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1 Rejection, My Old Friend 1 40 2026/04/27 13 weeks ago
2 No Fucking Prize 1 50 2026/01/22 27 weeks ago
3 Wicked Mistress 1 45 2026/01/22 27 weeks ago
4 Closed Doors 1 49 2026/01/22 27 weeks ago
5 Miserable 1 54 2026/01/09 28 weeks ago
6 Shit 53 2026/01/09 29 weeks ago
7 Scorched Earth 49 2026/01/09 29 weeks ago
8 Wallflower 57 2025/12/11 33 weeks ago
9 Off-Kilter 51 2025/12/11 33 weeks ago
10 Obituary 74 2025/05/20 1 year ago
11 Waterworks 79 2025/05/19 1 year ago
12 Liquor 70 2025/05/20 1 year ago
13 Anxiety 92 2025/03/04 1 year ago
14 Put Me Out of My Misery 111 2025/02/25 1 year ago
15 Bullshit 88 2025/01/31 1 year ago
16 No Safe Place 77 2025/01/23 1 year ago
17 Side Effects 71 2025/01/23 1 year ago
18 Preemptive Pardons 79 2025/01/22 1 year ago
19 Deep Wounds 99 2025/01/21 1 year ago
20 The Common Denominator 102 2025/01/10 1 year ago
21 Fragile 95 2024/12/07 1 year ago
22 I Had Enough of That for One Weekend 128 2024/10/17 1 year ago
23 Catatonic 117 2024/10/10 1 year ago
24 The Perfect Storm 118 2024/10/10 1 year ago
25 Beckon the Dawn 122 2024/09/16 1 year ago
26 Quicksand 124 2024/09/16 1 year ago
27 Everything in Me 124 2024/09/13 1 year ago
28 Exposed 132 2024/09/13 1 year ago
29 Weekends 128 2024/07/15 2 years ago
30 Crying Myself to Sleep 156 2024/06/06 2 years ago
31 Hunger Pangs 155 2024/05/30 2 years ago
32 One With Nature 147 2024/05/05 2 years ago
33 Deprived/Depraved 157 2024/05/02 2 years ago
34 Slow Workdays 157 2024/04/11 2 years ago
35 Blurred Vision 180 2024/04/10 2 years ago
36 Perfect Storm 167 2024/04/03 2 years ago
37 Punching Bag 157 2024/04/03 2 years ago
38 Case of the Mondays 197 2024/03/08 2 years ago
39 Destructive 2 184 2024/02/09 2 years ago
40 Voodoo Doll 1 192 2024/01/12 2 years ago
41 Fall Back 182 2024/01/12 2 years ago
42 Reckless 198 2024/01/05 2 years ago
43 Anything But Broken 150 2023/12/26 2 years ago
44 The Darkness 190 2023/12/15 2 years ago
45 Grand Manipulator 1 209 2023/12/15 2 years ago
46 Slave to My Body 186 2023/12/15 2 years ago
47 Pain Rises 181 2023/12/03 2 years ago
48 Prisoner to Lust 204 2023/11/13 2 years ago
49 Hollow Pursuits 199 2023/11/11 2 years ago
50 Pretend 165 2023/10/29 2 years ago
51 What Hurts Most 185 2023/10/29 2 years ago
52 The Perfect Crime 235 2023/10/26 2 years ago
53 I Know Better 153 2023/10/25 2 years ago
54 Withdraw 151 2023/10/23 2 years ago
55 And Just Like That 152 2023/10/20 2 years ago
56 Patterns of the Past 159 2023/10/20 2 years ago
57 Insecure 193 2023/10/05 2 years ago
58 Mind Numbing 194 2023/10/03 2 years ago
59 Unforgivable 199 2023/10/03 2 years ago
60 No Escape 183 2023/09/21 2 years ago
61 My Mind 1 191 2023/09/15 2 years ago
62 In The Feels 2 245 2023/08/09 2 years ago
63 Fucked-Up 2 227 2023/05/31 3 years ago
64 (W)retched Poetry 1 286 2023/04/10 3 years ago
65 Mute 3 259 2023/04/10 3 years ago
66 Grayscale 1 231 2023/03/14 3 years ago
