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If I could colour my words

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If I could color my words

I would paint them when I send it to you

 

If you were sad, I would send them in gray

you can stay in the mist as long as you want  

 

If you feel in chaos, I would send them in green

The only anser is in a garden

 

If you were happy, I would send them in yellow

It would give you wings

 

If you were in tense, I would send them in black

It would absorb your fear

 

If you were relaxed, I would send them in blue

You would remember the night at the ocean and moon in the sky

 

If you were fragile, I would send them in violet

It would remind you that calm in silence

 

If you feel free, I would send them in rainbow.

You would realize that you are not alone

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

All the feelings has some clours but we can not see.

But you see it in your heart.

So I tried to discribe them in words.


 

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Miss your smiles

 

 

                              miss your smiles                              

 

you both were the lite of my life and i chrished every moment to start 

your love matched your compassionate and oh so  gentle caring heart

and i think I would give up all I holds dear and walk a thousand miles 

just to see your shining smile light up the room god I do miss your smile 

you made me see the beauty in life just by being you and giving me your love

sometimes i can feel the vsadness in my soul when think about you in heaven above

and sometimes i feel  pride in my heart when i tell storys about both of you

but mostly I know that i was the luckiest daughter in the world smiling all the while

and how I wish incould talk to you once more to tell you that i miss your smile 

your smile and joy went a long way in making me feel like a happy and blessed daughter

and the memories of you both I will  hold close to myself that will always matter

 to see you again would mean more joy then i have ever felt and will never go out of style

but as I looks up to the heavens above i whisper i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.

           Zoey cup

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this one for my parents who are in heaven above I sure do miss them!!!

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Miss your smiles

 

 

                                            

 

you both were the lite of his life and he chrished every moment he had

your beauty matched your compassionate and oh so  gentle caring dad 

and i think your dad would give up all he holds dear and walk a thousand miles 

just to see your shining smile light up the room god he does miss your smile 

you made him see the beauty in life just by being you and giving him your love

sometimes i can see the sadness in his eyes when he talks about you in heaven above

and sometimes i see pride in there depths when he tells me storys about both of you

but mostly he tells me that he was the luckyest father who ever lived smiling all the while

and how he wishes he could talk to you once more to tell you that he misses your smile 

your smile and joy went a long way in making him feel like a happy and blessed father

and the memories of you both he holds close to himself that will always matter

 to see you again would mean more joy then he has ever felt and will never go out of style

but as he looks up to the heavens above he whispers i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.

 Becky Chadbourne.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just a poem I wrote for my husbands two daughters who died in a drunk driving accident three years ago before we met

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Shot in The Dark

I took a shot in the dark

And Missed

But next time I'm gonna learn my lesson,

Next time I'm gonna 

Turn the light on,

And then shoot you in the face.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Not fully completed yet.

*Help Me Understand*

 

 April.2.2005

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

How do I go on

When someone dear to me was wrongfully taken

How do I deal with the fact she is gone

God is putting us through hell

The hurt we can't explain

This pain put upon us was mistaken

The way we feel with her loss

We don't know how to tell

The memory of her still fresh in our minds

To bring her back for my mother I'd pay any cost 

Now only above is a lasting storm a lasting rain

 

I'd do whatever it takes to find

A way to put her memory to rest

And help my mother cope and be strong

And make my mom remember all is for the best 

Make her understand

That she's done nothing wrong

 

But how do you help someone go on

How do we go on with our lives 

When she's lost most of all

When she's lost her only angel..her mother 

One who she can no longer call

Even our God

Our one above

Our holy father 

Can't help her up after she may fall

She can no longer tell her mom "I love you"

 

Or celebrate any holiday

Because she is in heaven surrounded by blue

She has no way to talk with her mother

No way to say

The things she holds in her heart

The way my mom really does feel

Now that her mother has part

No one who tries can heal

 

Only her mother had that power

From the start 

But now she's above

With God and his angels in the sky

We can no longer experience her love

Just answer me this 

At a young age of 75 

Why did she have to die

Making memories with her mother she will always miss

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to my nana. I love you and miss you so much. She died of cancer

