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1 Rejection, My Old Friend 1 26 2026/04/27 6 weeks ago
2 No Fucking Prize 1 40 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
3 Wicked Mistress 1 37 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
4 Closed Doors 1 40 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
5 Miserable 1 38 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
6 Shit 43 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
7 Scorched Earth 39 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
8 Wallflower 42 2025/12/11 26 weeks ago
9 Off-Kilter 42 2025/12/11 26 weeks ago
10 Obituary 68 2025/05/20 1 year ago
11 Waterworks 72 2025/05/19 1 year ago
12 Liquor 68 2025/05/20 1 year ago
13 Anxiety 84 2025/03/04 1 year ago
14 Put Me Out of My Misery 103 2025/02/25 1 year ago
15 Bullshit 82 2025/01/31 1 year ago
16 No Safe Place 69 2025/01/23 1 year ago
17 Side Effects 68 2025/01/23 1 year ago
18 Preemptive Pardons 73 2025/01/22 1 year ago
19 Deep Wounds 92 2025/01/21 1 year ago
20 The Common Denominator 93 2025/01/10 1 year ago
21 Fragile 91 2024/12/07 1 year ago
22 I Had Enough of That for One Weekend 120 2024/10/17 1 year ago
23 Catatonic 110 2024/10/10 1 year ago
24 The Perfect Storm 109 2024/10/10 1 year ago
25 Beckon the Dawn 111 2024/09/16 1 year ago
26 Quicksand 114 2024/09/16 1 year ago
27 Everything in Me 116 2024/09/13 1 year ago
28 Exposed 123 2024/09/13 1 year ago
29 Weekends 122 2024/07/15 1 year ago
30 Crying Myself to Sleep 148 2024/06/06 2 years ago
31 Hunger Pangs 150 2024/05/30 2 years ago
32 One With Nature 143 2024/05/05 2 years ago
33 Deprived/Depraved 153 2024/05/02 2 years ago
34 Slow Workdays 152 2024/04/11 2 years ago
35 Blurred Vision 174 2024/04/10 2 years ago
36 Perfect Storm 160 2024/04/03 2 years ago
37 Punching Bag 150 2024/04/03 2 years ago
38 Case of the Mondays 191 2024/03/08 2 years ago
39 Destructive 2 180 2024/02/09 2 years ago
40 Voodoo Doll 1 186 2024/01/12 2 years ago
41 Fall Back 176 2024/01/12 2 years ago
42 Reckless 191 2024/01/05 2 years ago
43 Anything But Broken 144 2023/12/26 2 years ago
44 The Darkness 183 2023/12/15 2 years ago
45 Grand Manipulator 1 204 2023/12/15 2 years ago
46 Slave to My Body 179 2023/12/15 2 years ago
47 Pain Rises 177 2023/12/03 2 years ago
48 Prisoner to Lust 197 2023/11/13 2 years ago
49 Hollow Pursuits 194 2023/11/11 2 years ago
50 Pretend 158 2023/10/29 2 years ago
51 What Hurts Most 179 2023/10/29 2 years ago
52 The Perfect Crime 227 2023/10/26 2 years ago
53 I Know Better 149 2023/10/25 2 years ago
54 Withdraw 146 2023/10/23 2 years ago
55 And Just Like That 146 2023/10/20 2 years ago
56 Patterns of the Past 152 2023/10/20 2 years ago
57 Insecure 188 2023/10/05 2 years ago
58 Mind Numbing 189 2023/10/03 2 years ago
59 Unforgivable 193 2023/10/03 2 years ago
60 No Escape 177 2023/09/21 2 years ago
61 My Mind 1 186 2023/09/15 2 years ago
62 In The Feels 2 238 2023/08/09 2 years ago
