You asked me to say it,
Those three words
When I had intended
To keep my mouth shut
For quite a while,
Irregardless of how I felt
I had planned on doing so
Simply because I have felt
A lot of pain because
Of those three words
The heartache that people
Even though they say them,
Want to provide you with
Massive amounts of pain
Now that I have said them,
The question is now
How do you feel?
Whats in your heart?
I know that it will be a while
Before you can do anything
But I don't think that has
Anything to do with love
I personally feel that
If you feel it, you should say it
No matter how much is at stake
Because if you feel it then
It doesn't matter what the cost is
You should say it
Because you wont know what
The cost of keeping it in is
~Chrystal
Written on
March 18, 2014
I have always wanted the 'perfect' man
The one whom does no wrong, does
Everything correct, who takes down the moon
The type that knows me and the things I've done
And still loves me for whom I am
Well, I didn't find him, not by a long shot
I have found something even better
I have found someone that is perfect
In the face of all the flaws, even with all the errors
And I love him with everything I am
I'm so in love with him, not necessarily despite his flaws
I in fact love him because of his mistakes in the past
Because that made him who he is
And made him become the person I cherish
I love you Chad for everything that you are
To me and your feelings for me
~Chrystal
Written on
November 17, 2013
I'm in love with you
Everyone around me knows this
You know this
I know this
I want to spend the rest
Of my life with you
I know this is true
I think you do too
We tend to agree on most things
Exept you like cooler tempuratures
I tend to like warmer ones
So on that, we dont agree
But as to everything else
We do and I think we always will
I want to be your wife
We will have a wonderful life
~Chrystal
Written on
October 31, 2013
I just met you
Found you through a friend
We have only talked for 2 days
But damn, I'm in a frenzy
I defiantly don’t know
Who, what, when, or why
But how much I'm starting
To fall in amazes me
To tell the truth, I don’t know
Exactly how you feel
Hell, you could hate me
But I’m needing to know
Exactly what you feel
Friends, at first of course
But do you think there
Could be anything between us
That is the big thing that
I need to know
Because I’m dying to know
If there’s a reason
That I should feel like this
But I do like you and feel
That we could be so much more
Do you feel the same?
~Chrystal
Written on
September 11, 2013
Women.
We're people,
just like men.
We're not things,
property,
sex toys,
or trash.
We're not something
you can say you want
one minute and then,
the next minute,
say you're over us.
Women.
We have feelings,
desires,
needs,
wants,
fears,
brains!
The Government seems
to think that we are stupid.
That we can't think for ourselves.
Well the jokes' on them!
We can decide whether or not
we want birth control.
Whether we want to get pregnant or not.
Women.
We're more than
just a "piece of ass".
We're more than
just some fuck and dump!
We are people,
humans,
with feelings!
Although, personally,
abortion is not something
I'm for,
that doesn't mean
I'm gonna tell everyone
that they can't.
It is up to us,
us women,
to decide what we
want, and
how to deal with something
if we don't want it.
Women.
We are strong,
we are smart,
we are not things for
others to use.
We are WOMEN!
We are STRONG!
So TREAT us like Equals!
Because that's what we deserve!
I yearn to love, a love with a passion
Joining hearts, a fatal attraction
To be fondled by your words alone, holding on to promises by your lips
To savor the sweetness and emotion that drips
Let us hold together, let our eyes slowly find and meet
Let all time stop, with nothing but our heartbeats
I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
I walk endless an road
locked into a heavy load
Of these questions and fears
Gripping from it's unreasonable tears
As a car roars by
I look dead into it's light
Wondering where it leads
But just like that it's gone
just like another day
As I wake up to the sun's harsh light
I try not to look back
As I attempt to fill this crack
Of this hurt and wonder
Unstoppable, a storm of rain and thunder
As a car roars by
I look dead into it's light
Wondering where it leads
But just like that it's gone
just like another night
As I stay up to the moon's hypnotic might