Knob kneed and pale,
I glow
before the waves with toes painted green
like the world through a piece of sea glass, my vision hazed and
calm. Your thumb presses my fingers
like the tactile press of a keyboard's
steps towards the fully formed sentences
I can't quite seem to finish. The storm on the horizon
is electrifying. It drowns out my breath with each rumble
echoing over the waves and we know we should leave,
move to safety,
but the water is the most intense
shade of you.
Sea salt made a fine layer of dust on your skin
when the cresting waves alternatingly
pushedand pulled your body
with the readiness of a lover. I stood
on the shore, toes gently lapped
by the aftermath to
the small violences you refused to shy away from
and daydreamed about your voice against my skin.
I called out to you, then,
and culled the seashells from my fist to select
the one best suited for your hand.
Mercury is a speed demon on an ego trip;
young and stupid with only the eyes of heaven to bring us back
down.
You told me my gaze held the stars, but
I don't remember
pulling the constellations into my irises. You were the one
to hand me the flowers
and announced that you had picked them yourself,
Instant gratification isn't fast enough. Maybe
we could have slowed it down a bit; let me meet the night
and feel its velvet sweetness
across my breasts like warm bath water,
like the gulf at the first touch of summer. I can smell the salt.
I can smell the sulfur. With you
I tasted the slow rot in the bottom of an eroded season’s
grave and found it sweeter than the last drops of wine you brought
when you showed up at my door. It was enough
to trade my stars
for sleepless nights under Van Gogh skies.
I would have traded anything.
The moon, near but distant, full and brooding.
The mysterious glow of light that rests upon the surface of a lake,
Casting shadows on the water.
Shapes.
Tones of colour.
The whisper of a breeze, the rustle of hedges.
The moon hides behind a cloud.
All is still.
The observer walks away.
Dying waterfall
It's body broken
Spine-snapped
Upon toothy grin
A stony mouthful
Raven dark
And sharp as scythes.
Ripped and torn
Rippled with shiver shorn.
Clear as an evening sky
Tasty as a moonlit night
Suspiciously summer tounged
With six thousand summer suns.
Sung deep within
A throaty tune
Time endowed.
The trees dip their hands
Wind shooken fingers
The ringlets
The droplets
Crystal
Of pricless worth
Then rushing along
The dying waterfall
Of ageless birth
Forty-six days ago
I was stuck in that desert,
Not a drop to my name
Or thoughts of the sane,
More of the same, the less I refrained.
Time
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stacked
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fast,
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it’s too much voodoo to do
Today and tomorrow
So very sad the doctor isn’t in,
his hex always backfires
Yet again
Catching a case of the diminished.
A cactus.
Replenished-------------------------------------Collision,
Incoming imagination,
Hearty laughter from hallucinations,
Vibrations,
From the barren earth below,
& Somehow I know
Today it is Not happening
For I begged the mirage too far.
To give, three weeks to seek
The tempting creek
Hiding and weaving through the city of Men,
Their holy pig pen,
I confess, I prefer a watercress mess
Than to be blessed
with banishment into this land of hexagons.
Built up, delayed,
Whatever you call it,
I’m here for a good while.
A time in fumes, to plume, smoke,
From leather lungs,
In a heat so dry
A fun long gone.
Rhythms to see
Aromas to hear
Nothing to say,
For this tiring mind-grind
Keeps relaxation at bay,
And I pray, to find those dreaming-steaming waters.
Mistakes of the past,
Created by misfortune,
And misjudgment,
Today are washed away.
Powerful strikes,
Break the layers,
Cut us down to size,
Restore us to new.
Water droplets,
Fall gently, then firm,
Spontaneously reminding,
Not to be predictable.
Welcome to the storm,
Nature’s forgiveness,
Apology,
Ending,
Fresh start.
"Again,
again, it's been so long,
yet the feeling still runs
deep inside.
As though not a second
separated this and the last,
my heart racing
my fingers fluttering.
To spin a tale,
weave a rhyme,
picking up a rhythm
lost to time.
The reason?
Inconsequential,
or unimportant,
rather.
It's been so long,
it seems,
but currently at ease
letting flow out
what some call the soul,
others call just words,
or poetry.
The goal
in the end is to spark a flame,
light up a mind
with imagery.
Personified,
the thousand miles
traveled,
just to have another light
come into my life.
Again,
the slow boil of the machine
turning over to toil
and burn and smoke
and chug along the engine
of mine,
the mind
that writes.
Taking corners too fast,
imagery still spinning
left and right,
picking up speed
and becoming a runaway,
such mass and inertia
turning energy
into nothing less than unstoppable.
To write again,
to sing, or dance,
to do what you have done
because it is who you are,
it's every fiber of your body,
every sliver of your soul...
is intoxicating,
gratifying.
It's heaven,
absolute heaven.
When you're below the beloved Ocean
of Life,
it's waves and currents
holding you underneath.
That moment you see the surface,
the ballet above
of the light dancing
and beckoning you up for air.
That moment you swim up,
the sun becoming brighter as you draw closer,
the cold water becoming clear,
you're so near,
the warmth of the top
felt through,
but you're not quite there yet.
Swim!
Swim harder,
reach for the surface,
because that exact moment
you burst through,
inhaling that open,
sweet, succulent air
of inspiration...
filling lungs, body,
mind and soul...
it is
absolute heaven;
to be inspired again. Gorgeous."
Water will surely fall from the sky,
it's the bus route of weather,
Stopping at sunshine,
Getting of on a cloudy day,
Taking the transfer to a spring shower,
But why is it so certain that the plants will accept the sky's offering?
Isn't their delicacy of slightest concern?
Hasn't the plant ever questioned the hp balance of the water?
Or the cloud's proximity to a nuclear plant?
How have they continued on thriving?
Indiscriminately welcoming whatever the ground gives them.
Think of my love as water,
Yes,
It may have collected a few toxins here or there,
But it started from a stream that would only flow for you,
If you can never see past the warning labels,
On the bottles of "what if's?"
How then,
Will our flowers grow?