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Happiness is what she confides in

As she stares into the night

There's nothing more satisfying

His comfort felt so right

She loves that calming look

As she looks deep in his eyes

But she suddenly has this feeling

That he's holding back some lies

He suddenly turned away from her

Now she felt so tossed

How can someone "complete" you

But continue to feel so lost

As she backs off from him

Her tears flowing down her face

He explains to her so tenderly

That he just needs some space

So weeks went by without one call

She started to feel her rage

He had her where he wanted her

Chained down and in a cage

She caught a glimpse of him one day

Her tummy in a whirl

For what she saw was full of pain

Him kissing another girl

Since that day she caged her voice

She put away her soul

Until that day she married him

And made her heart feel whole<3

I can't help but to love you

Even with how the circumstances stand

I've decided I'll never leave you

Together we'll be hand in hand

I can't help but to have these feelings

That are oh so passionately true

Because the more we make love

The more I'm so into you

Not only do I want you as my husband

I'm praying you'll remain my best friend

Because when I first met you

You automatically made my heart mend

You gave me this comfort I never felt before

This comfort that I soon came to adore

You're like this addiction that I've become prone to

Nothing or no one compares to you

So remember this next time we're apart

I loved you and only you right from the very start

As she stands at her window

Looking out at the view

Thoughts of his soft touch

Race through her mind

She remembers his smile and his eyes

But what she remembers the most

Is how their love was one of a kind

Her heart longs to be close to him again

And feel his presence in sight

Her feelings are so strong

She doesn't know how much longer she can fight

She wishes she could hold his hand

And tell him that they are going to be okay

But she knows that no matter what she does

The guilt will continue to eat at her every day

She regrets letting him waltz right out of her life

Like he mean't nothing at all

Now she's stuck dealing with the pain

With no hopes of standing tall

She wants so much to hold him again

And look into his eyes

But she knows that no matter what

The pain just won't subside

So she looks to the Lord

And gets down on her knees to pray

Asking the good Lord to show her

A will if there is a way

To fix what she messed up

And to let him know she's sincerely true

But until she's shown the way

She'll be left with the question of wondering what to do?

You are my life

You are my soul

You are my soulmate

That makes me whole

You are my comfort

You are my desire

You are the one

That sets my world on fire

You are the light shining bright at me

You are the reason we are mean't to be

My love for you will never die

For you make my soul feel as if it can fly

You are my strength

You are my guide

I forever want you

To be my life

So please know with love so true

That I will forever be in love with you

Welcoming the night.
Reminding me of my blight.
The fight is useless.
Haunting me at rest.
Feels like a test.
That I just can't pass.
It wrecks my soul.
And I know.
That attempts to move on.
Only deceive myself.
I'd never wish to remember lesser.
The thoughts continue to fester.
Warping and shaping what I am.
Pictures of a wonderful gem.
Forgetting would never be a choice.
Don't want to forget the voice.
Nothing more that I wish.
Than to relive what I miss.
And although my decisions leave me in strife.
I continue on for the sake of my life.

..........

I never meant 

to hide it from you,

this gift I have, this 

innate ability 

to 'bounce back',

and evolve.

 I never considered that 

you would think 

the more civilized,

natural way, 

of human expression

to be such a travesty.

I never considered

that you were that

weak to think of 

me as weak, too,

and I am now thinking,

I should have considered.

6:37 PM 8/10/2013

How can I let you know

There's a reason I go

To such great lengths to impress you

Or to put on a show

If I could transition

Straight from my position

Of translucency

Without showing submission

Well, then I'd be less aloof

Maybe gather some proof

That we should stick together

Not unlike a shoe on a hoof

Perhaps I'd make you smile

One that lasts for awhile

Just trying to charm the pants off you

I'm not here to beguile

I swear that, girl

If you step into my world

You'll never need a vacation

Step back, watch it unfurl

But with my oration

I'm trying to put in summation

That my feelings for you are like

Colloquials in translation

..........

i am sunrise,

                 a fog,

           a lily pad

        floating in 

      a pond--

           --(no frog)--

i am an angel,

                                  dressed in black velvet,

and I only allow the light on my face

                     when the moon

 cannot be seen 

at night,

    to wimper among the rhythm of 

                 slithering snakes in

      the cool night sands,

i am macerated flesh of 

           a wild animal,

                waiting

   to dry out after the feasting of

              hungry wolves,

i am a feild of daisies,

            and you have severed my lifeline 

                  to place me 

                           on

        your great-grandmother's hand made

                        doily for your 

pleasure,

i am an onion,

         bursting with pungent juices

                            to make the tears fall from 

         your eyes like a torrential 

downpour

     in the worst of droughts,

i am hell fire

          to infinity

             and

       i am waiting for 

              more,

i am the gleam

         of a child's 

                        face on    

 christmas morning,

                     and the killer's

grin of      

                                                satisfaction,

and i am the untamed

                     ogre of

grief, the

              grim rapist,

that entices

 your anger,

                                a predator

lusting after your

greatest

                  fears,

i am the regurgitation of man's worst crime,

                    sin,

                                  sorrow,

                 fear, hope,

                         and desire,

that wallow

 like poison in the pit of his

belly,

and,

i feel,

 things,

too.

11:58 PM 7/7/2013  ©

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