Verse 1:
No matter how far we are,
I’ll become your memory.
I’ll become your everything
‘Cause I cannot give up
On this love that we share.
You are my reason to live.
Chorus:
‘Cause a life worth living
Is a life worth sharing.
Tell me why you’re constantly playing games:
You’re hot and you’re cold.
But, still, I like you.
I cannot deny these feelings.
‘Cause you’re my reason.
Verse 2:
‘Cause a light came on
Whenever I hear our song.
Like lovers of the same heart:
We understood each other better.
Awkward silences are our thing.
But, with you, is something
I cannot be without.
Bridge:
Whenever we’re together,
I can feel our love
Dangling in the air.
Can you feel it too?
Can you hear my heart?
‘Cause you’re the reason
That it beats for.
"So hot headed,
but heavy is the hand
that is kept from raising.
Which,
being how soft
the surface below
it would fall upon,
it is al and well
no hand was raised,
indeed,
but there is no praise
for such common sense.
Uncommon men
and situations
make for comics
and comical accusations,
life's a joke
so sometimes I laugh at it,
but this time around
I keep frowning.
So here it is,
laid on the table
the meal made,
with much forethought.
And in the end,
all it causes is heat,
feet stomping,
no use for a cooler,
all around fire is sprayed
and it keeps trying
to catch,
skin not lit.
Whatever the reason,
be it power or to tower above,
stepping in increases rage,
decreases range.
Within striking distance,
add more fuel to the fire
burning deep inside,
taught to never lay a finger
on the fairer sex,
but the moment tests all control,
reveal, resist,
total consequence in the rearview.
SLew of words,
which hold meaning
spoken out of love or anger,
babble dipping into ears
is all tuned out;
been inside my head for hours
already.
So you go,
but not before raising your own hand,
no pain felt with the blow,
no weight to it.
But damned if the point isn't realized,
asked to leave
only to come once I'm gone,
leaving my abode vandalized.
How dissapointing.
An anger so roasting
kept cool with a conversation
with a friend,
longboarder, car hoarder,
keeps one in check
before diving into a bitter
back-and-forth.
The bitter look
thrown with an intense glare
with one more pass,
feeling sick to the stomach,
but if one wants,
just ask.
I can be more specific.
Penurious of kindness,
parsimonious of respect."
February.14.2003
Dedicated to Derrick Mann
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
The way you smile
Relaxes and makes me feelwarm for awhile
You alone make me see
You are the only one for me
The way you caress
The feelings you express
When I'm laying down thinking you're the one I miss
And that only makes me more crazy for your kiss
Baby could it really be
You're the only one for me
When I'm in the warmth of your arms
I'm head over heels for your charms
I feel so happy so free
I know it's for true
Deep in my heart
I will always and forever belong to you
From the first day we met from the very start
All this time God knew together we would be
He knew you are the only one for me
I like it when I get captured in your trance
If I could I can get lost in your eyes everyday
For me to fall in love with you only tookone glance
Even in school " I Love You " is what I wanted to say
I know one day with you I'd get to romance
In our own special way
You are the only one for me
From here to the moon above
When I'm with you in my mind
You set me free
It's true you're the only one I love
You're precious and kind
With you I only want to be
Copyright
May.18.2000
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
When I remember the time we spent together
I remember it being so sweet
I wished it would last forever
And I was so happy we got the chance to meet
When I think about the past
I think of your gorgeous smile
And I think of spending the time with you
It was a blast
And I sit there to enjoy the thought for awhile
So sweet like sugar
Our first kiss
This never ending hunger
Something one could not want to miss
But then you left and broke my heart
Yet you still remain a best friend
A special bond that'll never fall apart
It'll be in our souls till the end
The way I remember you...
So sweet So Kind
The first day I'll never forget
You swept me off my feet
In the future someone like you
Again I hope to find
Someone special to once again meet
Copyright
March.23.2001
Trisha M Barrek Hopkins
-Mind-
You are always on my mind
Too sweet
So kind
When I'm cold you're my heat
Someone just like you I won't ever find
No one else i want to find
Your love always makes me blind
Right next to me will always be your seat
-Heart-
You'll always be in my heart
So deep
Never part
When you're with me I cant sleep
I knew we were meant to be from the start
-Soul-
You are apart of my soul
You are all around me
To keep in touch will be my goal
I'm not ever setting you free
You're a precious memory forever I will hold
Apart of my soul you will always be
You are worth more then gold
You are dear that I hope you see
You will always be in my mind
You will always be apart of my heart
You will always be connected to my soul
And the memories will never end
Copyright
Trisha M Barrek Hopkins
November-19-2003
Trisha M. Barrek
At night when your sleeping and not awake
Everyone's life is at stake
Because sooner than you think
Your life can slip away
It can disappear before you blink
And your loved ones can be putting you in your grave the next day
so before the angels collect their souls
Live the life with the ones you care for
And reach your deepest goals
Tell the ones you love tell them your secrets
Since you couldn't tell them before
Because the time is coming near
The angels are coming down
They're so silent not even a mouse can hear
Because an angel doesn't make a sound
While your under your warm cover
They can be preparing a spot in the heaven
For the one next to you the one you care about even your lover
That persons time could be near that person could go at eleven
There is nothing you can do
When it is that persons time to go
All of a sudden that person could be saying good-bye to you
You can never tell who the angel will come to take
You really don't know
No one can predict the future
Or understand why they forget the past
All you know is you want it to last
And keep the beautiful sight God gave
you don't want to lay in your grave
You don't want to experience the nature of depths of hell
No one wants to believe what goes on below
So listen to God on what he wants to tell
Let your heart see on what to you he wants to show
When you see the warm shining light
And the angels come down to greet
You will know its your time to leave
Because to God you're on your way to meet
He will take care of those left behind
This you do know
And to you he will always be kind
Copyright
Little is the thanks you give
To God who made you live
He made you from clay
He created the heaven and the earth in six days
Satan wishes to lead you astray
And he guided you to the right way
To your well-being he is not insensitive
In his words you still did not believe
Wealth, he provided for you and your family
So you can stay together soundly and happily
You slept at night
And you woke to see the light
Yet little is the thanks you give
To someone who guides you from morning to eve...
Time passes to quickly when im with you,
Time passes to slowly without you,
Your everything i need and the only one id ever wish for,
Im very lost without you,
cant help but need you even more,
Your my everything I thought id never have,
to good to be true through and through,
im so glad that im alive and with you,
I love it when you stroke my hair,
I love it that you take the time to show me you care,
Your gentle ways have me dreaming and im mesmorised by the magic that shines from within you.
Theres no ends to your talents,
Your one of a kind,
A rare treasure to find,
So who or what pointed us in the same direction?
I know the magic that flows from your beautiful being will take me on a journey that i wont want to end,
Together we can acheive perfection
You and I have forever together xxx
Every single day I hate the fact that I'm alive
I just want someone to be there and hold me when I cry
I feel like an outcast I can sympathize Rosa parks
Being beaten up and left in the ditch to die in the dark
I cry myself to sleep after suicide attempts
To me life is a burden something I want exempt
What is so different between me and you
Sure I made mistakes but that what humans do
No one reached out their hand when I needed their help
All they could ever do was think about themselves
They say don't judge a book by its cover and that is true
It just happens to be that my cover is of me nude
Don't let my death be in vain I'm spreading a message
I'm trying to change society, being a friend is the lesson
In the end of the day we're all still the same
Reflect on your actions and next time use your brain