I want to get lost in
the rock & roll of you
the slip & slide
motion like a drainpipe in your storm
crush me these shells will
find a new hope
take me away
this is more than just a vacation this is
fire magic sunrise driftwood
riding into the city
chasing that red tortured skin
tipsy me faster on your feather arms
flying to the edge of somehow
we spend years in this house
& now here is a new corner
later let me drift close
twin matchstick mountaintops roaring to share
let me learn to love all this land
fuck me like a collectible
man on the moon taking the earth by storm
show me that I have never known the difference
between praying & preying
this body is only ever a tool for you to wield till you get bored
a wreck for you to leave on the kitchen stairs
or the forest floor
a cello bow or a crossbow
open me with sound or pin me with a glance
a hymn for your voice box to empty upon
bond me to life & limb
set me on fire
show me that I have never known the difference
between touch & torch
flames lick up my skin every time I feel you nearer
close but no contact
I want to learn to listen to my awakening
moans vibrating in the pit of your belly
swallowed up the sensation
before I live the mountain peaks
because what do I believe in
if not endings
endings as exquisite as this
I used to chase grief just to feel my hands
now I chase my hands to feel slivers of unforgetting
grief as climax
tears as a quick vacation
come
she said
rain down my cheeks when winter appears
it will be the prettiest waterslide
just don’t look before you freeze
I have never been more than
a stick figure to add to a masterpiece
bring me down show me off
so I can make you into landscape
& I’ll be the pretty one
hundred-dollar collectible
Any day any night
Anywhere anytime
Midnight moon or morning light
I'll come to you on a dime
So let me in
Let's take a spin
Let me rev up your engine
cause…
Baby, I'm a giver
You know that I'll deliver
And when you feel a shiver
I'll make it flood a river
Cause when I'm done with you you'll be a winner
Then my service with a smile you must consider
Going fast, slow it down
Rhythm’s right, in the groove
Take my time when I'm downtown
Love the way your body moves
Now that I'm in
Let's take a spin
Let me rev up your engine again
Baby, I'm a giver
You know that I'll deliver
And when you feel a shiver
I'll make it flood a river
Cause when I'm done with you you'll be a winner
So my service with a smile you must consider
Cause baby, I'm a giver
You know that I'll deliver
And when you feel a shiver
I'll make it flood a river
Cause when I'm done with you you'll be a winner
From my service with a smile which you considered
I've got an appetite for your flesh
I just want to see you undress
And then I'll take care of the rest
My heart is pounding out of my chest
I'll give you my absolute best
Your softness I must caress
-I want to love you like I'm dying tonight
I love the way you feel when I am inside
I want to make you scream out my name all night
I just need to love you like it's my last night
Tonight- (chorus)
I'll take you out to the countryside
We'll get drunk on the finest wines
And we'll have the time of our lives
Hypnotize me with those pretty eyes
Let me taste you, you look so divine
So open wide girl, I'll blow your mind
I want to love you like I'm dying tonight
I love the way you feel when I come inside
I want to hear you call out my name all night
I just need to love you like it's my last night
Tonight
Tonight let's feel alive
I want to love you like I'm dying tonight
I love the way you feel when I come inside
I want to hear you call out my name all night
I just need to love you like it's my last night, tonight
2/28/23