*These Tears Fall Because I Miss You*

 

 November.2.2003/June.21.2014

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

Baby it's hard when your not here

To not to cry

To not let this tear fall

I'm not sad I just wish you were by my side 

 

I look forward to your call

These tears fall because I miss you 

This fact I no longer can hide 

Every part of me 

Wants every part of you that's true

I just wish my dreams can be set free

The way they want to be 

 

I want time to fly by

So I can be near you 

To hold you 

And feel your touch

You are so very true

I don't ask for much

With you I want to fly

 

Honey these tears fall because I miss you

I've waited long enough

I'm so glad we met

Without you in my life it's been rough

Our future honey it's set

 

I'm so glad to be by your side again

You're forever in my heart

Now we have our remember when

Never again let us part

 

These tears no longer need to fall

Because we are finally together

I look forward to your text...your call

I promise to be by your side forever

 

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*I Miss You Dearly My Love*

July.17.2001

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

I sit here and wait

You not being here is 

What I mostly hate

The feelings for you that I have

Still burn

 

Deep inside my heart

When you left I got upset

And I fell apart

But I'm still happy

Because you I met

 

I know you'll come back to me

Because what we shared

Can never be just free

Because deep down I know you cared

And to survive

It's my love you really need

 

So when time is right

Come back and take hold of my hand

And this time hold on real tight

Because all this time right next to you 

Is where I'll always stand

 

I will be here for you 

When ever you need a shoulder to cry

What we have I know is true

So whatever happens love

I'll always give us another try

 

Just remember who is your friend 

Because in my heart you'll always be

I'll stick by you till the end 

And I'll never set you or our friendship free

The special bond we have

 

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*All These Lies*

 October-19-1998

 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

 

All these lies

I'm getting sick of them

Sometimes I think I should say my good-byes

They are growing so fast like an infested stem

 

You tell me one thing

Then you tell me another

Your promises you never bring

It's amazing we're still together

 

I try to hold on

But you make me so mad

To the point I can"ttake it anymore

Letting go will only make me sad

These lies and promises are becoming a bore

 

I love you too much

But all these lies got to leave

Even though I'll miss your soft gentle touch

One day I'll be gone then you'll believe

That I got fed up with all these lies

It became too much

 

No more kissing

No more blue skies

You'll be missing

No more lies

Stop before it's to late

Stop before I lose all fate

 

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*My Mr Boots*


February.12.2014
Trisha M Barrek Hopkins

A Black fragile kitten
So tiny and barely filled with life
At five and a half weeks old 
You were smaller then my daughters mitten
He's not going to live i was told
But I wouldn't take that for an answer
I fought for you to live
And for a brief while
My love was all I could give


I fed you your baby bottle
And with each day
Your soul came back to your body
Personality began to show 
People were shocked and didn't know what to say
They couldn't believe
Oh how much you began to grow
It wasn't your time to leave

 

The pink came back to your toes
You held on to your life so tight
Even the wetness came back to your nose
Your fur began to shine 
You kept a strong fight 
My Mr Boots finally you were all mine 

 

We would sit and play on the floor
You chasing after the red laser dot 
We would go for hours 
You going in circles in the same spot 
You always wanting more 
You were non stop

 

Then one day to my heart 
I got a painful blow
My life was torn apart
At about five months old you just died
I couldn't understand
The morning under my daughters bed
I leaned over and touched your body again
Only this time you were so cold and so lifeless

The angels came for you after all
But exactly when
I don't know why
I'll never forget I was a terrible mess

How did your spirit fall


I don't want to cry 

I saved you from death
I didn't hear Gods call
I wasn't there when you took your last breath
I was so angry and upset
My fist hit the wall

All of sudden my tears came out of my eyes
And to my knees I began to fall

 

Its not fair you cant be gone
You're My Mr Boots
The kitten with a second chance to create our bond
To live your life 
You can't be the one the angels wanted
But yet they took you away 
Now your spirit is haunting 
I believe I see you everyday

 

Why did you have to go
I'm dumb founded I don't know what to say
I'll always remember thou
I will love you either way
You are a very special gift
And this everyone will know 

 

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