many moons ago
I could have
thought this be true,
but love is never lost,
it's just removed
from our view,
enough is always enough,
when enough has been done,
it just isn't always easy,
and rarely ever fun.
when it's seems
nothing has been gained,
the truth remains in a seed,
It's usually plenty enough,
just not what filled the need.
when love's always sweet,
tough love is what's missing,
it's isn't always about,
all the hugging and kissing.
let go and let love,
show your true love the way,
sometimes it's the pain that cures,
the heart too shallow and grey.
blow it away,
and let go of expectation,
you'll find most times that even love,
needs a vacation!!!!
:-))))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yt-ybUuZjLE
10:14 PM 6/29/2013 ©
.........
Cool but cruel is what you are
After three years, everything changed
You came in my lonely days
Love speaks but can fall apart
You say those words so crazy
It becomes very usual
I write these odes so silly
This becomes very casual
No, I can't get mad at you
You make my true self get loose
So, just keep on what you're doing
'Cause baby, you got me trending
All those words you told me
I hear them in my ears
All the things you brought me
They all are written here
Rising like a rocket
Shining like a bright star
Oozing fire like a jet
Popping out of the jar
Oh, baby this feels so good
You got me leading
So, baby please continue
What you do to me
And if you dare stop
You'll make my heart pop
I may paint something cruel
After that we'll be cool
when i am with
you, every breath is
like a vacation
to another exotic place,
every smile makes
my heart dance ,
every kiss reminds
me of the infinity
i saw in your eyes
on the day we met.
the memories slip
into my days and nights
like the spaces between
the stars and planets
gently cradling time,
and when we are
together, the earth
seems to move
as we unfold and
arrange this universe
that has grown to
become us.
5:12 AM 5/9/2013 ©
Worthless
Is what I am.
No matter how I try to deny it.
I feel nothing.
I see nothing.
I am nothing.
Do not try to argue
for it is the truth.
I am Worthless.
Empty
Is what I am
No matter what I try to say.
I feel nothing.
I see nothing.
I am nothing.
Do not try to argue
for it is the truth.
I am Empty.
Carefree
Is what you see.
Someone who oozes content
You see my smile
You see my mask
You see a lie.
But I do not correct you
because I know you would leave
If you knew the truth
Happiness
Is what you see.
An emotion that I don't often feel
You see my smile
You see my mask
You see a lie.
But I do not correct you
because I know you would leave
If you know the truth.
Acceptance
Is what I want
Despite how depressed I may seem.
I want to change
I want to be different
I want to feel.... needed
But I don't dare ask
because I fear you may say no
That I am asking too much.
Love
Is what I want.
To feel as though someone cares
I want to change
I want to be different
I want to feel.... needed
But I don't dare ask
because I fear you may say no
That I am asking too much.
It's been a terrible week
It feels like I'm about to sink
Last week's bright sky darkened again
Just when I thought I reached heaven
Tonight when I saw you
I only saw trouble in your eyes
When I walked towards you
Like I always had, I didn't smile
Yes, I remember the past
How you treated me like dust
The heart can never be taught
You were in my every thought
Maybe that was the reason why
I frowned and rolled my eyes tonight
'Cause you never answered my apologies
You never even said any word to me
That is why when I saw you,
When your friend greeted me
And you both smiled at me
I never knew what to do
Time stopped at that very moment
Questions took over me
Time might have put a better end
To this bitter story
Maybe this is all in my head
Or I just misinterpreted
Maybe you weren't smiling at me
Or I'm now just tired of fighting
Maybe this is a fresh start
Maybe that was a best part
Maybe we would be old, good friends again
Maybe our story would begin again
The thing
about reflection
is that it needs
a source
that feeds it
force to spur
it's might.
Holding
reflection
gathers light.
Let it be...
and it
will do
you right.
Let others be
themselves...
...without
any
spite!!
*smile*
4:43 PM 4/16/2013 ©
Starlit night
As we count the stars
You break wind
Suspended in space,
All the stars in the sky,
Perfect form,
Perfect grace,
Caught up in rapture,
A celestine view,
So sure where I am...
Under the same moon as you.
Copyright 2012
Time flies very fast
Something we can't grasp
We don't know what it brings
If or not we will sink
I am reaching my peak
You are with me all this time
Whether strong or weak
You stand by me every time
But now I am doubting
If ever you knew my darkest secret
The thing I've been hiding
Something about me I wish to forget
You got me thinking
If you ever uncovered this unspoken truth
If you ever noticed this thing I hid from you
Would you be doubting?
Would you still love me like you do?
Would you think I am condemned too?
Would you be mad at me for not telling the truth?
Would you be sad for me 'cause I hid it from you?
Believe me, I tried telling you
Trust me, it's been hard for me too
I beg you, please try to hear me
Save me, from this lie I live in
I tried a million times
To chain my heart and mind
Cried in those troubled nights
God's words don't seem to rhyme