knew
If You Knew
Time flies very fast
Something we can't grasp
We don't know what it brings
If or not we will sink
I am reaching my peak
You are with me all this time
Whether strong or weak
You stand by me every time
But now I am doubting
If ever you knew my darkest secret
The thing I've been hiding
Something about me I wish to forget
You got me thinking
If you ever uncovered this unspoken truth
If you ever noticed this thing I hid from you
Would you be doubting?
Would you still love me like you do?
Would you think I am condemned too?
Would you be mad at me for not telling the truth?
Would you be sad for me 'cause I hid it from you?
Believe me, I tried telling you
Trust me, it's been hard for me too
I beg you, please try to hear me
Save me, from this lie I live in
I tried a million times
To chain my heart and mind
Cried in those troubled nights
God's words don't seem to rhyme
If She Only Knew
If only she knew how I think often where she rests. Hoping she's always in great health and protected through this troublesome world.
If only she knew how I go from a frown to a smile with the sound of your voice. How I am always happy to hear her talk about anything that comes to mind.
If only she knew how I often have these uncontrollable feelings inside.
If only she knew how much I have developed to care for her because she accepted my request online. How I gotten to know more about her little each time we connect. How I wish I could see her one day in life.
If only she knew that I care for her because she's a life that is special. She has a spirit that makes her glow.
If only she knew how often I am sadden whenever we talk and she must go. How I speak of her beauty and courageous ways. How one woman could have this type of effect on a man a great distance away.
If only she knew that there are still good people in the world.
If only she knew that I would give up my world to live and learn from hers.
If only she knew I felt much better in life since I first gotten to know her.
Waterfall
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Inside I see and feel no beauty
Motivating myself daily to just be
But can anyone see?
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
My sadness and depression overflowing
The will not to live continually growing
But all you can see
Is all my glorious beauty
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Fighting off Sticks and stones daily
Drowning hurtful comments constantly
Forced to listen to what people think of me
While I don’t even think of me
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Worth no one’s love
Always alone and way above
Has anyone ever considered that I have had enough?
Life is just far too tough
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
So, you thought you knew me
Jealousy killed me
Written by Dlr