Now listen to what I have to say
For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day
You know nothing of what is of me
You may know the color of my eyes
But not of what they are capable to see
Now here, I've warned this upon you
For not every smile is ever true
Everything is not set in stone
You may say there is an answer
When nothing is completely known
Close your eyes, please understand
That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand
Unknown of what they truly are
Watch think before you turn and talk
Someone so close to you can be so far
So remember before you go on and say
"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"
Human nature can be full of evil and greed
Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.
I have an unknown friend, who lives in the sky
Why I question him, I do not know why
I should not go to look for him, they say
But I know he'll want to look for me someday
I wonder, I ponder, even as I sleep
I dare not awake, for I have gone too deep
But again, the sun calls to another abrupt wake
Alone again, to find an answer for my sake
I take another step foward, for this I will fight
Forever wrapped in this question, how it echoes through the burning light
You asked why I always run
Always keeping everyone at bay
Letting them love me so long
Then hollering “Whoa” and “Nay”
Do you not understand how I left
Pieces of myself everywhere I’ve been?
Every time I have ever dove feet first
I found pools of broken glass, so I swim
Can’t you see just by looking at me
I’ve been dependant for so long
I don’t know anything anymore
Just that I need to stand strong
I don’t know what the future holds
I have no clue where I’m going
Or any real idea what I’m doing
I just have this deep knowing
I just have to keep moving forward
Keep trying to make myself better
Hold true to my core self
And believe everything will be okay
~Chrystal
Written on
May 5, 2009
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Make a dove within
for raven is sin
Make a flower outside
for thorns are arrayed
Make a waterfall towards
for swamps awaits
Make things you want
for you are in grant.
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