When you are talking to a person, any person, about anything, and they are telling you a "story", there are aspects of the "story" that will touch you. Some aspects touch you deeply, others may anger you and never reach their intended destination within the"whole" of who you are. The reasons are because of how your life has formed up until that moment, an if you only have an awareness of your own experiences, and your own thinking pattern that was developed from your own experiences, what it comes down to is that their "truth" is never the entire "truth", but only a perspective of part of the "truth". So when we listen with only the parts of our ears, mind, heart, that can resonate with those things we hold as being "truth", we curse ourselves. Why? Because we choose closed mindedness. When we repeatedly insist that our truth is the only truth, and we neglect to change patterns of thinking we have adopted through only our own life experiences and group thinking rather than push our psyches to see a different way that could have been, to blaze a different trail that is uniquely our own, we turn our backs on possibilities and even our own very purpose for living on earth during these difficult times. No one will ever see entirely eye to eye with anyone. That is unrealistic and does little in the way of supporting things like human dignity. We are all on this earth at this time for a reason. All of our reasons may be different in each of our individual realities and trials and tribulations, but there are some things that most people care about, and one thing in particular that touches us no matter how much our subconscious helps us commit spiritual suicide. That Is Love. Undefinable, undeniable, LOVE.
To live in the past is to be dormant in life. To be, in most all ways, "dead". To run from the past and refuse to acknowledge it at all, is like a form of spiritual suicide in too many ways. Our pasts have the ability to cause great change as well as great stagnation. When we bravely face life with love for ourselves we find everything we need to always grow and always move forward. ..not be stagnant and "dead in spirit".
Live your life whole. Rejoice in the fact that the past is over, and treasure today, because without it, there's no future. Your life begins not with what is around you. Your life begins with what is in you, and you have to build it yourself.
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he feels dejected,
grim, down-in-the-mouth,
mirthless, mournful,
moody and droopy,
dragged, trite,
and nothing is right,
anguished, forlorn,
woeful in the depths of despair.
he tries to think
of sweetest memories,
but as he casts his
grappling hook to
secure his ascent
over the walls he's built,
the rope becomes
frayed and breaks.
the weight of his
guilt has grown too
ponderous, and his
spine too soft to
bear the rigors
of the climb that he
now sees he must
journey on his own.
sinking deeper into
his abyss he struggles
to remember something
other than this limbo
of darkness and dread,
the disbelief of this reality
he fails again and again
to overcome, and desperation sets in.
clinging to old feelings,
and the desire for a love
long gone, he withers
in a sea of hopelessness,
and every good memory
takes him back to the
bottom of this wallowing
pit of sorrow and pain.
people pass by,
some with compassionate
flurries of empathy
that quickly ferment to feed
the destruction of any
aspirations for change,
and the nature of his misery
flourishes unto his bitter end.
he thought she was his world,
and now she's gone,
moved on to another dimension
on the wings of a dove,
to blaze new trails without him,
but his mind cannot accept
that was the whole purpose of
their meeting in this life.
she came to prepare him
for this dark night of the soul,
and his task is to overcome it,
he listens for her voice
to soothe him as it did before,
and the scorching fires of
truth that strip his soul naked
have left him angry and inflexible.
and when he sleeps,
she watches
through timeless portals,
the man she left behind,
and wonders
if he'll ever pass
the test
of this lifetime.
he doesn't seem
to understand her whispers in the dark,
he only understands the love they had so long ago,
he's trapped in something
only he can bring unto an end,
or wander in his denial, his heart never to mend,
for unbeknownst to him this lifetime is his only chance
for them to ever have another lifetime in this dance.
11:41 PM 8/7/2013 ©
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Like the love affair of the moon and the sun,
the stars and the earth...and then we awaken to our human birth,
feet on the ground, we walk in this dream,
grappling all for the question,
"what does this mean?"
something unseen,
to be pondered upon,
and apply to life's realities,
and bring in a new dawn.
1:07 pm 07/15/13 ©
inspired by dove
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they are confused,
they thought they knew me
and now they have to face they never did
the things they were not there for
i tried to tell them about
but loving people can often cause blindness
we love deeply
and because we love so deeply
we can hear another's story and shut them out
it happens fast
we do not even realize we do it
and it continues like a cancer in the blinding dark of love
the story goes in our ears
and moves like lightning through our minds
we are unaware of how to help
pain, anger, resentment, denial,
all stages of healing
and grief....
when someone we love is hurt
they are grieving a loss
and it is the same as grieving a death
without being present for these emotions
within ourselves,
we cannot be present for another's
without developing a healthy grieving manner
we can never be there to help
another help themselves
so now, the pain of not knowing me
knowing i was alone
there comes denial
you were not alone!
