Maybe we are all lost.
Maybe we lost to this game called life.
Maybe it was meant to be us doing the same mistakes.
Maybe it was my destiny to hurt you.
Maybe I'm not even a human being.
Maybe God didn't listened me when I was crying.
Maybe my words were written to provoke something in you.
Maybe I was ordered to lie.
Maybe what's mine was never really mine.
Maybe your eyes were just a drug.
Maybe coffee it was not meant for me to drink.
Maybe the alcohol existent in the world was not enough.
Maybe the smoke that I smoked was not that poisonous.
Maybe our meeting wasn't a coincidence.
Maybe I was created to love you.
I keep looking for you,
As a lost child searches for its mother keenly so!
Where are you?
Please appear like the rainbow!
May be upset you are,
May be you are kidding as ever!
How can I be sure?
Please come now! I cannot stand anymore!
I would like to watch the beauty of the river,
With you by my side, my love forever.
You appear and depart promptly,
Like the flowers and deity,
You spread beauty like the moon,
As a result of that you feel glad soon.
Like the fragrance of the flowers in spring,
Like every precious thing,
You in ecstasy shine,
Lucky I am that you are only mine.
When I your rosy lips feel,
My heart does have an ice-like chill!
Every day that goes by
I see myself bigger in my eye
But when I look at yours I know I'm living a lie
You pretty boy I want to call mine
You change my point of view on anything and everything
You even make me feel the impossible
Like I'm flying with my broken wings
You pretty boy I want to call mine
You make me feel special when you look into my eye
?How much longer do I have to wait
?To make a move before it's too late
You pretty boy I want to call mine
I drown in your ocean blue eyes
And I dream about your red lips, they look so fine
?How many girls have drooled over you
?And how many have held your hands
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Your smile makes my body whine
It brings warmth to my heart
And dirty thoughts to my mind
You make my heart stop
And my body to tingle with flames
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Even when my body is not awake
You find a way to enter my dreams
And all I see is you and me on a date beside the lake
Even when I'm taking an exam
Your name comes acroos my brain several times
You pretty boy I want to call mine
Every time I say I'm over you, you show me it's not yet
And reveal to me an amazing side of yours I haven’t met
Your care freeness and your freeness I envy and love
How you can enjoy and care less about the mess
Everything about you I want, even in your worse
Together I'm sure we can open new doors
You pretty boy I want to call mine
My desperation is getting out of line
But your dreamy eyes tells me its fine
In my head I'm yours and you are mine
But when reality struck
I know I have no luck
You are u
I am me
Love made 1
Set me free
Only see you
There are 2
U+U
Equals U plural
Third eye open
2
see the mural
I had walked through life with nothing until you, until you I knew no pleasure
And then one day God sent you to me, to the eye so beautiful, you, my wife, my treasure
A gift from God, a gift so fine that you can never be measured
A love so fine, so sweet, so kind, it's you my love, you, my wife, my treasure
I promise to hug and kiss and hold you each day.
I promise a love with devotion that will never ever fade away.
I promise and swear to God above
To show you nothing but my pure love
I will admire the blessing of your boundless love,
Because I know that you are a true gift from Heaven Above.
I will not hurt you with my frustrations,
I will hold you close and kiss you with loving admiration.
I will always appreciate your commitment to me,
Give me a chance for can't you see
This is not a game of chance that we play
It is true love that I swear is committed to stay
You say that at times you are afraid
This one I can find no rhyme so let me be clear,
I will,
Love you endlessly
Devote my life to making you happy
Admire you each day for the person you are
Take entrust in the things that you like to do
Admire your beauty daily in awe and reflect it back to you
Be attentive to you and you needs
Be forgiving
Listen to you with never a harsh word in return (I swear it and pray for it in Gods name)
Show you by my actions that I love you
Be more open and fun to you, your family & friends
Never go to bed with out you
Rub you, kiss you, bathe you, lift you up or what ever it takes when you are feeling down.
I will Kiss you and love you all that I possibly can,
And don't be embarrassed to be seen holding my hand.
I will treasure each day as if it were our last,
And at the end of your life you won't regret me being your past.
You are the sunshine in my morning and like a the bird I will sing you a song
I know that in this life when I am troubled through God it's you who keeps me strong.
You are the mother of my children and the air that gives me life.
My truest friend of all, my heart, my soul, my wife.
I love you very much, you are all that is good in this world
March.23.2001
Trisha M Barrek Hopkins
-Mind-
You are always on my mind
Too sweet
So kind
When I'm cold you're my heat
Someone just like you I won't ever find
No one else i want to find
Your love always makes me blind
Right next to me will always be your seat
-Heart-
You'll always be in my heart
So deep
Never part
When you're with me I cant sleep
I knew we were meant to be from the start
-Soul-
You are apart of my soul
You are all around me
To keep in touch will be my goal
I'm not ever setting you free
You're a precious memory forever I will hold
Apart of my soul you will always be
You are worth more then gold
You are dear that I hope you see
You will always be in my mind
You will always be apart of my heart
You will always be connected to my soul
And the memories will never end
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Trisha M Barrek Hopkins
October.2.1997
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
You always reappear
You come and go as you please
All i need is your gentle stare
All i need is your touch
But you act like such a tease
All i want is for you to care
I need you by my side
I miss you so much
Your real feelings you hide
Just let them free
See what happens
You never know we might just be
How do i breathe without you
I've loved you with all my heart
I thought you knew
But you just tare me apart
When you turned your back on me
It really killed me and left a scar
I needed you here by my side
But you left and got in your car
You ran away only to hide
Don't you understand
We were meant to be
Don't play these games don't pretend
If you don't want my heart
Give it back to me
Tell me though without you
How will I be able to breathe
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10-20-04/10-26-04
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
I try so hard to understand
Why God brought you back to me
Then you just disappear in a shuffle of the sand
Why is it "this way" it has to be
No telling me why
No more calls
No more of your soft kisses
My heart just falls
And my tears just want to pour out of my eyes
Its just not fair
Don't you understand God him is who my heart misses
Don't you even care
That i cant live without thinking of his precious smile
Everyday he is in my mind
In my damn thoughts and its hurting so much
Letting me have a tiny taste is so unkind
A mean thing to my heart is beyond such
A deep cruelness
It brings so much pain
One which is beyond forgiveness
What are you trying to gain
Just to let you know
My soul you will not get just not yet
I can make it with him this i will show
On my soul i bet
But this i ask of my sweetheart
Why cant i have you
Why did you let the evil tare us apart
I guess we'll never know if we were meant to be
I guess i'll never know if your heart was true
But if it is in the cards you'll be back my way
We'll just have to wait and see
But for now i will live day by day
With each hope that you'll come back to me
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