Well, you must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed today
Cause now some unfortunate people are gonna have to pay
Pace around the room, throw on some clothes, about to have some fun
Heading for the door, grabbed the car keys, don't forget the gun
-You're too far gone, there's no turning back now
Your thoughts gone dark, letting the demons out- (pre)
-Of your mind, are you that fucked in the head?
Now you've left behind a trail of bloodshed
Look around, everything you see is dead
No remorse, you just smile for the camera instead- (chorus)
So, as you drive around the city looking to find more prey
You're streaming it all on social media like it's a play
And you're leading the ones after you on a wild goose chase
Too bad your daddy ain't around to praise your evil ways
-You're too far gone, there's no turning back now
Your thoughts gone dark, letting the demons out- (pre)
-Of your mind, are you that fucked in the head?
Now you've left behind a trail of bloodshed
Look around, everything you see is dead
No remorse, you just smile for the camera instead
So lock the doors and hide inside
You don't want to be next in line
11-14-22
Happily ever after doesn’t exist.
Not when people like you also exist.
I bought myself a new suit of armor so you don’t drive another knife in my back.
I told the vendor to hold the stallion because human legs were never for aesthetic purposes.
I wanted to walk the face of the Earth with you using my own.
We would’ve walked more than a thousand miles together to chase the sun and avoid the night.
And I never needed to worry about my tired legs.
They built up a tolerance from walking in the coastal sand and helping me keep up with dirty dishes.
I told you about my demons and how quickly I am to care when I’m shown an act of kindness.
Mother always lectured me that no matter how small they may be, they are never in vain.
But there is such a thing as being too kind. There is such a thing as temptation.
The best of us cave in once, twice, or maybe more than that when we write in our diaries.
You were like such a book to me and I trusted you, but never did I expect that you’d defile my soul
By persuading me to partake in activities that I would never in my right mind do.
I should have recalled the fable of a girl who trusted a poltergeist that haunted a similar diary.
Had I not flee the moment I saw your true character, I would have joined her in death.
Looking back, I understand that diaries are the keys to starting fires and turning innocents into fugitives.
You can try with all your might to pry my mouth open to get me to spill any more beans
But my lips are staying sealed because I know who you really are and I finally learned my lesson.
You never exposed me. You only leaked a chapter that was part of a book you never read.
So why bother showing it to you knowing that my real friends and family will be endangered as well?
I know that a deluded man gambled away so much ammo to the vipers that he became a trainwreck.
I swear on my recurring nightmares that any answers to your questions will be used against me.
Truth and justice is a concept invented by people and after all, people do make mistakes.
God bless the right to remain silent.
Because even the condemned understand that its value supersedes a vault of gold
That the draconian blackjack dealers steal from the poor that desire to play with them.
Where was Robin Hood when I needed him most?
Flash forward to a single year and I’m now twenty-five with an art degree in hand.
I’ve spent all that time studying my ass off and avoiding the vipers that plague my past.
I was with my true friends who never give a shit about your deceit when I realized I never needed you.
Preparing for financial exams under the tutelage of a bright mathematician was like you never existed.
So the next time you see me, I won’t grovel on the pavement begging you to take me back.
Instead, I’ll look the other way and French kiss my new admirer in front of you.
Just to let you know that I changed for the better and you missed out on the life we could’ve had.
I am fortunate to understand that your absence last summer turned out to be a blessing in disguise.
I dare you to call me an idiot again!
I dare you to call me a chicken!
I dare you to say that I’m going down
While you hide behind the blackjack dealers that love you for show!
There’s always someone out there willing to give you a taste of your own medicine anyway.
How did it feel when even Discordia didn’t want anything to do with you?
Was it salty and sour like your attitude and your deceit?
Cavities caused by the consumption of these candies are a pain for dentists to fill.
And just like that, you disappeared from the face of the Earth again. Hopefully, for good this time.