(guilt)
god was there!
you asked for it!
blame god then
you always did like seeing him hang on that cross
but don't try to tell me it never happened
3:47 PM 7/5/2013
©
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Make me a torch
Set me aflame
Like you did to those before me
A burning fire,
Bright and hot
That cannot be ignored
Use me as a light
To shine on the dark
Use me as salt
To attract those who are hungry
Make me a preserver
To uphold the human soul
Use me as Your mouth-piece
The still, small voice
That draws them to You
Those unforgettable words
That shakes the soul
Use me as Your hands
To heal the broken,
To comfort those who mourn
To give them beauty for their ashes
And joy instead of sorrow
To rebuild the ruin, the devastations,
And destructions of the past
Use me as Your feet
I’ll go where you send me
For “I am here; send me!”
Lord, use me as a servant
To teach through what I do
Not just from what I say
To “Harvest, for the time is ripe”
To serve others, and not myself
Father, show me to be Your son
Your blood washes over me
Show this to them
That they can see
That they can hear
That they can shout
What You have done for me
That they can know
That they can understand
That they can be loved too
And that is only from You
Ugonna Wachuku
On sustainability, climate change action,
renewal of earth's environment, corporate
social responsibility, energy efficiency,
responsible global trade and abiding
nature conservation for beloved
humankind's survival:
Life will continue her journey
on the dream's path. She will
take along every purity from
the earth. Every root shall be
moved for life through nature.
The dream has come to the land.
You shall ever know the love
from my soul to help humankind
take sustainable action on this
threatening climate change,
globally.
From bountiful banks of the
Amazon, I shall rise for the
voyage. I shall take with me
fresh fishes for new
beginnings. Trees of the
jungle will bow in
admiration and care
for earth's soil and
blood humankind.
The dream shall kiss this
river in a subtle show of
universal love. On the face
of the Parana, the dream shall
glitter to let everyone know
the love that we share.
This spirit of the Amazon shall
take me to the breath-taking
height of precious Pico da
Bandeira. Then, let me know
what you think of the dream's
soul for earth's renewal, forever.
Cherish a whole life of oneness
across the land. Let love light
the dream's torch in the morning
of darkness and uncertainty from
this climate change on humankind's
enchanting earth home.
Let every eye see its the dream's
flame in the heart of Brasillia and
across the world. From the land's
depth, let Rio de Janeiro beat
drums for a Samba of peace and
love to let humankind conquer
this climate change, threatening.
Let time and seas of life kiss
the love of my being on the coast
of Sao Paulo. Let your soul
experience the dream's lovely joy
on the yearning lands of Salvador.
Let love and hope
dine with us in
Thecife for
humankind's
earth
r
e
n
e
w
a
l
!
Let the banks of
the Amazon and
Niger bloom and
glow for life
for climate
renewal
on
our
dying
earth
this
day
and
ever!
Ugonna Wachuku
When simple souls dance
with gods on mountain
tops, only eagles will
watch this spectacle!
When lovers walk through
moonlit gardens of
yesterday and today,
some of us will watch
in the valley and from
flower beds; and trees.
The air is thick with
sweet scent from country
earth and roasting corn.
Maidens and birds are
waiting for our last
dance:
Remember, when you hear
drum beats from the land;
when echoing rhythms meet
you in the village, at the
crossroad - where seven
mud huts meet, you must
come to me because in
your enfolding arms,
we shall do the last
dance.
We shall plant new seeds
of love on green country
sides and welcoming gardens
of home where beautifully
ripe orange trees rise to
kiss luring avacado pears.
We shall do this last
dance for humanity's
renewal:
This last dance in your
loving arms shall tell
a simple story of love,
hope and riddles -
a moving story for you
and for me - a stirring
ballad for women and men
who will dare to love.
So, remember, when echoing
drumbeats meet you in the
village, at the crossroad
where seven mud huts meet,
you must come to me for
our last dance:
Yearningly,
I will
humbly
be
w
a
i
t
i
n
g!