Knob kneed and pale,
I glow
before the waves with toes painted green
like the world through a piece of sea glass, my vision hazed and
calm. Your thumb presses my fingers
like the tactile press of a keyboard's
steps towards the fully formed sentences
I can't quite seem to finish. The storm on the horizon
is electrifying. It drowns out my breath with each rumble
echoing over the waves and we know we should leave,
move to safety,
but the water is the most intense
shade of you.
Sea salt made a fine layer of dust on your skin
when the cresting waves alternatingly
pushedand pulled your body
with the readiness of a lover. I stood
on the shore, toes gently lapped
by the aftermath to
the small violences you refused to shy away from
and daydreamed about your voice against my skin.
I called out to you, then,
and culled the seashells from my fist to select
the one best suited for your hand.
"She had been waiting,
for her knight.
Her proper gentleman,
the one who at night
would hold her tight,
the only way
that seemed right
to sleep.
So deep,
was her love
for someone she hadn't met yet,
it kept her away
from the others.
No prince
could ever save this
damsel in distress.
She was busy, anyway.
But on one
humid, busy day,
one said hello.
And in a blur of a year,
she realized
she had said 'yes',
with stone like Ocean
adorned on left hand.
She was happy.
She was going to unite
with one whom
she had searched
her entire life for.
One who loves her
for who she is,
and every thing
that implies.
He is no knight,
no master-commander,
just a man
who has a way with words;
or so he likes to think.
All she wants,
is to ink into passing
the change of last name.
A light love story,
that began two year ago,
one busy day.
Ecstasy of the heart,
Is this a new start?
Filled with happiness and glee,
Five ships on an open sea,
Cups of rum
And mothers lost sons
New worlds to explore
Past the golden shores
No tyrants or hypocrites,
On the sparkling sea
Sail to the ends, Just to be
Men at sea
Leave behind thoughts of those missed and make way for future ports of call. Tendering while being satisfied with one's commission, breath, and brio. Many a shipmate is sufficiently contented with this. The lady goes forth with unfurled sail and mirrored masts atop deep water through a wide expanse. Far from peaceful nights at when the owls had grown still. Bluejackets rise before dawn, readying for their turn, standing by for orders for endeavors of the new day. Before long, the sun shall show bright through the casements of the skipper's cabin while those at their turn, top side, are at their office. The coming nautical day bids elation to the shipmates' hearts with desires of a glorious new day at sea while the seamen are vigilant. They are filled with dreams spurned on by the rolling waves. Skuddlebut, now begins to murmur, it is a reticent prate, wise with know-how. Their souls are imbued with the quiet peacefulness of the love of the sea.
"Feel it,
the sensation of breathing,
with a new friend.
Not
the addition,
but the release of a union
of muscle and sinew,
effort
cast to the side.
The breath
enjoyed
with the support
of the floor.
The ground,
the dirt below,
thinking now
of feeling the green grass
in between your toes,
the Earth,
our Earth.
Nay, she is not ours,
we are instead Hers.
Your breath...
given strength by Mother Earth.
Do you feel it?
The ebb of the Earth,
the beat,
the ancient, encompassing embrace.
Do you feel the flow
of the Ocean,
the breath of Mother Earth
made manifest?
Do you feel the presece
of the energy,
in this room,
right now?
The energy that is still,
the energy that links us,
neighbor to neighbor,
the energy of the mightiest wave
crashing onto the shore,
the wrath of the surf
felt as fury by the surfer
that Hell hath no.
The energy of the exhausted canine
resting finally on couch
with the child who so tenderly
ran it tired.
The energy when Autumn comes
when you're not quite done
kissing Summer
goodbye.
Do you feel the breath?
Do you feel your mind
spiraling all over this
whirl of whimisical words?
Do you feel the heart?
Your heart?
My heart?
The flow of energy
of the one to your left
or right?
Us all, limited not
to labels
or categories,
not by old, young,
American, skin tone,
the foolish boy or the sweet lady.
Try Human,
Homo Sapien,
try Earthling,
giggling practitioner about spirit fingers.
But,
you know what?