63 Fucked-Up 2 220 2023/05/31 3 years ago
64 (W)retched Poetry 1 280 2023/04/10 3 years ago
65 Mute 3 254 2023/04/10 3 years ago
66 Grayscale 1 226 2023/03/14 3 years ago
67 Mouse Sounds 214 2023/03/11 3 years ago
68 Total Waste 1 241 2023/03/11 3 years ago
69 Foggy 266 2022/11/04 3 years ago
70 Surface Pressure 1 393 2022/10/12 3 years ago
71 Cracked Foundation 354 2022/09/14 3 years ago
72 Coffee Filter 213 2022/09/13 3 years ago
73 Air 218 2022/08/17 3 years ago
74 Tequila & Coke 227 2022/08/17 3 years ago
75 Drunk 265 2022/07/12 3 years ago
76 Dim 1 328 2022/07/10 3 years ago
77 Hi Misery 235 2022/07/10 3 years ago
78 Alone With My Thoughts 362 2022/07/10 3 years ago
79 Uncertainty 379 2022/06/03 4 years ago
80 To Hell With It All 2 257 2022/04/22 4 years ago
81 To Hell With It All 257 2022/02/05 4 years ago
82 Buckle 275 2021/05/06 5 years ago
83 No Happily Ever After 2 285 2021/03/01 5 years ago
84 I Am Pain 273 2021/03/01 5 years ago
85 Bipolar 2 264 2020/12/29 5 years ago
86 A Handful 2 247 2020/09/25 5 years ago
87 Write-Off 248 2020/09/25 5 years ago
88 Outnumbered 232 2020/09/25 5 years ago
89 Old Friend 239 2020/09/25 5 years ago
90 Bullying 240 2021/10/26 6 years ago
91 Self-Quarantine 1 268 2020/03/26 6 years ago
92 Happy 277 2020/02/04 6 years ago
93 Forgettable 244 2019/11/14 6 years ago
94 Backseat 250 2019/11/14 6 years ago
95 Arthritis of the Mind 358 2019/09/13 6 years ago
96 Tears 278 2019/09/13 6 years ago
97 Stage Act 292 2019/09/13 6 years ago
98 The DNA of My Soul 1 266 2019/09/13 6 years ago
99 Stalked by the Shadows 270 2019/06/21 6 years ago
100 Brain is Broken 232 2019/05/29 7 years ago
101 My Happy Ending 2 270 2019/05/17 7 years ago
102 Hazy 312 2019/04/11 7 years ago
103 Defusing Bombs 354 2019/01/07 7 years ago
104 Misery Loves Company 301 2018/12/20 7 years ago
105 My Heart is a Mess 259 2018/12/20 7 years ago
106 Pieces of Me 276 2018/12/20 7 years ago
107 Muted 255 2018/12/19 7 years ago
108 Ugliness Inside 316 2018/07/27 7 years ago
109 Autumn 265 2018/07/27 7 years ago
110 The Misery of Loneliness 299 2018/07/26 7 years ago
111 Looking for a Home 360 2018/07/25 7 years ago
112 I'll Never Know 361 2018/07/03 7 years ago
113 How Much Longer? 404 2018/07/25 7 years ago
114 Stunted 253 2018/06/27 7 years ago
115 Paperthin 355 2018/03/02 8 years ago
116 The Mask 401 2018/03/02 8 years ago
117 Touched 302 2018/02/22 8 years ago
118 Wildfire 1 321 2018/01/19 8 years ago
119 Reflections 291 2018/01/19 8 years ago
120 Love Myself 2 342 2018/01/17 8 years ago
121 The Art of Emptyness 234 2017/12/28 8 years ago
122 A Little Ill 209 2017/09/27 8 years ago
123 Remote Control 221 2017/08/19 8 years ago
124 Happy For Once 225 2017/06/27 8 years ago
125 Nowhere to Hide 202 2017/06/14 9 years ago
126 Open Heart Surgery 1 301 2017/06/14 9 years ago
127 Scars on the Inside 340 2017/05/03 9 years ago
128 Hung 318 2017/05/03 9 years ago
129 Awakened 1 317 2017/04/04 9 years ago
130 A Long Day 345 2017/04/04 9 years ago