67 Mouse Sounds 219 2023/03/11 3 years ago
68 Total Waste 1 247 2023/03/11 3 years ago
69 Foggy 269 2022/11/04 3 years ago
70 Surface Pressure 1 399 2022/10/12 3 years ago
71 Cracked Foundation 357 2022/09/14 3 years ago
72 Coffee Filter 218 2022/09/13 3 years ago
73 Air 225 2022/08/17 3 years ago
74 Tequila & Coke 232 2022/08/17 3 years ago
75 Drunk 270 2022/07/12 4 years ago
76 Dim 1 331 2022/07/10 4 years ago
77 Hi Misery 240 2022/07/10 4 years ago
78 Alone With My Thoughts 368 2022/07/10 4 years ago
79 Uncertainty 383 2022/06/03 4 years ago
80 To Hell With It All 2 262 2022/04/22 4 years ago
81 To Hell With It All 262 2022/02/05 4 years ago
82 Buckle 279 2021/05/06 5 years ago
83 No Happily Ever After 2 289 2021/03/01 5 years ago
84 I Am Pain 278 2021/03/01 5 years ago
85 Bipolar 2 269 2020/12/29 5 years ago
86 A Handful 2 253 2020/09/25 5 years ago
87 Write-Off 253 2020/09/25 5 years ago
88 Outnumbered 238 2020/09/25 5 years ago
89 Old Friend 244 2020/09/25 5 years ago
90 Bullying 246 2021/10/26 6 years ago
91 Self-Quarantine 1 274 2020/03/26 6 years ago
92 Happy 283 2020/02/04 6 years ago
93 Forgettable 249 2019/11/14 6 years ago
94 Backseat 256 2019/11/14 6 years ago
95 Arthritis of the Mind 364 2019/09/13 6 years ago
96 Tears 281 2019/09/13 6 years ago
97 Stage Act 298 2019/09/13 6 years ago
98 The DNA of My Soul 1 273 2019/09/13 6 years ago
99 Stalked by the Shadows 276 2019/06/21 7 years ago
100 Brain is Broken 237 2019/05/29 7 years ago
101 My Happy Ending 2 277 2019/05/17 7 years ago
102 Hazy 318 2019/04/11 7 years ago
103 Defusing Bombs 358 2019/01/07 7 years ago
104 Misery Loves Company 305 2018/12/20 7 years ago
105 My Heart is a Mess 266 2018/12/20 7 years ago
106 Pieces of Me 285 2018/12/20 7 years ago
107 Muted 262 2018/12/19 7 years ago
108 Ugliness Inside 320 2018/07/27 8 years ago
109 Autumn 273 2018/07/27 8 years ago
110 The Misery of Loneliness 305 2018/07/26 8 years ago
111 Looking for a Home 368 2018/07/25 8 years ago
112 I'll Never Know 369 2018/07/03 8 years ago
113 How Much Longer? 408 2018/07/25 8 years ago
114 Stunted 258 2018/06/27 8 years ago
115 Paperthin 361 2018/03/02 8 years ago
116 The Mask 407 2018/03/02 8 years ago
117 Touched 311 2018/02/22 8 years ago
118 Wildfire 1 328 2018/01/19 8 years ago
119 Reflections 296 2018/01/19 8 years ago
120 Love Myself 2 348 2018/01/17 8 years ago
121 The Art of Emptyness 241 2017/12/28 8 years ago
122 A Little Ill 215 2017/09/27 8 years ago
123 Remote Control 228 2017/08/19 8 years ago
124 Happy For Once 228 2017/06/27 9 years ago
125 Nowhere to Hide 209 2017/06/14 9 years ago
126 Open Heart Surgery 1 307 2017/06/14 9 years ago
127 Scars on the Inside 347 2017/05/03 9 years ago
128 Hung 322 2017/05/03 9 years ago
129 Awakened 1 323 2017/04/04 9 years ago
130 A Long Day 350 2017/04/04 9 years ago
131 Sleepwalking 323 2017/04/01 9 years ago
132 Beauty and The Beast 221 2017/03/25 9 years ago