You can erase your identity from the world, but you cannot erase the marks your venom left behind.
You may still be on my mind from time to time, but I don’t see you in a virtuous light anymore.
You are nothing but a fable.
miss your smiles
you both were the lite of my life and i chrished every moment to start
your love matched your compassionate and oh so gentle caring heart
and i think I would give up all I holds dear and walk a thousand miles
just to see your shining smile light up the room god I do miss your smile
you made me see the beauty in life just by being you and giving me your love
sometimes i can feel the vsadness in my soul when think about you in heaven above
and sometimes i feel pride in my heart when i tell storys about both of you
but mostly I know that i was the luckiest daughter in the world smiling all the while
and how I wish incould talk to you once more to tell you that i miss your smile
your smile and joy went a long way in making me feel like a happy and blessed daughter
and the memories of you both I will hold close to myself that will always matter
to see you again would mean more joy then i have ever felt and will never go out of style
but as I looks up to the heavens above i whisper i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.
Zoey cup
you both were the lite of his life and he chrished every moment he had
your beauty matched your compassionate and oh so gentle caring dad
and i think your dad would give up all he holds dear and walk a thousand miles
just to see your shining smile light up the room god he does miss your smile
you made him see the beauty in life just by being you and giving him your love
sometimes i can see the sadness in his eyes when he talks about you in heaven above
and sometimes i see pride in there depths when he tells me storys about both of you
but mostly he tells me that he was the luckyest father who ever lived smiling all the while
and how he wishes he could talk to you once more to tell you that he misses your smile
your smile and joy went a long way in making him feel like a happy and blessed father
and the memories of you both he holds close to himself that will always matter
to see you again would mean more joy then he has ever felt and will never go out of style
but as he looks up to the heavens above he whispers i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.
Becky Chadbourne.
Are you able to see to ? Most everyone else could.
Is it real ? Yes !! Does it hurt? Yes !! Can it see you? Yes !!
What I can say..all I could tell you is ... wonder will save you !!!
She sits at the corner,
Next to the window,
Whenever I look at her,
Her cheeks glow!
The glow does appear,
Because of her superb smile,
The smile that removes fear,
And spreads love worthwhile!
Her smile is magic!
Seeing it I feel ecstatic!
i was thinking of you today 2015
i was thinking of you today and missing the smile you held for me to see
the way you always held me when i cried was worth its wieght in gold to me
i was thinking of you today and thinking of all those times you gave me courage
you've told me of those days gone by and those memories of a timeless age
i was thinking of you today and my mind went back to when you went away
god took you from my life too soon and i begged for him to let you stay
i was thinking of you today and thought of all the sacrafices that you've made
one for your country and one for the lord and one for us that would never fade
i was thinking of you today and remembered the endless love you gave
and i wish i could hold you once again the love you gave us is what i crave
i was thinking of you today and know in heaven you'll never go away
lately im missing you so much that it had me thinking of you today
zoeycup16
March-15-2001
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
There is a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
Your love, Your kisses, Your charm
I need you
To take away the pain
When I'm down
To take away the tears when i cry
To take away my frown
To help bring me up when i feel like to die
I need you
Like the rain
That replenishes the earth
Like a lovers touch takes away the pain
When the sun
Keeps the skies above blue
I need you
You know how to make me smile
You know how to have fun
I need you
You know how to treat me
Deep down inside i see your true
You set my uncertainties free
In your eyes i know this you knew
Your touch gives me strength
And heals my broken heart
To keep your love i'll go to any length
Because God knows we are not meant to part
Copyright
There it is,
your infectious laugh!
catching me off guard and pulling me into light
smiling glints of warm in your eyes
every slight, every insult lashed upon my grace
forgotten, melted away,
lost in that throaty yet light warm chuckle,
oozing charm and charisma every time
I am lost in your joy,
hug me close and make me feel alive and real
kiss my love with your soul
wrap me in your happiness
its the only kind I live for...
hugss
xo