131 Sleepwalking 317 2017/04/01 9 years ago
132 Beauty and The Beast 217 2017/03/25 9 years ago
133 Heavy 318 2017/03/04 9 years ago
134 Hell on Earth 1 309 2016/03/23 10 years ago
135 Bloodletting 1 300 2015/12/11 10 years ago
136 Behind These Eyes 314 2015/12/11 10 years ago
137 My Definition of Irony 299 2015/11/16 10 years ago
138 Prison Cell 389 2015/11/04 10 years ago
139 Beautifully Broken 393 2015/11/03 10 years ago
140 Already Over 418 2015/11/03 10 years ago
141 Danger to Myself 279 2015/10/15 10 years ago
142 I'm A Mess 393 2017/03/25 10 years ago
143 Crash and Burn 342 2015/10/06 10 years ago
144 The Woman in the Mirror 431 2015/10/04 10 years ago
145 Good Morning, Sunshine 325 2015/09/08 10 years ago
146 Just Leave Me 297 2015/08/22 10 years ago
147 Maybe One Day 312 2015/08/18 10 years ago
148 When Will? 289 2015/08/14 10 years ago
149 Rule My World 280 2015/08/13 10 years ago
150 The Darkness Inside 1 317 2015/07/30 10 years ago
151 Only Darkness 261 2015/07/30 10 years ago
152 Giving Up 316 2015/07/29 10 years ago
153 Alter Ego 347 2015/07/22 10 years ago
154 The Siren's Song 300 2015/07/08 10 years ago
155 Pretty Face with a Tortured Soul 292 2015/06/28 10 years ago
156 The Grave of Judgment 1 254 2015/05/15 11 years ago
157 The Process of Writing 1 268 2015/05/14 11 years ago
158 When Life Destroys You 263 2015/04/25 11 years ago
159 Dead Inside 241 2015/04/25 11 years ago
160 It's So Hard 272 2015/04/10 11 years ago
161 The Voices in My Head 288 2015/04/10 11 years ago
162 Road Rage 253 2015/03/15 11 years ago
163 The Soul as a Window 272 2015/03/12 11 years ago
164 50 Shades 295 2015/02/22 11 years ago
165 Home is Where the Heart Breaks 1 275 2015/02/13 11 years ago
166 Texas Hold 'Em 1 294 2015/01/29 11 years ago
167 A Way Out 272 2015/01/27 11 years ago
168 Suspended in Air 234 2014/12/19 11 years ago
169 More Than Skin Deep 1 266 2014/12/19 11 years ago
170 Midas' Touch 249 2014/11/27 11 years ago
171 When Judgment Destroys 235 2014/10/28 11 years ago
172 A Broken Poet 260 2014/08/20 11 years ago
173 Human 243 2014/08/20 11 years ago
174 Anger Mismanagement 1 290 2014/08/19 11 years ago
175 Depression 268 2014/08/13 11 years ago
176 The Noise in My Head 1 317 2014/08/13 11 years ago
177 Calloused 266 2014/06/21 11 years ago
178 Take Heed 235 2014/05/24 12 years ago
179 The Quiet Girl 270 2014/04/10 12 years ago
180 Banana 449 2014/04/03 12 years ago
181 Crying on Sunday 225 2014/01/27 12 years ago
182 My True Colors 260 2014/01/17 12 years ago
183 Demons 302 2013/12/13 12 years ago
184 Catcus Flower 307 2013/12/13 12 years ago
185 A Dark Cloud Hovers 272 2013/11/28 12 years ago
186 Fear of Silence 239 2013/11/21 12 years ago
187 Frozen Memories 228 2013/10/12 12 years ago
188 Perfectionist 313 2013/10/05 12 years ago
189 I Don't Know 337 2015/10/27 12 years ago
190 It's a Miserable Life 292 2013/09/23 12 years ago
191 The Consequences of Kindness 345 2013/09/07 12 years ago