133 Heavy 326 2017/03/04 9 years ago
134 Hell on Earth 1 316 2016/03/23 10 years ago
135 Bloodletting 1 306 2015/12/11 10 years ago
136 Behind These Eyes 319 2015/12/11 10 years ago
137 My Definition of Irony 306 2015/11/16 10 years ago
138 Prison Cell 396 2015/11/04 10 years ago
139 Beautifully Broken 397 2015/11/03 10 years ago
140 Already Over 423 2015/11/03 10 years ago
141 Danger to Myself 287 2015/10/15 10 years ago
142 I'm A Mess 399 2017/03/25 10 years ago
143 Crash and Burn 346 2015/10/06 10 years ago
144 The Woman in the Mirror 436 2015/10/04 10 years ago
145 Good Morning, Sunshine 328 2015/09/08 10 years ago
146 Just Leave Me 304 2015/08/22 10 years ago
147 Maybe One Day 317 2015/08/18 10 years ago
148 When Will? 296 2015/08/14 10 years ago
149 Rule My World 285 2015/08/13 10 years ago
150 The Darkness Inside 1 323 2015/07/30 11 years ago
151 Only Darkness 267 2015/07/30 11 years ago
152 Giving Up 321 2015/07/29 11 years ago
153 Alter Ego 355 2015/07/22 11 years ago
154 The Siren's Song 304 2015/07/08 11 years ago
155 Pretty Face with a Tortured Soul 299 2015/06/28 11 years ago
156 The Grave of Judgment 1 259 2015/05/15 11 years ago
157 The Process of Writing 1 274 2015/05/14 11 years ago
158 When Life Destroys You 271 2015/04/25 11 years ago
159 Dead Inside 245 2015/04/25 11 years ago
160 It's So Hard 279 2015/04/10 11 years ago
161 The Voices in My Head 295 2015/04/10 11 years ago
162 Road Rage 259 2015/03/15 11 years ago
163 The Soul as a Window 278 2015/03/12 11 years ago
164 50 Shades 300 2015/02/22 11 years ago
165 Home is Where the Heart Breaks 1 281 2015/02/13 11 years ago
166 Texas Hold 'Em 1 299 2015/01/29 11 years ago
167 A Way Out 278 2015/01/27 11 years ago
168 Suspended in Air 240 2014/12/19 11 years ago
169 More Than Skin Deep 1 272 2014/12/19 11 years ago
170 Midas' Touch 255 2014/11/27 11 years ago
171 When Judgment Destroys 242 2014/10/28 11 years ago
172 A Broken Poet 266 2014/08/20 11 years ago
173 Human 250 2014/08/20 11 years ago
174 Anger Mismanagement 1 295 2014/08/19 11 years ago
175 Depression 274 2014/08/13 11 years ago
176 The Noise in My Head 1 324 2014/08/13 11 years ago
177 Calloused 271 2014/06/21 12 years ago
178 Take Heed 240 2014/05/24 12 years ago
179 The Quiet Girl 278 2014/04/10 12 years ago
180 Banana 457 2014/04/03 12 years ago
181 Crying on Sunday 231 2014/01/27 12 years ago
182 My True Colors 266 2014/01/17 12 years ago
183 Demons 306 2013/12/13 12 years ago
184 Catcus Flower 313 2013/12/13 12 years ago
185 A Dark Cloud Hovers 279 2013/11/28 12 years ago
186 Fear of Silence 244 2013/11/21 12 years ago
187 Frozen Memories 232 2013/10/12 12 years ago
188 Perfectionist 320 2013/10/05 12 years ago
189 I Don't Know 344 2015/10/27 12 years ago
190 It's a Miserable Life 299 2013/09/23 12 years ago
191 The Consequences of Kindness 351 2013/09/07 12 years ago
192 Life After 383 2013/09/07 12 years ago
193 Watching a Stonewall Break 254 2013/08/08 12 years ago
