We're fed lies all of our lives
From the cradle to the grave
When we die we get a prize
Becoming numb to this game
I'm starting to realize
There is no afterlife
Once we step into the light
That is our final flight
Empty clouds and endless skies
Eternal blackness of space
Burned to ashes and said goodbyes
Pile of bones is all that remains
We're blinded by all the lights
From the darkness on its way
We can't see the warning signs
Ill-prepared for judgement day
I'm starting to realize
There is no afterlife
Once we step into the light
That is our final flight
Empty clouds and endless skies
Eternal blackness of space
Burned to ashes and said goodbyes
Pile of bones is all that remains
Once we step into the light
That's when we will say goodnight
Empty clouds and endless skies
Eternal blackness of space
Burned to ashes and said goodbyes
Pile of bones is all that remains
The only thing in life that's guaranteed is death
I dominte my life,
I control my life,
To you I am a slave,
I have no control,
You dominate me,
I hate myself,
I hate you more,
I long for you,
Ache for you,
I beg you to go,
I wish for your absense,
Yet I still miss you,
How can your touch hurt me,
Yet at the same time heal me,
I feel the grip around my neck,
Tendrils coil and tighten,
A gentle squeeze,
My hand shakes,
I have no power,
You have control,
The darkness grows,
Shadows elongate,
My hand steadies,
I hold your coldness in my fingers,
I feel you whispering to my soul,
Screaming at me,
Controlling me,
My eyes are lifeless,
Like a porcelain doll,
I move deliberately,
I move carefully,
I need control,
I need to feel your power,
Metal peels away flesh,
A burning heat from within,
Deliberately slow,
Line after line,
I feel the adrenaline,
The power of the blood flowing,
The intoxicating smell of life,
I want this to never end,
I want control,
I want power,
I want to feel it drain,
More and more flesh is opened,
A familiar metallic tang hangs in the air,
Again and again and again,
Who am I kidding,
I have no control,
I have no power,
I hate myself for loving you,
Im addicted to the idea,
A deadly idea,
How curious am I?
The sheet stained claret,
My arms are a mess,
A curious glance,
A reoccuring thought,
The addiction to a high I cant replicate,
You never forget your first time,
How close you are,
The power to control everything,
At the same time,
Controlling the power within,
There it is again,
Power and control,
The power in between your fingertips,
The control of the action,
A finishing touch,
No control,
Too much power,
A spinning head,
Those lifeless eyes glinting in the shadows,
That last slice,
A final rush of heat,
The calm before the storm,
I have neither,
Power or control.
You know I love you
You know I'd do anything for you
You know I'll shield you
From the daggers that they threw at you
When I'm gone I know you'll carry on
When I leave, promise me you'll be strong
And don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to be with me
So promise me you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me please
I know you love me
I know you're the only one for me
I know you saved me
From myself and from my misery
When I’m gone I know you'll carry on
When I leave, promise me you'll be strong
And don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to be with me
So promise me you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me please
You know I love you
So don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to come join me
So promise me (promise me) you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me
Please promise me
Whispers in the dark, a slow decay,
Breathless nights, the light fades away,
In the mirror, I see a ghost,
A shadow of the girl I used to know.
Blood runs cold, time slows to crawl,
A rhythm lost, in the silence of it all,
In my chest, a fragile beat,
Counting moments till we meet.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
Lonely nights, the stars seem far,
Hoping for a sign, a distant star,
But the weight, it drags me down,
In the deep end, I drown.
Fighting hard, but it's a losing game,
Every breath a whisper of pain,
In my veins, a river dry,
Wishing only to survive.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
If I could turn back time,
I'd take it all, make it mine,
But the past is set in stone,
And I'm left here alone.
Final verse, the story's told,
A heart too weak, a soul grown old,
In the silence, I make my peace,
With the echoes that never cease.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
In the end, we all must go,
But in the echoes, we'll still flow,
A fragile beat, a final breath,
In the quiet, I find my rest.
I was walking the other morning as I do most every day
when up ahead I saw a car stop in the middle of the street…then quickly drive away.
I didn’t think much about this as I was enjoying the stars, the planets and the moon
until I realized that car…had run over a raccoon.
I thought it was just a cat sleeping in the road…
(on my morning walk this is something I often see)
until she raised her head as I walked by and that raccoon looked up at me.
Never approach a wild animal is a rule to which I steadfastly adhere
but something in her eyes told me there was nothing for me to fear.
I knelt down in the street next her…told her I’d sit with her a while
and as she laid her head back on the street…I think I saw her smile.
Within minutes she closed her eyes, stopped breathing
and that morning just before the dawn
as tears fell from my eyes I knew that she was gone.
I couldn’t do anything to save her when I found her lying out there on her own
but I was glad I came along and she did not die alone.
Once again nature gives us a lesson she’s hoping we all will heed
how sometimes in life and death…a little comfort is all we ever need.
The Light
Numb, losing control
Broken, shivering cold
Stuck down in this hole
Darkness surrounds my soul
God don't take me
I don't wanna die tonight
Jesus save me
I can barely see the light
Lord forgive me
I'm trying to make it right
Can't you help me see the light?
Lost so far from home
Alone, nowhere to go
Weak and losing hope
Plunging towards the unknown
God don't take me
I don't wanna die tonight
Jesus save me
I can barely see the light
Lord forgive me
I'm trying to make it right
Won't you help me see the light?
I'm about to break
I don't want to fade
On my knees I pray
Are my words in vain?
Everything seems gray
The edges start to fray
Nothing left to say
There's nothing left to say
God don't take me
I don't wanna die tonight
Jesus save me
I can barely see the light
Lord forgive me
I'm trying to make this right
Someone help me see the light
Will no one help me see the light?
Ancient rites, once revered, now reel
In playgrounds where children peal
With laughter, unaware of the seal
That time has placed on what was real.
Solemn steps of shamans past
Morph into games that last and last,
As cultural currents, swift and vast,
Erode the essence, unsurpassed.
Tribal truths, once held so dear,
Trickle down through time's frontier.
Sacred symbols disappear,
Leaving echoes faint but clear.
Profound becomes profane, we find,
As generations leave behind
The weight of wisdom, once enshrined,
Now light as air and unconfined.
From archaic altars to schoolyard scenes,
The dance of time intervenes,
Transforming what tradition means—
A metamorphosis of memes.
So sacred turns to silly play,
As yesterday fades into today.
Yet in this change, we might survey
The threads that bind us, come what may
Dear Chester,
The first time I heard you left
It put a huge void in my soul
Knowing I'd never hear your words again
Made me break down and lose control
And although you didn't know me
You inspired and you showed me
The side of you that's a part of me
The pain I felt in your melody
But your memory will never fade
You'll be remembered just the same
Hmm, and no one else can take your place
And you should know this world won't be the same
Dear Chester,
I was a kid at your stage
But I have grown so much since then
And I still recall the crowd and the cheers
That amazing experience
And although you didn't know me
You inspired and you showed me
The side of you that's a part of me
The pain I felt in your melody
But your memory will never fade
You'll be remembered just the same
Hmm, and no one else can take your place
And you should know this world won't be the same
And your energy
Resonates with me
Set your spirit free
Set your spirit free
Set your spirit free
Set your spirit free
But your memory will never fade (set your spirit free)
You'll be remembered just the same (set your spirit free)
Hmm, and no one else can take your place (set your spirit free)
You should know that this world won't be the same
Dear Chester,
Dear Chester