Pain

A Better Place, A Better Time

I glanced to see your empty seat not far

away from mine. I did not know you well

before your name marked every mind. I got

the news my freshmen year at Aries’ end.

The open casket frightens me, a fear

to peer inside.  Depression lurks and maims

the ones we love, no way to say goodbye.

The cries I heard your mother make in words

I can’t describe. Your close best friend, a friend

Of mine, still thinks of you in times of light

and shade; He sits and waits for you to call:

the promise made, be kept today. I learned

from you don’t hesitate. To think of dreams

you’ll never have or places never seen,

I missed the chance to know your truth and who

you want to be. But now I see for me

to be the who I want to be; I must

help those like you live on, it’s not your time    

to leave.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

with inspiration drawn from beloved Javad, rest in peace. with intentions to direct those in need to the song A Better Place, A Better Time by Streetlight Manifesto

Death up me

Just wanna die 

Craving for death 

Serve me it on a silver plater 

My heart full of bruces 

Just bleeding out pain 

Veins pumping hate 

I ate a plate of troubles 

My stomach full of problems 

Somebody put a f----ng gun on me head 

Jus blow me brains out 

And put me lights-out 

Its a fight I cant win 

A battle I already lost 

Now im ready for darkness to take me over 

Gameover with me life 

Take me to after life 

Im just sick to wake up to thes world 

Mentality word 

Death upon earth 

Come and take me spirit 

To live is just a dream to me 

Death is reality.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

wrote this in 2011 was 18 years

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You are Faint Like a Dream

You are faint,


As cut off each fervent tie,


Like a dream,


Long ago I!


 

I am way off now,


Like the far-flung star of the night,


The very separation hit me then,


Like the arrow of Achilles from the height!


 

Roam around like an arcane galaxy,


Since you as the black hole are a nightmare to me!

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Black Thalia

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I loved you

You made me

This love

It's deadly

 

That bright future

That I drew

Lost to everything

You put me through

 

I've done everything

That I ever could

I've done for you

More than I should

 

After all the pain

You caused

You turned away

Left it paused

 

You never tried

To persue this love

You stepped away

Watched from above

 

You watched me struggle

You watched me suffer

Showed you were weak

That I was tougher

 

And these lungs

Have sung

This song

For too long

 

It's time I let

Everything go

Let it disappear

Beneath the snow

 

All we had

All I miss

It's over now

Lost in the abyss

 

It's true

I hurt too

Remember

I loved you

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Mystical Beckoning

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Subliminal

 

Mystical evening

Beckons -

Whispering -

"Follow me to your

final destination -

To the very Eldorado

You always imagined!"

There's no sorrow no pain,

neither any reasons

to complain. 

This isn't the earth

You lived in

- but -

Eternal peace that

You have been -

Always wishing!

 

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Gargoyles and peaches

.........


It's a painful stretch to re-loving 

Gargoyles in clusters clutch at my heart 
Talons pierced and locked wings wrapped upon layers
Pulling each one away takes insufferable self violence 
Just to clear a small space to let you through 
Too many years of inequity
have placed needs burning in my heart  
you struggle to relinquish your control,
Your gift of consideration is noted.
Your changes have exceeded my expectations 
Though we are nowhere near even.
Still, I play it peachy, 
Your tenderness, your keeness to please me
Is unnerving, 
too little,  too late
Your heart whispers squeal like whistles in the hunt 
Unsettling the watchdog beasts 
Growling and snarling
Clawing tighter at the leather pith of a stone heart 
Your own needs are barking 
Your expectations are going to be laid,
I'm letting blood Before your debt is even paid 
It's going to be different this time...
Claws tighten, wings gripping tighter 
Artehoke heart,
just another set up 
I keep anticipating the fall.
I go on pretending in the hope It will become real 
Your darkness permeates 
your dark love kills
Still there's something about you 

I can't live without.




 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's a painful stretch to re-loving 

Gargoyles in clusters clutch at my heart 

Talons pierced and locked wings wrapped upon layers

Pulling each one away takes insufferable self violence 

Just to clear a small space to let you through 

Too many years of inequity

 have placed needs burning in my heart  

you struggle to relinquish your control,

Your gift of consideration is noted.

Your changes have exceeded my expectations 

Though we are nowhere near even.

Still, I play it peachy, 

Your tenderness, your keeness to please me

Is unnerving, too little,  too late

Your heart whispers squeal like whistles in the hunt 

Unsettling the watchdog beasts 

Clawing tighter at the leather pith of a stone heart 

Your own needs are barking 

Your expectations are going to be laid,

Before my debt is even paid I'm letting blood 

It's going to be different this time...

Claws tighten, wings gripping tighter 

Artehoke heart,

the  just another set up 

I cant keep from anticipating the fall.

I go on pretending in the hope It will become real 

Your darkness permeates 

your dark love kills

But there's something about you 

I can't live without.

 

 

 

 

 

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Somebody's Pain

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I Know How You Feel With Tears
But I Can't Understand Your Past
For Shoes Can Walk So Far
I Dont Think I Can Walk This Far
These Bones Ache
This Flesh Is Killing Me
Please Save Me Again
Im Losing It
How Long
Must I Wait
How Long
Must I Feel This Pain


I've Been Waiting A Long Time
I Can't Get Over The Fact
That I'm Still Weak
I'm Broken
And That I Can't Pick Up The Pieces
Especially Not By Myself
I Know I Need Someone To Lean On
I Can't Really Reach Out
And I Don't Feel Like
I Have A Voice In This World
But Honestly
I Don't Really Speak Out
Because I Have
No One To Speak To


I Really Need Someone
Somebody To Talk To
Someone To Lean On
Someon I Can Cry To
Someone I Can Laugh With
Someone I Can Be In Love With
Someone I Can Be Myself With
But In All Of These Times
I Just Feel Too Alone
I'm Just Too Sad

You didn’t Stay!

I said ‘sorry’ thousands of time,


Yet you didn’t stay,


All I wanted was to see you naked,


While departing even a word you didn’t say!


 

I wished to be one with you indeed,


Socrates’ Vulgar Eros was at work,


Is it sinful to love physically?


Is it something dark?


 

Perhaps you will return sooner or later!

 

Perhaps that is not going to happen ever!

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My Heart is Burning like a Cigarette!

My heart is burning like a cigarette!


It burns so slowly ever,


The reason I know,


Yet I cannot cool it down whatsoever!


 

I cannot erase her memories,


Her touches, love and all,


From my brain,


No matter how busy I am after all!


 

Perhaps hearts are meant to be burnt!

 

This is what I have ultimately learnt! 

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