I do not
need to instruct,
because I feel it.
I feel you.
I feel joy,
stress, searing pain,
us joining as a whole
with our Om.
So beautiful,
you people.
This is it.
This is you, this is me.
This is Mother Earth.
I feel it.
And maybe you do too."
Until the water calls me
I stay human, with a human memory
I can recall everything about
standing there at high tide, waiting
Watch me as I sing to the sea
Even when I’m here
my shadow is outside the window
Something about this discontent
the rocks and dust break under my feet so I’m
dreaming of somewhere else
Watch me as I sing to the sea
In the water they can’t break my shell
I can defy gravity
maybe I can conquer the world
"Again,
again, it's been so long,
yet the feeling still runs
deep inside.
As though not a second
separated this and the last,
my heart racing
my fingers fluttering.
To spin a tale,
weave a rhyme,
picking up a rhythm
lost to time.
The reason?
Inconsequential,
or unimportant,
rather.
It's been so long,
it seems,
but currently at ease
letting flow out
what some call the soul,
others call just words,
or poetry.
The goal
in the end is to spark a flame,
light up a mind
with imagery.
Personified,
the thousand miles
traveled,
just to have another light
come into my life.
Again,
the slow boil of the machine
turning over to toil
and burn and smoke
and chug along the engine
of mine,
the mind
that writes.
Taking corners too fast,
imagery still spinning
left and right,
picking up speed
and becoming a runaway,
such mass and inertia
turning energy
into nothing less than unstoppable.
To write again,
to sing, or dance,
to do what you have done
because it is who you are,
it's every fiber of your body,
every sliver of your soul...
is intoxicating,
gratifying.
It's heaven,
absolute heaven.
When you're below the beloved Ocean
of Life,
it's waves and currents
holding you underneath.
That moment you see the surface,
the ballet above
of the light dancing
and beckoning you up for air.
That moment you swim up,
the sun becoming brighter as you draw closer,
the cold water becoming clear,
you're so near,
the warmth of the top
felt through,
but you're not quite there yet.
Swim!
Swim harder,
reach for the surface,
because that exact moment
you burst through,
inhaling that open,
sweet, succulent air
of inspiration...
filling lungs, body,
mind and soul...
it is
absolute heaven;
to be inspired again. Gorgeous."
I doubted I would find real, mutual love for the longest time.
That is only because I've looked in the wrong places and have fallen hard every time I thought
I found a missing part of me.
The problem with me is I don't fit in when I'm in any other group.
All around me in my daily life, I end up doing things I didn't want to do.
My life is getting stuck between a rock and a hard place when I choose
To be something I feel is right for me.
You're not hard to please for you are a fellow artist who shares my passion and attraction.
We color each other's worlds and we help each other out when we need it the most.
I give you my passion and you give it back in return.
We are not dependent on one another because we can take care of ourselves.
The sea leads to many places and although I have not landed where I needed to go,
You found me and led me in the right direction.
With you and me together, "lost" has no meaning.
We are simply taking our time to get to where we need to be.
The forsaken world and everything that was wrong with it will be far behind
Once I leave what destroyed me before and look for who I am.
The chains that keep me from breathing no longer exist
When I am somewhere else in the consciousness hidden within.
The art I color is vital to me as taking a breath.
Likewise, the more we are next to each other,
The more I see how selfless and warmhearted you are.
The way you treat me thaws my own heart until there is a flame that surrounds it.
A flame that only burns when you and I continue to bond.
Only you can see and feel how special it is to me that you make me feel that way.
I dream of us meeting face to face so we can make our artistic worlds come to life.
You teach me many things that I hold onto in my life.
Being with you helps me resist temptation that hinders my goals.
Speaking my tongue to you helps me become wiser in knowing the right things to say.
Presenting my own art to you helps me gain the courage to keep blossoming until my colors bloom like summer flowers.
More importantly, revealing my hopes and dreams to you gave me the escape from misery I longed to achieve.
In return for your kindness, I give you my passion and complete our missing soul.
To truly build up trust, all we have to do for each other is stay and that's what I will do for you.