Cool but cruel is what you are
After three years, everything changed
You came in my lonely days
Love speaks but can fall apart
You say those words so crazy
It becomes very usual
I write these odes so silly
This becomes very casual
No, I can't get mad at you
You make my true self get loose
So, just keep on what you're doing
'Cause baby, you got me trending
All those words you told me
I hear them in my ears
All the things you brought me
They all are written here
Rising like a rocket
Shining like a bright star
Oozing fire like a jet
Popping out of the jar
Oh, baby this feels so good
You got me leading
So, baby please continue
What you do to me
And if you dare stop
You'll make my heart pop
I may paint something cruel
After that we'll be cool
It's been a terrible week
It feels like I'm about to sink
Last week's bright sky darkened again
Just when I thought I reached heaven
Tonight when I saw you
I only saw trouble in your eyes
When I walked towards you
Like I always had, I didn't smile
Yes, I remember the past
How you treated me like dust
The heart can never be taught
You were in my every thought
Maybe that was the reason why
I frowned and rolled my eyes tonight
'Cause you never answered my apologies
You never even said any word to me
That is why when I saw you,
When your friend greeted me
And you both smiled at me
I never knew what to do
Time stopped at that very moment
Questions took over me
Time might have put a better end
To this bitter story
Maybe this is all in my head
Or I just misinterpreted
Maybe you weren't smiling at me
Or I'm now just tired of fighting
Maybe this is a fresh start
Maybe that was a best part
Maybe we would be old, good friends again
Maybe our story would begin again
Echoes of your voice ring
Feelings I've been keeping
I drank this blue bottle
My heart didn't settle
The laughters we had
They make me feel bad
Tragic are these stories
Our tale didn't exist
I thought I'd be drunk
Just sleep on this bunk
But I couldn't help picturing you
And I couldn't stop thinking of you
Of how you are tonight
I think of you a lot
If you are just alright
'Cause honestly I'm not
I went to your house today
You were not there again
There are things I want to say
Things a phone cannot send
Face me just this time
Don't walk away like you do
Just talk and stay only to
Make me feel alright
I beg you, don't go
I want this to close
There are things I want you to know
How I felt way before the cold
So this is how the story ends
My heart is broken and bent
I foresaw it a thousand times
I still told myself they were lies
You said it in the simplest way
It hurt me in a cruelest way
The words you said echoed in my head
I couldn't sleep in my drowning bed
Walk with me
Don't hold my hands
Look at me
Won't take the chance
Gaze at me
Just not so sweet
Embrace me
But not too firm
Touch me
But just be gentle
Hug me
Just with no cuddle
Kiss me
But leave my lips
Hold me
But just my wrist
Sleep beside me
But not too close
Whisper those things
Without a rose
Sing these songs with me
They can't be love songs
Come and dance with me
We can't do this wrong
'Cause I'm saving it for someone
I know this feeling will be gone
So let's enjoy this night
Before we lose its shine
Not a long time ago
You used to walk me home
Now, my days are blue
And the colors flew
When I found you
My world felt good
Suddenly, it turned red
Now things became plain dead
I loved you so strong
I got it all wrong
Yeah, you made me drown
I won't back down now
Purple is the color of my heart
It turned very dark when I felt hard
It will know its purpose when time comes
It will find its right way when it does
My strength is still here
I won't fall apart
I've got a strong heart
I'll have the last cheer
You've got it all wrong
I'm never that innocent
'Cause it's like that song
My heart has its own revenge
I've got a purple heart
I might be warm and calm
But when it's burning hard
I turn into someone
I'm looking at it again
And I'm daydreaming again
I'm dreaming about you again
I'm wishing you're with me again
Something about it is magical
Something about it is so special
Something about your smile
Something I don't know why
Maybe it's your smile
Maybe it's that while
When the earth stopped spinning
When the time stopped flying
All I know is I said hello
I made a move I'd never known
Like my heart was about to go
I felt something I'd never known
When the camera flashed,
My sweat ran down
Smile wide and I was glad,
My mind slowed down
We're perfect together
I'll love you forever
Don't you know that all this time?
Don't you know I pray you're mine?
Now, everything I have is this
Now, everything I do is wish
That next time our smiles would be true
That next time I can be with you
I'll sleep tonight holding this
That all I prayed will be real
I'll wake up and wish again
That God had heard all I said
Love is like a well
As you go deeper
All things go darker
When you sink on its end,
You won't know you drowned
You think all are sound
Love is like a bottle
You can fill it up
You can break it up
You'll never know when it's full
You think all are wonderful
Until you find yourself doomed
Love is like a brick
So firm that you can build a house
But strong enough to bring it down
This brick can be a tool
To hit one's heart and break it
To beat one's hope and sink it
Love is like a candle
Bringing light to your world
But hurts when you get burned
Love is like a rose
So magical when it's fresh
But it's awful when it's dead
What a moonlit night
The streets are very bright
Pretend I'm alright
I'm about to fake smiles
Eating my dinner
Stopping all my tears
I open my laptop
To watch your name pop up
Force myself to the dark room
Struggling to fight the doom
I can't answer their questions
I have no explanations
No songs can explain what I'm feeling
No rhymes can tell them why I'm hiding
Someone told me I'm just desperate
No one asked why I'm being frantic
I guess it's how the world works
Closing behind me are doors
Doors to happiness
Locked out from fullness
I need space and time
Not just laughs and wine
Have to get it for myself
Before I lose my whole self
What a wonderful night
I lost its shine with my vibe
I'm sorry for myself
And the way that I dealt