Silvery Appearing On Dark
Why like this—are we
While you're lying on the ground
Bedstead hovering
If I talk about my 6 qualities,
they're not really much of an ability.
One of them might be that I obsess over everything,
but that's only because I am very settling.
Second could be that I am good at math and science,
but never could I ever seem to hold an appliance.
Now third comes next, the fact that I cheer people up,
and now that I think of it, it's probably because I'm such a crackup.
Those were my best traits,
including that I am very good with dates;
Yes, the one on the calendar,
I don't need to say the worse ones any louder.
My next 3 include me being annoying,
because everything I do or touch, I seem to be destroying.
I also want to stop being so insecure,
or that I'm mean to my brother because I want a sister.
I always hate it when my family make fun of me,
so I always seem to be crying, unfree.
Those are all my traits from myself,
the lesson to be learning is to just be yourself!
Within my majestic eyes, there's a sea of darkness
Shrouded with mystery, a solitary ocean
Rippling waves of intense emotions.
Soft as a blanket yet sharp as blades.
Pursuing passions, through dominance and dynamicity.
These eyes, ablaze with burning intensity
Passion, romance and intimacy with of hint of jealousy.
Tread on my tail lightly, never feed me lies,
Your facades that are transparent to me
Because I'll peel back layer upon layer of you
Because my personality presents itself in various shades,
True colours aren't hard to release from their cage and I'll see right through
I'm a beautiful ocean of secrets
The representation of a water sign
But only those who can handle me,
Can swim exclusively.
Mortal so he comes,
Be it not for his immortal crowned head,
Thorned upon the throes of man and beast.
His eyes fall upon the soul of Hadies world,
Formed against decapitated ring heads.
Maybe his past soul fell among the rubble of distant times,
Punished by Zeus to see all gaze into his octopian eyes.
Every man fears his stare,
poisoned among those iris hollowed strong,
Like the holes of Christian feet,
Bleeding for eternity among the sin
Of what once was.
Oh mother I love you dear
but this you've passed on
the manipulation the fear
the passive aggression still lives inside
stuffing, ignoring and wanting to hide
when will I let go of these traits
when will I stop making such great mistakes
oh mother I love you dear
my love for you is so sincere
but this you've passed on
leaves people mistrusting me
so suspicious and always left questioning
how can I blame them when this is my truth
should have grown past this while still in my youth
oh mother I love you dear
but this you've passed on
won't just disappear
the blaming the shaming the guilt instilled
all of it leaving me so unfulfilled
I try so hard to fight my own nature
and no one's gonna sign my liability waiver
Oh mother I love you dear
but this you've passed on
I cannot revere
you say it's a family trait
like it's something to celebrate
but that does not resonate
and I will not be your replicate
Oh mother I love you dear
I promise myself I will perservere