How dark will it be when it dawns on us
That there is no one left who's right?
Everything that is false is true,
everything that is true
is false
wrong is right and right is wrong,
up is down and down is up
Through the dialectic they pervert your
views, through logic they distort what
is true
This is the world we live in,
one where fact is opinion
Doubt leads to control,
and that leads to suffering
For it does not give
it takes
Only love can set you free from
this prison of a reality
In his name I pray, please illuminate the
way
Begone, Demon I release myself
from your service.
Go back to where ye came,
satan
I have been redeemed by him
who is true,
through the knowledge of infinity
I will spread his good news
My Mistake
Who is that?
There, in the darkened corner.
A shift of the light.
Are those hoovs he stands on?
My eyes adjust a bit.
Long, twisted, needle sharp horns?
Lightning.
Glistening deep red skin,, no,, scales?
Curtains blow aside, allowing light.
Fingernails, wait,,, talons.
My sight clears a little more.
A cats eyes.
Jagged, misshapen, yellow fangs.
I sweat.
Mouth so dry.
Am I shaking ?
Corded muscle, huge, impossibly powerful, uncontrollable.
My eyes see clearly now.
Ribs ? Exposed bone, rendt flesh.
What? My face, on his. Why ?
Ough, the stench.
Music ? What is this ?
No! He comes toward me.
Steady gate, knowing smile.
I can't move.
A deep mocking bow in front of me .
His taloned hand, reaching, but palm up?
The music, louder now.
I realize.....
God, help me. He wants to dance.
Why am I taking his hand.......
Is there something wrong with me? 2015
i wonder why i feel the need to flee
so i ask myself is there something wrong with me
as i look out into the crowd i start to shake
seeing all those strangers i wonder what it will take
so i search for the nearest exit and make my escape
by the time i get out side i need rewind the tape
i must be defective in every sence of the word
it happens when i see men i think its absurd
i never used to be like this i say with conviction
everyday i feel fear and intimadation
i dont think this will ever go away
i try to change this fear every day
but all i do is cower and run and hide
i feel like the ocean going with the tide
most men scare me from my head to my toe
a few men are kind and never cause me woes
they treat me with respect and a smile that is real
that is something a man never made me feal
some even hold the door open for me now
it's something that makes me think oh wow
it sometimes catches me a little of guard
when they dont haul of and hit me really hard
sometimes i smile at this really new feeling
then i remember not all men are hurtfull and dealing
and im in aawww if this really new concept i see
so often i say is there something wrong with me?
zoeycup16 !!!
October-6-2003
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
When you walk upon your path
You'll never walk alone
When your heart feels like its going to break
You'll never walk alone
When you feel run down and your body feels a pain of ache
You'll never walk alone
When your skies turn cold and gray
You'll never walk alone
When you feel you've lost your way
You'll never walk alone
When everything seems to be going wrong
You'll never walk alone
When ever you feel no longer strong
You'll never walk alone
When ever you feel like to cry
you'll never walk alone
When ever you feel depressed and want to die
You'll never walk alone
When ever you want to run away and hide
You'll never walk alone
The reason why "You'll never walk alone"
Is because sweety I'll always be by your side
No matter if it is human form
Or from my spirit up above high
With the lord above in the sky
You'll never walk alone in the dark and evil storm
Copyright
you're a hundred unfinished poems taking up space under my bed
you're a million pictured memories collecting dust inside my head
you're the voice I hear singing in the dead still of the night
when everything is wrong, you're the only thing that's right.
What if I wasn't like you?
And I was just me, and Myself was true?
And if you did bad would it mean I would too?
Would it mean if I did it, I'm exactly like you?
Would I be subject to your evil?
Would I be subject to your internal upheaval?
What if I am good in spirit,
And you might just rather not hear it
And if I did bad, does it mean I'm just like you?
Looking for an excuse for the culprit that causes blue?
Decisions left to baseless comparison
Myself gone from me, and origin
She tells me so, I'm just like him and her
Do you see my other qualities as just a blur?
Bring my poison, she admits me to it
Determines me as someone else and then she sits
Then, who am I?
A continuation of your deranged views, someone elses cry?
Sometimes there are wrong timings
And there is no denying
It is really sad
Because it can make you mad
If you are thinking on leaving
That is hard on believing
Think of the positive
Forget about the negative
I know it's hard to live in the past
That's why we need to pass
It's like getting stab with a knife
But it's okay It's life
Hey rain come back and stay
Stay with me for one more day
'Cause I can't seem to wash away
So wash away the wrong in me
This time to get wet I can dare
I won't use the umbrella I swear
I won't try to protect myself
Or find a shelter I won't escape
Rain on me and wash away the dirt
Make me sacred earse my curse
Wash away this machine of hurt
Let it flow before my mind diverts
Hey clouds slow down don't go
Sky is dark but I want you to know
By the morning we'll see the rainbow
So don't leave and stay with me
Feelingless and stoned her I am
Standing unknown screaming your name
Sorry for the pain I gave. I'm a bad man
Only regrets in my heart and veins
I regret giving you so much to remember
It will hurt you more, it will last forever
Only for your good I hope I met you never
May be one day I'll forget everything
But I won't forget that last night of november
Hey dear god listen to my prayers
Make her smile and keep her safe
Where ever she is rain love in the air
Tell her to forgive the wrong in me
What if it never rained on me?
We never met and you didn't see
The nightmares I gave you never dreamed
What if I could wash it away eventually
What you always wanted me to be
Is something that I could never be
What if I could escape with only sorry
And kiss your forehead and say don't worry
So baby come back and stay
Just give me one more day
And I swear I'll wash away
I'll wash away the wrong in me