done

On Faithfulness

Folder: 
Simple Thoughts

"Don't get so frustrated, 

it's only a book, 

or a few words

that you threw,

 

hoping they might stick.

Sound familiar?

Surreal,

especially if you've stuck with it.

 

Life can be funny like that,

in fact, it is,

that the same things

seem to alwaus happen

 

to people who may wish

it wasn't the case;

assuming it's negative.

Once you give it a second

 

to process,

it's wild to think

the same exact advice

you give

 

is the opposite

of how you live

your own life.

Some advice...

 

Twice now I've had to step in.

To stop the golden desires

of sundrops on skin,

forbidden,

 

when there has already been seeds sown,

a tree has been growing,

and now there's doubt,

the axe lays on its side

 

nearby. Nearly every time,

it can hurt to cry,

but not if infidelity

is the reason why. At least,

 

let's hope 

that's not the case.

I'd hate to see the fallout,

it'd be all over the place."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just some thoughts on my ever-increasing number of friends who have yet to reach relationship goals... 

Wrong Love

If you don't get it back,

   Nothing will happen;

   Nothing gets solved.

You sent me a hearbreaking love song,

   Had me in tears.

   Had to be strong.

You and I are in the wrong era;

   Never cried like that before.

   I will love you forever. 

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Sassafras

When I say the magic word, 

all of this can end. 

Sassafras. 

After the news I heard today, 

I know exactly where we stand. 

Sassafras. 

You won't even see it coming, 

It'll be a quick blow to the head. 

Sassafras. 

Was all this pain really worth it,

when you tried to lay in her bed? 

Sassafras. 

Even though I hate the bitch,

I'm glad she stood her ground. 

Sassafras.

I wish I could have seen your face

when she "sadly" turned you down. 

Sassafras. 

Now everyone is talking 

you're the joke of the town

Sassafras. 

Where are you going to turn

now that no one is around?

Sassafras. 

None of this is my fault,

but I should have seen the signs.

Sassafras. 

Should have looked a little closer,

should have read between the lines. 

Sassafras. 

I thought we were in love

when I looked into your eyes.

Sassafras.

But now I know it's true,

that even love is blind. 

Sassafras. 

Done

I'm done.

 

That's all I'm gonna say 

cause that's all that I can think

 

I'm Done

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I'm Done Trying

I wouldn't cook, you couldn't cook, But i did so much

Not a perfect little wifey to a less perfect Man..

Boy?

Please, Miss me with the guilt trip.

I did everything til i couldn't do anymore. 

Once you got comfortable your heart walked out the door.

I cheated, admitted it, no questions asked

you could've left then...probably should've left then

but you made the choice to stay.

You said you were all in but you let time waste away.

You wanted a wife without the title, A mother without the teet.

Still yet you weren't ready to sweep a woman off of her feet.

 

Anger consumed you and your negativity consumed me

I set you free, but couldn't be free.

No not until you found someone to replace me.

The ball and change disappeared as soon as she appeared.

My mind now convinced i left a good thing.

Obsessed, why her?

why not me?

packed your negativity and threw it away, L.et her tell you we couldn't be friends.

for some strange reason i couldn't let you go.

got you back and just like that your negativity returned

Reminding  me of my lesson learned. 

I had to call it quits again.

I was here but you were there mentally so there was no physical relationship between us.

between fus after fus after bloody throat yelling.

I quit. Again. For the second time.

Your actions showed me.. you didn't want me because after i quit you did WHAT AND WHO you wanted.

so i move on but i remain stuck.

Tried dating had no luck.

You asked me til i asked you.

Our solo selves then became two...

Again.

 

This time it was going to work.

I got you here got you to work.

Got us together

 but this time we would keep our minds together so our bodies wouldn't stray.

Your negativity began to show day after day.

The dumb things i did before annoyed you after.

Rolled eyes and shaken heads replaced your laughter.

I'm a joke now but not a funny one.

No longer together but co existing.

I was seeing what i was missing but i wanted that with you.

you frown.

Always a damn frown, yell, or cold shoulder.

No more i said, and no more i say. 

Standing my ground  made a vow to stay.

Sex came around, thought you came around.

But nope, the physical was still inferior to your mental.

"i'm trying to like you" truer words never spoken.

Trying to reinforece a bond thats been broken.

I QUIT.

 

Posted a private status as a last resort

still the cold shoulder

but a bonus "unfriend" to go with it

Everytime i say what i want you dismiss it.

Damn I can't even care anymore.

it hurts me to care anymore.

You got what you need so fuck what i want.

i'm Lonely as hell yet you're right there.

YOU DON'T CARE.

 

You're mad, well dammit I'M MAD

But just go ahead, blankly stare at the computer screen acting as if you don't hear me.