194 It's My Birthday and I'll Cry If I Want To 1 294 2013/07/31 13 years ago
195 Note to Self: I Forgive You 1 364 2013/07/30 13 years ago
196 I Travel Alone 1 322 2013/07/29 13 years ago
197 Self-Satisfaction 1 283 2013/07/25 13 years ago
198 Looking for North 263 2013/07/11 13 years ago
199 Even Here 249 2013/07/07 13 years ago
200 Rotten to the Core 349 2013/07/04 13 years ago
201 Unrequited Relationships 1 270 2013/06/20 13 years ago
202 Scripted 303 2013/05/14 13 years ago
203 Convoluted Delusions 1 411 2013/04/27 13 years ago
204 No Control 263 2013/04/27 13 years ago
205 The Ghost 230 2013/02/09 13 years ago
206 Catastrophe 245 2013/02/09 13 years ago
207 I Bled Myself Dry 1 287 2023/03/11 13 years ago
208 Drowning in a Puddle 287 2012/12/20 13 years ago
209 Quiet Desperation 280 2023/03/11 13 years ago
210 Through the Lens of my Camera 1 275 2012/12/08 13 years ago
211 Prisoner of my Flesh 1 327 2012/12/04 13 years ago
212 Fear Factor 2 235 2012/11/27 13 years ago
213 Caged Bird 318 2012/11/27 13 years ago
214 Double Edged Sword 321 2012/11/10 13 years ago
215 Drowning in Doubt 363 2012/10/20 13 years ago
216 The Fall 265 2012/10/12 13 years ago
217 A Broken Home 368 2012/10/12 13 years ago
218 Always the Outcast 1 278 2023/03/10 13 years ago
219 Leading a Double Life 282 2012/10/10 13 years ago
220 My Prince 283 2012/10/10 13 years ago
221 Without a Home 310 2012/10/01 13 years ago
222 Infinite 266 2012/09/30 13 years ago
223 POW 256 2012/09/12 13 years ago
224 Sick at Heart 273 2012/09/12 13 years ago
225 The Greatest Lie 332 2012/09/04 13 years ago
226 Mess of Me 1 336 2012/09/04 13 years ago
227 The Silence is Killing Me 284 2012/08/24 13 years ago
228 Chasing Shadows 1 284 2012/08/23 13 years ago
229 Hidden Truth 215 2012/08/23 13 years ago
230 Wake-up Call 258 2023/03/30 13 years ago
231 Laughing Stock 275 2023/03/30 13 years ago
232 Misconception 288 2012/08/08 13 years ago
233 Fragmented 262 2012/08/08 13 years ago
234 Impersonation 319 2023/03/30 13 years ago
235 I’m Tired 260 2012/07/19 14 years ago
236 Depression is a Disease 1 263 2012/07/16 14 years ago
237 Quieting My Mind 260 2023/03/30 14 years ago
238 At the End of My Rope 321 2012/07/13 14 years ago
239 Shallow Relationships 1 294 2012/07/13 14 years ago
240 Caving In 262 2012/07/13 14 years ago
241 Liability 314 2012/07/12 14 years ago
242 Behind My Smile 279 2023/01/12 14 years ago
243 Tea Kettle 260 2012/07/09 14 years ago
244 Caught in a Web 263 2012/06/29 14 years ago
245 Tone it Down 302 2023/01/12 14 years ago
246 Man Eater 335 2012/06/23 14 years ago
247 On the Brink of Insanity 329 2012/06/22 14 years ago
248 Quarter Life Crisis 275 2012/06/07 14 years ago
249 Compartments of my Life 304 2012/06/07 14 years ago
250 You Don’t Know 396 2012/06/07 14 years ago
251 Reflections on Funerals 269 2022/07/04 14 years ago
252 Self-Combustible 361 2012/05/04 14 years ago
