feelings

Perfection

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2013

I have always wanted the 'perfect' man

The one whom does no wrong, does

Everything correct, who takes down the moon

The type that knows me and the things I've done

And still loves me for whom I am

 

Well, I didn't find him, not by a long shot

I have found something even better

I have found someone that is perfect

In the face of all the flaws, even with all the errors

And I love him with everything I am

 

I'm so in love with him, not necessarily despite his flaws

I in fact love him because of his mistakes in the past

Because that made him who he is

And made him become the person I cherish

I love you Chad for everything that you are

To me and your feelings for me

 

~Chrystal

Written on

 

November 17, 2013

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I loved him with all my heart. Yet, past is past.

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So In Love

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2013

I'm in love with you

Everyone around me knows this

You know this

I know this

 

I want to spend the rest

Of my life with you

I know this is true

I think you do too

 

We tend to agree on most things

Exept you like cooler tempuratures

I tend to like warmer ones

So on that, we dont agree

 

But as to everything else

We do and I think we always will

I want to be your wife

We will have a wonderful life

 

~Chrystal

Written on

 

October 31, 2013

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I thought it was, but it wasnt.

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Possibly More?

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2013

I just met you

Found you through a friend

We have only talked for 2 days

But damn, I'm in a frenzy

 

I defiantly don’t know

Who, what, when, or why

But how much I'm starting

To fall in amazes me

 

To tell the truth, I don’t know

Exactly how you feel

Hell, you could hate me

But I’m needing to know

 

Exactly what you feel

Friends, at first of course

But do you think there

Could be anything between us

 

That is the big thing that

I need to know

Because I’m dying to know

If there’s a reason

 

That I should feel like this

But I do like you and feel

That we could be so much more

Do you feel the same?

 

~Chrystal

Written on

 

September 11, 2013

Author's Notes/Comments: 

And yet another who couldnt even Make the sandwich, let alone cut the mustard.

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Women-We're People too????

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Inspiration(al)

Women.

 

We're people,

just like men.

 

We're not things,

property,

sex toys,

or trash.

 

We're not something

you can say you want

one minute and then,

the next minute,

say you're over us.

 

 

Women.

 

We have feelings,

desires,

needs,

wants,

fears,

brains!

 

 

The Government seems

to think that we are stupid.

That we can't think for ourselves.

 

Well the jokes' on them!

We can decide whether or not

we want birth control.

Whether we want to get pregnant or not.

 

 

Women.

 

We're more than

just a "piece of ass".

 

We're more than

just some fuck and dump!

 

We are people,

humans,

with feelings!

 

 

Although, personally,

abortion is not something

I'm for,

 

that doesn't mean

I'm gonna tell everyone

that they can't.

 

 

It is up to us,

us women,

to decide what we

want, and

how to deal with something

if we don't want it.

 

Women.

 

We are strong,

we are smart,

we are not things for

others to use.

 

 

We are WOMEN!

 

We are STRONG!

 

So TREAT us like Equals!

Because that's what we deserve!

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Not quite done, i don't think... I am not sure about the title, and I'm open to suggestions!

 

Poetic_Eyes wanted a poem about issues that us women face in life, like being seen as sex objects, things, property, and being seen as a pieve of ass. That government wants us to all have birth control.

 

So, this is dedicated to all those problems that Women have to face!

Let me know what you think, or if you think of something that you think would fit in!

 

To Love

I yearn to love, a love with a passion

Joining hearts, a fatal attraction

To be fondled by your words alone, holding on to promises by your lips

To savor the sweetness and emotion that drips

Let us hold together, let our eyes slowly find and meet

Let all time stop, with nothing but our heartbeats




Her Perspective

I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective

But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise


And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection

 

Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion

 

Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found

 

Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.

 

She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings

 

All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew

 

And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred

 

Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?

 

All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..

To Become

Society's filled so dark
A sickness fit to last
A hasty hungry shark
A one that bites the glass

The air turns a poison mist
and the grass turns to a distant waste
A glare becomes a fist
and then a flower becomes erased











I Walk An Endless Road

I walk endless an road

locked into a heavy load

Of these questions and fears

Gripping from it's unreasonable tears

 

As a car roars by

I look dead into it's light

Wondering where it leads

But just like that it's gone

just like another day

As I wake up to the sun's harsh light

 

I try not to look back

As I attempt to fill this crack

Of this hurt and wonder

Unstoppable, a storm of rain and thunder

 

As a car roars by

I look dead into it's light

Wondering where it leads

But just like that it's gone

just like another night

As I stay up to the moon's hypnotic might

What It Is

I feel like every single thing is like a mind game,  played and laid out for me

I can't feel a single thing, like I'm not blind, but I still can't see

 

What is it really? Perhaps it's not that important?

Tell me what it is, or is it just my own comportment?

 

I have walked in the very things I've looked down upon

What I once thought was selfish, now I too am wrong

 

and now there is blood all over my hand

But I have no idea why, I just don't understand

 

This is a complication called the human mind

Irony, double standards, hypocrisy, A place to be so blind

 

To wallow and loop in this thick puddle of shame

For the mistakes commited, I fairly wore the blame

 

Knowing is the beginning is something I suppose

It's better to learn, rather than to find it to oppose.

 

So I guess I'll take my feelings and throw them to the floor

I'll leave you where you originally were, trapped inside a closed door

 

And you can echo your goodbyes

as you embrace yourself to the ink of sheer ignorance and sighs..