What Is A Forlorn Hope? (With Old English And Dutch Influence And Germanic Origins)
Although they are dregs,
Let me tell you what it's like
to live forlornly—
The Wind is never too late
Minutes and hours may pool into an endless shadow clock
but She cares not for the tick tock tick tock
She has been cast into many worlds
With no hope to ever unfurl
Ravaged with unrest
We seek Her company but know not what is best
For Her
She curls Her arms in a lover's embrace
We reach out in hope
We leave with despair
To Her
we are a ghost of live's past
we are a measure of time She cannot understand
we become dust in Her shapeless lands
And yet... the Wind is never too late
She casts Her endless touch
Hoping needing yearning
She is here
She is now
She is always
(The past cannot present itself
when the future was never there)
Sadness beckons, widens, and burdens
And like a loose cannon
we shoot out into the distance
reaching out for anything
To hold
To conquer
To master
To love
But, The Wind... She knows
She is never too late
She catches our follies when we become one with the daisies
She carries our songs which blankets those worlds
She chronicles our stories and heralds them across endless sands
The Wind is here
The Wind is now
The Wind is always
For us
For Her
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(photo from lightworkers.org)
he feels dejected,
grim, down-in-the-mouth,
mirthless, mournful,
moody and droopy,
dragged, trite,
and nothing is right,
anguished, forlorn,
woeful in the depths of despair.
he tries to think
of sweetest memories,
but as he casts his
grappling hook to
secure his ascent
over the walls he's built,
the rope becomes
frayed and breaks.
the weight of his
guilt has grown too
ponderous, and his
spine too soft to
bear the rigors
of the climb that he
now sees he must
journey on his own.
sinking deeper into
his abyss he struggles
to remember something
other than this limbo
of darkness and dread,
the disbelief of this reality
he fails again and again
to overcome, and desperation sets in.
clinging to old feelings,
and the desire for a love
long gone, he withers
in a sea of hopelessness,
and every good memory
takes him back to the
bottom of this wallowing
pit of sorrow and pain.
people pass by,
some with compassionate
flurries of empathy
that quickly ferment to feed
the destruction of any
aspirations for change,
and the nature of his misery
flourishes unto his bitter end.
he thought she was his world,
and now she's gone,
moved on to another dimension
on the wings of a dove,
to blaze new trails without him,
but his mind cannot accept
that was the whole purpose of
their meeting in this life.
she came to prepare him
for this dark night of the soul,
and his task is to overcome it,
he listens for her voice
to soothe him as it did before,
and the scorching fires of
truth that strip his soul naked
have left him angry and inflexible.
and when he sleeps,
she watches
through timeless portals,
the man she left behind,
and wonders
if he'll ever pass
the test
of this lifetime.
he doesn't seem
to understand her whispers in the dark,
he only understands the love they had so long ago,
he's trapped in something
only he can bring unto an end,
or wander in his denial, his heart never to mend,
for unbeknownst to him this lifetime is his only chance
for them to ever have another lifetime in this dance.
11:41 PM 8/7/2013 ©
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the sad wimpish one
he covers his body with blood
hoping someone will notice
just how ugly he is
he wants to be noticed
for the great person he truly is
but has no time to notice
that no one notices
anything anymore
and life goes on
and he stays sad
dying to live
and crying to die
never having the balls
to ask himself why
2:39 AM 7/6/2013
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