The time goes down
Cool but cruel is what you are
After three years, everything changed
You came in my lonely days
Love speaks but can fall apart
You say those words so crazy
It becomes very usual
I write these odes so silly
This becomes very casual
No, I can't get mad at you
You make my true self get loose
So, just keep on what you're doing
'Cause baby, you got me trending
All those words you told me
I hear them in my ears
All the things you brought me
They all are written here
Rising like a rocket
Shining like a bright star
Oozing fire like a jet
Popping out of the jar
Oh, baby this feels so good
You got me leading
So, baby please continue
What you do to me
And if you dare stop
You'll make my heart pop
I may paint something cruel
After that we'll be cool
People may not understand
What's going on between us
Or why we both take a stand
They don't know what's on our hearts
We have our own worlds
Dreams made true by words
Happy endings and all that
Sometimes, our stories get sad
They might accuse us
Of losing our minds
They cannot blame us
We are our own child
Long live! We will be remembered!
Live free! We will live forever!
Long live! We belong together!
Free will! We are so much brighter!
Words may not come easy
But we will find them our way
They will find them classic
'Cause they'll soon get them our way
Long live! They will remember our lines!
They will remember our words!
Long live! We will be part of their lives!
They will see our own worlds!
I got too excited
Reading what you texted
I loved the way you said it
I loved the way you did it
So, I pulled myself running
Pushed my phone, heard yours ringing
I waited for you to pick it up
I heard how you just shut it up
My friend said I shouldn't give up
Kept trying 'til you picked it up
I was overjoyed
That I'd hear your voice
You said you were so busy
I waited 'til you were free
But the phone call never lasted
That one minute left me haunted
It was the worst one I ever had
It made me not happy but just sad
You could never fool me
The next time you'd ask me
I gave you my time
I thought you'd do the same for me
I thought you'd be mine
I now know the blame is on me
What's this?
I found something amiss.
There's a pencil there,
Just lying on the stair.
Picked it up and what did I find?
A pencil of the same kind
That was a month ago I lost,
And a heartache it did cost.
But here it is, good as new.
Pencil, I'm glad I found you.
If you're the same one,
Guess what! You're home!
THERE ONCE WAS A SEED
PLANTED BY STRANGERS
SO THEY MET
THE FLOWER GROWS
UNTIL IT ROOTS
ITS EARLY LIFE IN SPRING IS ITS MOST RICH
IN THE SUMMER IT DEEPENS
Come Fall It Starts To Fall ILL
It Fights To Stay Strong
But The Strangers No Longer Care
They Want To Plant New Seeds
Of A Different Kind
Or Tend To Flowers From Their Past
As winter begins they think of it now, and again. Remembering pain.
As it progresses it wilts more and more
As it wilts the pain softens.
Beginning to crumble at the touch
until it is no more
nothing but remains
to become a part of the ground
deeper underground
HERE LIES, A FLOWER
WHO WILL RISE AGAIN
BY TWO STRANGERS
Sharmaine Marie
NOV 5 2012 5:17 PM
'Lately, I've been in deep thought. Like the drifting away when someone tells you a story that really doesn't make any sense at all. I've been thinking of all the different ways to express how my thoughts has me numb for I don't feel anything anymore, because what's the use of having any feelings if you can't use them at all?
I spent many nig...hts outside looking up upon the starry nights. Freezing tremendously yet feel that warmth heart-felt feeling inside. I often wondered how I could match many incidents I came across that it played a picture of you in my mind. How such a feeling I continue to have ever since our first conversation that time. How I could feel thoughts just looking deeper in your eyes. How one person could have such a deep emotion yet has to live life as if everything is alright. We kissed one night yet it was only a game. Little did I know that feeling would continue after that night and flow through my veins.
For the nights are my only friends. The time I use to think. The time I use to pray. The time I use to drift my mind off to another place. A place where I imagine things between us. A place where there's no room for tears but layers of love. The comfort of finding that true love. The sense of security of a commitment so strong. The moment we all wish to be part of. I held you tight in my arms I whisper nothing but true affection. But I also feared an upcoming rejection. You see in my deep thoughts I could placed the missing puzzle. I could make it through any maze. I could win any race. I could give you the world and see your beautiful face every day.
In this place of deep thought there is no wrong just comfort of two individuals in love. I fall deeper each time I drift off into this world but it's the only place I could call you my world. But as reality sets in. Like someone waking you up in the middle of having that real good dream. I look around and know that as much as I want you. I know that possibility of having you will exist within only a dream and live as a painful feeling in reality. So when I say let me take you out some place. I don't mean that fancy restaurant or to see a romantic movie. Let me take you to that place where ecstasy is more than an expression it's an environment where people could truly be themselves and not fear any rejections or be ashamed of their reflection.
It's a place where I always drift off. When the world could be so cruel I go there to ease my thoughts and think of life. Feel happier more than any paradise. A place like within your heart. Where only pure innocents exists. Where only unconditional love lives. A place where I wish you and I could live.'
TO BE CONTINUED.....
There is a girl with cuts on her wrist,
with dying at the top of her list.
She closes her eyes and counts to ten,
she's ready to try this all again.
She grips the blade a little tighter,
tried so hard to be a fighter.
The world she knows starts to fade away,
she's happy she doesn't have to stay.
Slowly everything fades to black,
a smile on her face because she knows she's not coming back.
Bitter taste
In my mouth,
A knot in my Stomach
And throat
Sitting in my room
Alone.
I keep my breathing even,
And I don't make a sound,
Yet no matter how hard I try
The tears keep coming down.