253 Inferior 367 2012/05/04 14 years ago
254 Family 296 2012/09/13 14 years ago
255 When It Rains, It Pours 264 2012/04/28 14 years ago
256 I’m Sorry 307 2022/07/04 14 years ago
257 Paranoid 287 2012/03/29 14 years ago
258 No Fight Left in Me 357 2012/03/29 14 years ago
259 Lurking 249 2012/06/01 14 years ago
260 Here We Go Again 263 2012/03/28 14 years ago
261 Haze 297 2012/02/08 14 years ago
262 Self-Created Misery 1 324 2012/02/08 14 years ago
263 A Disappointment 1 430 2012/02/04 14 years ago
264 Not Myself 1 371 2012/02/04 14 years ago
265 Better Off Dead 1 362 2012/02/04 14 years ago
266 Battlefield 309 2012/09/13 14 years ago
267 Identity Crisis 234 2011/11/29 14 years ago
268 Self-Fulfilling Prophecy 238 2011/10/31 14 years ago
269 Mean 286 2011/10/25 14 years ago
270 Living with Strangers 327 2011/10/19 14 years ago
271 I-dent-ity 1 465 2011/10/02 14 years ago
272 Breaking Point 270 2022/07/03 14 years ago
273 Stand Still, Look Pretty 1 347 2011/08/10 14 years ago
274 Infected 329 2011/08/10 14 years ago
275 Not Worth Saving 370 2011/08/10 14 years ago
276 It’s My Party and I’ll Cry If I Want To 319 2011/08/09 14 years ago
277 Stuck 367 2011/07/23 15 years ago
278 Cold Shoulder 362 2011/07/23 15 years ago
279 An Angel’s Smile 462 2011/07/11 15 years ago
280 Life and Death 451 2011/07/10 15 years ago
281 Nature vs. Nurture 1 338 2011/06/29 15 years ago
282 Please Understand Me 355 2011/06/24 15 years ago
283 Emotional Promiscuity 369 2011/06/20 15 years ago
284 Keeping Composure 313 2011/06/16 15 years ago
285 Fading Out 315 2011/06/16 15 years ago
286 Insomni-addict 298 2011/06/16 15 years ago
287 What Am I Waiting For? 387 2011/06/08 15 years ago
288 Broken Record 357 2011/06/08 15 years ago
289 Shortsighted 426 2011/06/06 15 years ago
290 Nowhere 425 2011/06/06 15 years ago
291 Unhinged 435 2011/05/05 15 years ago
292 Mind Games 478 2011/06/02 15 years ago
293 Reflection 283 2011/04/20 15 years ago
294 Building a Wall 1 367 2011/04/20 15 years ago
295 Complacency 1 272 2011/04/19 15 years ago
296 I Told You So 458 2011/04/06 15 years ago
297 Who Could Love Me? 404 2011/04/06 15 years ago
298 Helicopter 413 2022/04/22 15 years ago
299 Sideshow 353 2011/03/23 15 years ago
300 Rant 436 2022/07/18 15 years ago
301 Ungodly Hour 293 2010/12/29 15 years ago
302 Microscopic Vision 257 2012/09/13 15 years ago
303 Snowflakes 307 2010/12/15 15 years ago
304 Migration 1 436 2010/12/10 15 years ago
305 Running From My Shadow 1 392 2012/09/13 15 years ago
306 Shadow 330 2010/10/11 16 years ago
307 Monster 355 2010/10/11 16 years ago
308 A Place Called Home 366 2010/10/11 16 years ago
309 Holding Me Back 418 2010/10/11 16 years ago
310 Good Enough 439 2010/10/11 16 years ago
311 Flatline 1 316 2010/10/11 16 years ago
312 Echoes on Mirrored Walls 1 358 2010/10/11 16 years ago
313 Father, Have I Sinned? 287 2022/07/12 16 years ago
314 Wasted (On Me) 274 2022/07/12 16 years ago
