love me for a time

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2009

You asked why I always run

Always keeping everyone at bay

Letting them love me so long

Then hollering “Whoa” and “Nay”

 

Do you not understand how I left

Pieces of myself everywhere I’ve been?

Every time I have ever dove feet first

I found pools of broken glass, so I swim

 

Can’t you see just by looking at me

I’ve been dependant for so long

I don’t know anything anymore

Just that I need to stand strong

 

I don’t know what the future holds

I have no clue where I’m going

Or any real idea what I’m doing

I just have this deep knowing

 

I just have to keep moving forward

Keep trying to make myself better

Hold true to my core self

And believe everything will be okay

 

~Chrystal

Written on

May 5, 2009

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was a conversation I had with someone explaining why I was the way I was.