192 Life After 376 2013/09/07 12 years ago
193 Watching a Stonewall Break 248 2013/08/08 12 years ago
194 It's My Birthday and I'll Cry If I Want To 1 288 2013/07/31 12 years ago
195 Note to Self: I Forgive You 1 359 2013/07/30 12 years ago
196 I Travel Alone 1 318 2013/07/29 12 years ago
197 Self-Satisfaction 1 278 2013/07/25 12 years ago
198 Looking for North 255 2013/07/11 12 years ago
199 Even Here 243 2013/07/07 12 years ago
200 Rotten to the Core 345 2013/07/04 12 years ago
201 Unrequited Relationships 1 264 2013/06/20 12 years ago
202 Scripted 298 2013/05/14 13 years ago
203 Convoluted Delusions 1 407 2013/04/27 13 years ago
204 No Control 257 2013/04/27 13 years ago
205 The Ghost 224 2013/02/09 13 years ago
206 Catastrophe 240 2013/02/09 13 years ago
207 I Bled Myself Dry 1 282 2023/03/11 13 years ago
208 Drowning in a Puddle 281 2012/12/20 13 years ago
209 Quiet Desperation 275 2023/03/11 13 years ago
210 Through the Lens of my Camera 1 271 2012/12/08 13 years ago
211 Prisoner of my Flesh 1 322 2012/12/04 13 years ago
212 Fear Factor 2 231 2012/11/27 13 years ago
213 Caged Bird 314 2012/11/27 13 years ago
214 Double Edged Sword 316 2012/11/10 13 years ago
215 Drowning in Doubt 358 2012/10/20 13 years ago
216 The Fall 260 2012/10/12 13 years ago
217 A Broken Home 360 2012/10/12 13 years ago
218 Always the Outcast 1 272 2023/03/10 13 years ago
219 Leading a Double Life 277 2012/10/10 13 years ago
220 My Prince 276 2012/10/10 13 years ago
221 Without a Home 302 2012/10/01 13 years ago
222 Infinite 262 2012/09/30 13 years ago
223 POW 252 2012/09/12 13 years ago
224 Sick at Heart 268 2012/09/12 13 years ago
225 The Greatest Lie 326 2012/09/04 13 years ago
226 Mess of Me 1 330 2012/09/04 13 years ago
227 The Silence is Killing Me 278 2012/08/24 13 years ago
228 Chasing Shadows 1 279 2012/08/23 13 years ago
229 Hidden Truth 209 2012/08/23 13 years ago
230 Wake-up Call 253 2023/03/30 13 years ago
231 Laughing Stock 270 2023/03/30 13 years ago
232 Misconception 282 2012/08/08 13 years ago
233 Fragmented 257 2012/08/08 13 years ago
234 Impersonation 315 2023/03/30 13 years ago
235 I’m Tired 254 2012/07/19 13 years ago
236 Depression is a Disease 1 257 2012/07/16 13 years ago
237 Quieting My Mind 257 2023/03/30 13 years ago
238 At the End of My Rope 316 2012/07/13 13 years ago
239 Shallow Relationships 1 287 2012/07/13 13 years ago
240 Caving In 255 2012/07/13 13 years ago
241 Liability 307 2012/07/12 13 years ago
242 Behind My Smile 273 2023/01/12 13 years ago
243 Tea Kettle 255 2012/07/09 13 years ago
244 Caught in a Web 258 2012/06/29 13 years ago
245 Tone it Down 297 2023/01/12 13 years ago
246 Man Eater 330 2012/06/23 13 years ago
247 On the Brink of Insanity 324 2012/06/22 13 years ago
248 Quarter Life Crisis 270 2012/06/07 14 years ago
249 Compartments of my Life 300 2012/06/07 14 years ago
250 You Don’t Know 393 2012/06/07 14 years ago
251 Reflections on Funerals 265 2022/07/04 14 years ago
