My Happy Ending

I thought so many men were the one for me but no one ever saw anything in me. I was never good enough for anyone. That weighs on you. I hated myself with no one else's help but having that belief justified hurt all the more. And here I am in my thirties completely hopeless that my happy ending will come about. Me? Why should anything good come my way? I don't deserve some grand love that I dream about. All these years in self-loathing. I'd rather just end it all than meet my lonely fate.

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eleven_eleven's picture

it's not that you're not good

it's not that you're not good enough, it just didn't work out. maybe try someone out of your norm...if you have a 'type' that is

David's picture

1-800-273-TALK (8255)

When ever anyone say, "I'd rather just end it all." It should be taken seriously. 

 

Here is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

If you need to talk, they can help. 

metaphorist's picture

Thank you, but nothing to

Thank you, but nothing to worry about.