Loneliness isn't a feeling.
It's a mindset,
a mental attitude
entrenched over years.
Even when I've had
a hand to hold,
it wasn't enough.
I thought this is what I wanted.
All these years I was deprived,
but I didn't consider the side effects.
The sorrow I would feel afterwards,
the regret during.
At the end of the day
it won't make me happy,
it will just tear us apart.