252 Self-Combustible 358 2012/05/04 14 years ago
253 Inferior 364 2012/05/04 14 years ago
254 Family 291 2012/09/13 14 years ago
255 When It Rains, It Pours 257 2012/04/28 14 years ago
256 I’m Sorry 302 2022/07/04 14 years ago
257 Paranoid 282 2012/03/29 14 years ago
258 No Fight Left in Me 350 2012/03/29 14 years ago
259 Lurking 243 2012/06/01 14 years ago
260 Here We Go Again 258 2012/03/28 14 years ago
261 Haze 291 2012/02/08 14 years ago
262 Self-Created Misery 1 317 2012/02/08 14 years ago
263 A Disappointment 1 427 2012/02/04 14 years ago
264 Not Myself 1 367 2012/02/04 14 years ago
265 Better Off Dead 1 357 2012/02/04 14 years ago
266 Battlefield 305 2012/09/13 14 years ago
267 Identity Crisis 228 2011/11/29 14 years ago
268 Self-Fulfilling Prophecy 235 2011/10/31 14 years ago
269 Mean 282 2011/10/25 14 years ago
270 Living with Strangers 320 2011/10/19 14 years ago
271 I-dent-ity 1 455 2011/10/02 14 years ago
272 Breaking Point 263 2022/07/03 14 years ago
273 Stand Still, Look Pretty 1 342 2011/08/10 14 years ago
274 Infected 324 2011/08/10 14 years ago
275 Not Worth Saving 363 2011/08/10 14 years ago
276 It’s My Party and I’ll Cry If I Want To 313 2011/08/09 14 years ago
277 Stuck 362 2011/07/23 14 years ago
278 Cold Shoulder 355 2011/07/23 14 years ago
279 An Angel’s Smile 457 2011/07/11 14 years ago
280 Life and Death 446 2011/07/10 14 years ago
281 Nature vs. Nurture 1 333 2011/06/29 14 years ago
282 Please Understand Me 349 2011/06/24 14 years ago
283 Emotional Promiscuity 363 2011/06/20 14 years ago
284 Keeping Composure 309 2011/06/16 15 years ago
285 Fading Out 308 2011/06/16 15 years ago
286 Insomni-addict 293 2011/06/16 15 years ago
287 What Am I Waiting For? 383 2011/06/08 15 years ago
288 Broken Record 351 2011/06/08 15 years ago
289 Shortsighted 422 2011/06/06 15 years ago
290 Nowhere 421 2011/06/06 15 years ago
291 Unhinged 430 2011/05/05 15 years ago
292 Mind Games 473 2011/06/02 15 years ago
293 Reflection 275 2011/04/20 15 years ago
294 Building a Wall 1 364 2011/04/20 15 years ago
295 Complacency 1 266 2011/04/19 15 years ago
296 I Told You So 453 2011/04/06 15 years ago
297 Who Could Love Me? 401 2011/04/06 15 years ago
298 Helicopter 408 2022/04/22 15 years ago
299 Sideshow 347 2011/03/23 15 years ago
300 Rant 432 2022/07/18 15 years ago
301 Ungodly Hour 287 2010/12/29 15 years ago
302 Microscopic Vision 253 2012/09/13 15 years ago
303 Snowflakes 301 2010/12/15 15 years ago
304 Migration 1 433 2010/12/10 15 years ago
305 Running From My Shadow 1 388 2012/09/13 15 years ago
306 Shadow 323 2010/10/11 15 years ago
307 Monster 348 2010/10/11 15 years ago
308 A Place Called Home 361 2010/10/11 15 years ago
309 Holding Me Back 414 2010/10/11 15 years ago
310 Good Enough 433 2010/10/11 15 years ago
311 Flatline 1 311 2010/10/11 16 years ago
312 Echoes on Mirrored Walls 1 355 2010/10/11 16 years ago
313 Father, Have I Sinned? 281 2022/07/12 16 years ago
314 Wasted (On Me) 268 2022/07/12 16 years ago
