derrick Mann

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

The way you smile

Relaxes and makes me feelwarm for awhile

You alone make me see

You are the only one for me 

 

The way you caress

The feelings you express

When I'm laying down thinking you're the one I miss

And that only makes me more crazy for your kiss

Baby could it really be 

You're the only one for me 

 

When I'm in the warmth of your arms 

I'm head over heels for your charms

I feel so happy so free

I know it's for true

Deep in my heart

I will always and forever belong to you 

From the first day we met from the very start

All this time God knew together we would be

He knew you are the only one for me 

 

I like it when I get captured in your trance

If I could I can get lost in your eyes everyday

For me to fall in love with you only tookone glance

Even in school " I Love You " is what I wanted to say

I know one day with you I'd get to romance 

In our own special way

 

You are the only one for me 

From here to the moon above

When I'm with you in my mind 

You set me free 

It's true you're the only one I love

You're precious and kind

With you I only want to be 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to my high school sweetheart Derrick Mann. I love you so much. You mean the world to me. Laughing

*I Will Be*

 

 February.15.2001

 Trisha Barrk Hopkins

 

I will be your strength

When you are weak

 

I'll be your shine

When you are in darkness

 

I will be your compass 

When you are lost

 

I will be your air

When you can't breathe

 

I will be your future 

When you want to forget your past 

 

I will be your life

When you feel like dying 

 

I will give you love

When you feel like hating 

 

I will be your tissue

When you feel like crying

 

I'll be the understanding

When you no longer feel like dating 

 

I will be your words

When you have nothing to say

 

I will be your morning

When you feel like you have no day

 

I will be your water 

When you are thirsty

 

I will be your shade 

When you are hot 

 

I will be your eyes

When you no longer can see 

 

I will be with you

When you're at your favorite spot

 

I will be the one who restarts your heart

When it feels like it wants to die

 

I will be your legs

When you can no longer walk

 

I will be your something

When you feel like you have nothing

 

I'll be your words

When you can't talk

 

I will be your love

Till my dying day

Promise you everything

I'll stick by your side 

When no one else will

I will be your whatever

I will be your something

Always and forever

 

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*Untitled 7*

 

 June.3.1998

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

Just remember you're not alone

I know how you feel

My heart was once stone

One day your heart I will capture

It I will not steal

Your heart I won't rapture

Your wounds I'll heal

 

Your tears I will dry

Your fears I'll take away

I promise we'll get by

I promise we'll make it to the next day

I promise our hearts will fly

Just promise you'll stay

 

Our hearts will join as one 

Come take a walk with me 

My tears weigh a ton

Lets set our minds and feelings free

To face my fear I have won

Lets have people see 

We're having all the fun 

Our relationship will remain

Our love will forever be 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

I may add more to this one. I don't feel it's complete.