315 Home 266 2012/09/13 16 years ago
316 K.O. 279 2010/10/11 16 years ago
317 Spinning 285 2010/10/11 16 years ago
318 2009: Year in Review 401 2023/04/14 16 years ago
319 Great Pretender 336 2010/10/11 16 years ago
320 Depression 291 2010/10/11 16 years ago
321 Chasing Rainbows 294 2010/10/11 16 years ago
322 Mind Games 378 2010/10/11 16 years ago
323 What Goes Up Must Come Down 348 2010/10/11 16 years ago
324 The Dichotomy of My Thoughts 390 2010/10/11 16 years ago
325 Battlefield of My Mind 306 2010/10/11 16 years ago
326 Skin 358 2023/04/14 16 years ago
327 Diseased 306 2023/04/14 16 years ago
328 [A]Pathetic 323 2010/10/11 16 years ago
329 A Facade 373 2010/10/11 16 years ago
330 Snooze Button 379 2010/10/11 16 years ago
331 Recess[ed] 350 2010/10/11 16 years ago
332 Sore Eyes 410 2010/10/11 16 years ago
333 Deathwish 379 2010/10/11 16 years ago
334 Boomerang 381 2010/10/11 16 years ago
335 My Security Blanket 390 2010/10/11 16 years ago
336 A Warring Heart 413 2010/10/11 16 years ago
337 Hot Air 272 2010/10/11 17 years ago
338 Back at Start 434 2010/10/11 17 years ago
339 A Joke 1 333 2010/10/11 17 years ago
340 Masked Secrets 1 365 2010/10/11 17 years ago
341 Writer’s Block 289 2010/10/11 17 years ago
342 Hold Me 385 2010/10/11 17 years ago
343 Hate Me 373 2023/04/14 17 years ago
344 Gravity 397 2010/10/11 17 years ago
345 The Art of Losing 389 2010/10/11 17 years ago
346 Save Me From Myself II 371 2010/10/11 17 years ago
347 Used and Abused II 395 2010/10/11 17 years ago
348 My Heart 315 2010/10/11 17 years ago
349 I Just Want to be Alone 1 338 2010/10/11 17 years ago
350 Karma 1 317 2010/10/11 17 years ago
351 Meaning to Life 280 2010/10/11 17 years ago
352 Unlovable 338 2010/10/11 17 years ago
353 The Art of Suicide 288 2010/10/11 17 years ago
354 Friend or Foe 328 2010/10/11 17 years ago
355 Lyrical Jabs 1 350 2023/04/20 17 years ago
356 Sliver of Silver 1 303 2023/04/20 17 years ago
357 Rise from the Ashes 339 2012/09/13 17 years ago
358 Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been 361 2010/10/11 17 years ago
359 Used and Abused I 437 2023/04/20 17 years ago
360 Stabbed 341 2010/10/11 17 years ago
361 Save Me from Myself I 258 2023/04/20 17 years ago
362 Tarred 356 2010/10/11 17 years ago
363 Pain in Life 343 2010/10/11 17 years ago
364 Within Four Walls 2 365 2010/10/11 17 years ago
365 Alter Ego 425 2010/10/11 17 years ago
366 Dead Air 401 2010/10/11 17 years ago
367 Let Me Help You 307 2010/10/11 17 years ago
368 I’m Sorry 289 2010/10/11 17 years ago
369 Love is Dead 350 2010/10/11 17 years ago
370 Silence Hides My Wounds, But Never My Scars 321 2010/10/11 17 years ago
371 Epidermis 1 339 2010/10/11 17 years ago
372 Daddy’s Little Girl 1 345 2023/04/19 17 years ago
373 Relapse 358 2023/04/19 17 years ago
374 Falling and Failing 368 2023/04/18 17 years ago
375 Living in a Prison 309 2010/10/11 17 years ago
376 Like Mother, Like Daughter 1 403 2010/10/11 17 years ago