315 Home 260 2012/09/13 16 years ago
316 K.O. 270 2010/10/11 16 years ago
317 Spinning 279 2010/10/11 16 years ago
318 2009: Year in Review 394 2023/04/14 16 years ago
319 Great Pretender 332 2010/10/11 16 years ago
320 Depression 284 2010/10/11 16 years ago
321 Chasing Rainbows 288 2010/10/11 16 years ago
322 Mind Games 372 2010/10/11 16 years ago
323 What Goes Up Must Come Down 338 2010/10/11 16 years ago
324 The Dichotomy of My Thoughts 385 2010/10/11 16 years ago
325 Battlefield of My Mind 300 2010/10/11 16 years ago
326 Skin 353 2023/04/14 16 years ago
327 Diseased 302 2023/04/14 16 years ago
328 [A]Pathetic 316 2010/10/11 16 years ago
329 A Facade 369 2010/10/11 16 years ago
330 Snooze Button 374 2010/10/11 16 years ago
331 Recess[ed] 345 2010/10/11 16 years ago
332 Sore Eyes 405 2010/10/11 16 years ago
333 Deathwish 376 2010/10/11 16 years ago
334 Boomerang 375 2010/10/11 16 years ago
335 My Security Blanket 383 2010/10/11 16 years ago
336 A Warring Heart 408 2010/10/11 16 years ago
337 Hot Air 265 2010/10/11 16 years ago
338 Back at Start 425 2010/10/11 16 years ago
339 A Joke 1 325 2010/10/11 16 years ago
340 Masked Secrets 1 359 2010/10/11 16 years ago
341 Writer’s Block 283 2010/10/11 16 years ago
342 Hold Me 378 2010/10/11 16 years ago
343 Hate Me 367 2023/04/14 16 years ago
344 Gravity 390 2010/10/11 16 years ago
345 The Art of Losing 384 2010/10/11 16 years ago
346 Save Me From Myself II 367 2010/10/11 16 years ago
347 Used and Abused II 387 2010/10/11 16 years ago
348 My Heart 310 2010/10/11 16 years ago
349 I Just Want to be Alone 1 332 2010/10/11 16 years ago
350 Karma 1 307 2010/10/11 16 years ago
351 Meaning to Life 275 2010/10/11 16 years ago
352 Unlovable 328 2010/10/11 17 years ago
353 The Art of Suicide 280 2010/10/11 17 years ago
354 Friend or Foe 322 2010/10/11 17 years ago
355 Lyrical Jabs 1 344 2023/04/20 17 years ago
356 Sliver of Silver 1 298 2023/04/20 17 years ago
357 Rise from the Ashes 333 2012/09/13 17 years ago
358 Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been 355 2010/10/11 17 years ago
359 Used and Abused I 432 2023/04/20 17 years ago
360 Stabbed 334 2010/10/11 17 years ago
361 Save Me from Myself I 255 2023/04/20 17 years ago
362 Tarred 348 2010/10/11 17 years ago
363 Pain in Life 336 2010/10/11 17 years ago
364 Within Four Walls 2 358 2010/10/11 17 years ago
365 Alter Ego 421 2010/10/11 17 years ago
366 Dead Air 397 2010/10/11 17 years ago
367 Let Me Help You 300 2010/10/11 17 years ago
368 I’m Sorry 283 2010/10/11 17 years ago
369 Love is Dead 340 2010/10/11 17 years ago
370 Silence Hides My Wounds, But Never My Scars 314 2010/10/11 17 years ago
371 Epidermis 1 335 2010/10/11 17 years ago
372 Daddy’s Little Girl 1 340 2023/04/19 17 years ago
373 Relapse 350 2023/04/19 17 years ago
374 Falling and Failing 358 2023/04/18 17 years ago
375 Living in a Prison 302 2010/10/11 17 years ago
376 Like Mother, Like Daughter 1 395 2010/10/11 17 years ago