If I was your son, I be your seed,

The one who let me out to this world,

If I was a punch, I would choose the one,

You gave to my pregnant mother,

If I was the traumatise child,

I would be the one listening his mother screams,

If you were holding the metal belt,

I would be the kid with the scare,

If you was the one broking glass on the floor,

I was the one walking bare feet upon it,

If there was a closest,

I was the one hiding inside it,

If was an beaten puppy with metal bar,

I was the son force to watched it,

If I was the man who was pushing his wife by the window,

I was the small child, weeping for help,

If I was the man scalping your mother,

I was the one holding the knife,

If I was the son of the woman begging for help,

I was the one ready to push the blade inside you,

If I had follow your path,

I was the animal trap in your cage,

If your were my father,

I would have stop drinking myself to death,

If you were my blood and flesh,

I am glad you took your delirium six foot’s under,

If I had a choice,

I wish, we could had the chance to spoke once,

If I could turn the clock,

I would tell you, I had long forgave you,

If you can hear me from above,

I was simply telling you, I love you dad.


Author's Notes/Comments: 


Monsters In The Dark

Now listen to what I have to say

For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day


You know nothing of what is of me

You may know the color of my eyes

But not of what they are capable to see


Now here, I've warned this upon you

For not every smile is ever true


Everything is not set in stone

You may say there is an answer

When nothing is completely known


Close your eyes, please understand

That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand


Unknown of what they truly are

Watch think before you turn and talk

Someone so close to you can be so far


So remember before you go on and say

"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"


Human nature can be full of evil and greed

Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.

The Poison In You

What if I wasn't like you?

And I was just me, and Myself was true?


And if you did bad would it mean I would too? 

Would it mean if I did it, I'm exactly like you?


Would I be subject to your evil?

Would I be subject to your internal upheaval?


What if I am good in spirit,

And you might just rather not hear it


And if I did bad, does it mean I'm just like you?

Looking for an excuse for the culprit that causes blue?


Decisions left to baseless comparison

Myself gone from me, and origin

She tells me so, I'm just like him and her

Do you see my other qualities as just a blur?


Bring my poison, she admits me to it

Determines me as someone else and then she sits


Then, who am I?

A continuation of your deranged views, someone elses cry?

Why I am Beautiful.

Just Me

I am beautiful,

despite what people may say.

about my face,

my hair,

my clothes.


I am beautiful

regardless of what people think

of my looks,

my personality,

my aspirations.


I am beautiful

because I am me.

I do not pretend to be anyone else,

or something I'm not.

I have accepted who and what I am

and I see both the good and the bad

and accept them both.


Thats what makes me beautiful,

Accepting Myself. 


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yeh so wrote this a while ago and am still not sure I like it. Hope you do though! 

Thoughts Like Waves

The fears that threaten,

To face one's life,

On terms not one's own,

Can bring euphoria, strife,

Or a wild combination,

Like a key to a lock,

It can either move mountain,

Or leave one in utter shock.


Your they twinkle...

Your merry...

Oh "Tides of the Heavens",

Don't leave life in such a hurry,

For there's so many things,

That you won't and can never know,

But believe me my love,

You will be back, should you choose to go.


For life is a circle,

No beginning, no end,

And living in truth,

Your whole being shall mend,

Temporary chaos,

Can seem very wrought,

On a soul who can't seem to undo

What they've thought---


Was the truth.


With that, 

Change comes tumbling down,

Then, in the blink of an eye,

Your smiles turn upside down.


We all live with threats daily,

This not new to us,

Soon you just reach a point,

Where it's not worth the fuss


To be angry or vengeful,

Or feed into some dare,

Where your life is, is here,

Not your thoughts over there.







Author's Notes/Comments: 


Just a poem. We all think things. 

Just sometimes we may 

not have the skills or awareness

to use the power to 

let things go, as letting go

In the mind is what is important. 

Then moving on is very easy,

Even if there is changes we must live with.


The thoughts come in...

The thoughts roll out.

Like the "tides" of post poems... 

And waves of emotion,

Hold onto your whitecaps,

Life can be a rough ocean!!





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Long Distance Relationship.

As you thinly spread magenta 
polish on your bright-
pink finger nails.
Deep blood that penetrates 
the surface.
Your keratin-
dusted ad speckled with burgundy-

Certificates of excellence-
scattered on your pale
amethyst walls.
Your dwellings-
mirror yourself-
in ways no one else can notice.
Lilies and quotes-
surround you.
Bible verses hoover over your head.

admired by many.
Who are you?
A shadow of dozens of golden stars?
A characterization of the millions 
of characters you've read about?
A description of influential 
words that roll off your pen?
An imitation-
of the paint strokes you create?

I yearn- to learn your ways.
Your movements-
I desire to delve-
Connect the sparks in your mind.
Bathe in your psyche.
Loathe your troubles-
Grow from your challenges-
Comprehend the misunderstood

What brings joy to your eyes?
As the sun rises-
as the rain platters on-
the window.
Autumn breezes-
Wind teases-
shuffling of sienna brown-
burnt orange and crimson leaves.
The smell of antique-
age stained novel pages.
Lulling sounds of music-
as lyrics twist and turn
through your ear drum.

What time do you rise?
the times you fall-
What intimidates?
My love.
extremely close.
and open.

Affection drips-
as you brush your hair.
Glistening in the-
Eye numbing rays of the sun.
You've learned to love-
Gratitude to your mother.
Giving you grace-
instructing you well.

Your attention is wanted.
Your time is taken.
Woven strands-
More becomes less-
As you try to do your best-

I'll remain.
In the distance.
for your attention.
As I continue-
the long distance relationship-
with my love.

You Got Me Trending


Cool but cruel is what you are

After three years, everything changed

You came in my lonely days

Love speaks but can fall apart


You say those words so crazy

It becomes very usual

I write these odes so silly

This becomes very casual


No, I can't get mad at you

You make my true self get loose

So, just keep on what you're doing

'Cause baby, you got me trending


All those words you told me

I hear them in my ears

All the things you brought me

They all are written here


Rising like a rocket

Shining like a bright star

Oozing fire like a jet

Popping out of the jar


Oh, baby this feels so good

You got me leading

So, baby please continue 

What you do to me


And if you dare stop

You'll make my heart pop

I may paint  something cruel

After that we'll be cool



Starlit night

As we count the stars

You break wind

Author's Notes/Comments: 

a haiku about nature, love, romance, and human biology.

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Sometimes The Moon

Love, Romance

Suspended in space,

All the stars in the sky,

Perfect form,

Perfect grace,

Caught up in rapture,

A celestine view,

So sure where I am...

Under the same moon as you.

Copyright 2012

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Blissful universe as seen from earth, and above.

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