Don't even come near me.

But before you get what you want , you will have to aknowledge me.

Won't ask for an apology.

but you will ask for whatever you need from me because from now on...

I'm done trying 

Girl after a girl: Events unforgettable

 

 

Part I

 

1) With a ‘to’ and a ‘fro’ in her throat,

something she did note,

as on a piece of paper, she wrote

"I can't like you, for you don't know -

I got to go away - to which I can't say No."

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

2) With her legs beside me, so stiff

and -to save me- her hands with great mischief,

she conveys to the punishment chief -

"Oh Ma'am? How can he be guilty?

As this is his first moment to my proximity!"

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

3) With all her teeth and gums out

and her tiny eyes so stout,

she beckons me with a shout -

"Go! I won't talk anymore to you.

How much I am hurt, you never knew."

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

4) With real tears in her eyes

and five of her fingers glued to rice,

maybe yes, twice - she cries -

"How would you know how much I moan!

For, never you, I am disturbed alone."

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

5) With a big grin at my face,

but with a big cry, the very next phase,

at my back this time, she says -

"He wouldn't have really scolded me,

If, even little, he had ever read me."

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

6) With a rise in all her gaze over the book,

when asked for her verses, she gave me an eerie look.

Soon, she wrote for me; Almost a month it took! -

"Though difficult, try to remember me

for, perhaps many for you, though you're alone for me."

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

From a girl, only another girl keeps one away,

but not from past nor future, for there're many more girls, I say.

An event with a girl can give a great kick start

that can lead anyone, till many suns set.

Memories of brain written from heart -

a few of many incidents I could not forget!

 


Part II

 

7) With drops falling down as she bends

her neck, in some reunion -she attends

after a year- she tells our friends -

Long back, He stopped talking to me.

Neither a hello nor a glance – as if I’m his enemy.

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

8) With a smile -she leaves the lab- too fake one

and with swollen eyes -returns in- pointing none.

Then, a message leaves her, following the sun -

A friend can be anything, but not a sister!

So, please don’t ever call me so, you mister!

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

9) With good red expressions – contorted,

while issues were being sorted

out about my interest in her, her words parted –

Oh, now please stop it! I want no fight.

I understand it and it’s completely alright!

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

10) With her ideas so optimistic,

though actions far realistic,

she typed something very mystic -

Had you worked, excellence of now would have been average

Anyways, any failure to be understood needs courage.

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

11) With her face full of joy and hope

and beliefs no less than some pope,

she always replies, to my theory of mortality, with nope -

The word End, with someone can also be Never,

for the person may know words like Forever.

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

12) With a look so cheerless, that can shrink

one’s heart -though sometimes so cheerful that can kink

it’s beat- she said or typed - I think -

Really miss you as I sometimes also saw my ex in you.

You played big part in my life, though days were very few.

Well, every girl is so so pretty.

 

Lies apart, any girl can make your day,

no matter whether you are a guy, girl or a gay

This is a small tribute to a small part

of all the girls I met.

Memories of brain written from heart -

a few of the incidents I could never forget!

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A saga written as a ode about incidents revolving in mind, involving a few of the girls I met. Their sounds still ring in my head!

Do I?

I need the courage
And the force within
To set my mind to encourage
My inner evil sin

 

It's not soon time
But one day it will
This inner feeling of mine
To make me finally still

 

The method is concealed
Deep in my thoughts
Protected by a shield
Maybe theres use of watts¸

 

Or will I have to climb
To give me a leap of faith
And calm this life time
So I can finally see my wraith
 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Gotta do it someday.

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Diamond

Everybody wants a piece of something
Everyone wants a piece of love
Time will freeze for just a moment
Ill lay my eyes on her, and she’ll be gone

 

For a lifetime, her stare will linger in me
I feel her presence out there somewhere
Deep beneath the unforgiving sea
Come back to me, and we will flee

 

Run away from this world of misery
Love is stronger than you or me
it’ll be like we're stars shining in the night
Heroes making for the final fight

 

When you leave, ill think of the night
You mesmerized me, and set an eternal fight
Between the stars, the world, it’ll all collide
The day has come, so i ‘am gone
I’ll still remember you while i push on

e.a.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Any constructive criticism would be welcome :)

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Drifting Sea

The sea erases you and me
The sand leaves no trace or memory
That we will ever see
But in my heart I know
Of what we were, and could ever be
Just turtles laying patiently waiting
For that surf to carry us across the velvet sea
To venture into the beautiful unknown
Feel the sun, see starry nights
For a moment let’s close our eyes
I feel your heart, your touch, and you feel mine
Our loves forever, we’re completely intertwined.
E.A.

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