Sad Poem

তোমার স্মৃতি

তোমার ছায়া আর মিথ্যা তোমার আশা

জাগালো এমনে প্রবল ভাঙের নেশা;

বারেবারে তাই টলেছি আমি, টলেছে পা

যেন হেঁটেছি জলে, ডুবেছে চাওয়া-পাওয়া।

 

 

তোমারই ছিন্ন স্মৃতি আর ভগ্ন ভেলা

আজও এ নদীবক্ষে করছে খেলা;

বারেবারে সে তীর ঘেসে এসে দিচ্ছে আঁচড়

ভাসিয়েছে দুকুল, ভেঙেছে হাড় আর পাঁজর।

 

 

তোমার স্মৃতিভুত আর পীড়ক আত্মা

আজ আমাকে শুধুই করছে হত্যা;

বারেবারে এবুকে তারা মেরেছে ছোরা

তাইতো ঝরছে আজি এ রক্ত ধারা।

Author's Notes/Comments: 

স্মৃতি তোমার আজও ভাসে মনে

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The Bilker Bird

I saw a bird singing in a sweet melody,

Sitting on the youthful arm of a tree;

The season too was very soft and cozy

Everyday I'd see her but now I can't see.

 

There's  another tree close by the lonely one. 

There I hear her in blooming concert;

And then I feel a harrowing wail

Continuously hitting me and my heart.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

From my own life

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If You Knew

Folder: 
1995

Time flies very fast

Something we can't grasp

We don't know what it brings

If or not we will sink

 

I am reaching my peak

You are with me all this time

Whether strong or weak

You stand by me every time

 

But now I am doubting

If ever you knew my darkest secret

The thing I've been hiding

Something about me I wish to forget

 

You got me thinking

If you ever uncovered this unspoken truth

If you ever noticed this thing I hid from you

Would you be doubting?

 

Would you still love me like you do?

Would you think I am condemned too?

Would you be mad at me for not telling the truth?

Would you be sad for me 'cause I hid it from you?

 

Believe me, I tried telling you

Trust me, it's been hard for me too

I beg you, please try to hear me

Save me, from this lie I live in

 

I tried a million times

To chain my heart and mind

Cried in those troubled nights

God's words don't seem to rhyme

 
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If It Was Me

Folder: 
Lovespeak

Saw you from afar

Knew you're about to cry

You're all I desire

You got me asking why

 

Why am I not the reason for your tears?

What should I do to make you see?

Am I not the one who can make you cheer?

How can I make you see these things?

 

Here you are again 

In the middle of the night

Here I am again 

Giving you a shed of light

 

Why are you very blind?

Can't you read between the lines?

Why don't you look and find?

Can't you see my heart's desire?

 

If it was me you're with,

You will not be crying

It will not be tragic

We will end up smiling

 

I know your favorite song

It has been you all along

Wake up and look inside my soul

See through my heart and you will know

 
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Cupid

Folder: 
1995

He met her in a lonely town

Sparks flew that point of time

Bouncing back and forth to the ground

He told himself, "She's mine"

 

He could make people fall in love with his words

He could make people cry with his lines

He could make people see the truth though it hurts

He could make people mad side by side

 

He thought he could make Juliet

Fall in love with him

But the princess' mind was set

Her heart's not for him

 

She left him in the  dark

With a strong, burning scar

He thought he could stop his heart

He should've been warned it's hard

 

He doesn't know what to do

He feels what he's got is useless

He can't use it for the princess

He prays she will want him too

 

Years had passed him by too swiftly,

He helped thousands to fall in love

But he can't make the girl he loves,

This is the cost of being him

 

All the why's in the world haunt him

He's jealous of the passers-by full of happiness

He gave it to them but he can't have his happiness

Memories of him with her kills

 
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Worst Fault

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Lovespeak

You came by in a Sunday night

Armed with a violet skin

You ran to me and I asked why

Took you in my bed to sit

 

I knew the reason why

But I had to ask why

You were so lonesome to die

And yet so eager to lie

 

I knew this day would come

But I was still undone

Everything was planned

But no, it was hard

 

Told myself what to do

I must abandon you

Leave you there in the cold

Set myself free and go

 

I couldn't help it, there was this feeling

I couldn't stop it, I kept on sinning

This act was a fault all along

I would hate it like the worst song

 

You brought it to yourself

Yet I cleaned up your mess

I cursed the night I held you

You ended up to be cruel

 
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Just Want To Hear Your Voice

Folder: 
1995

Are you busy at this moment?

Did you read the messsage I sent?

Can I call you this time?

Can you lend me your time?

 

Just want to hear your voice

Just want to be rejoiced

To fill these empty words

To shield me from these swords

 

Time passed by, I had to wait

Hours passed by, I couldn't wait

I had to call you

I had to hear you

 

Your number is on the screen

Twenty minutes of staring

And something's pulling my hand back

Away from pushing the keypad

 

But what do I have to lose?

I've got to try

Just this one time

'Cause I've got nothing  to lose

 

So, I'll call you this time

Go and pick up the line

I want to hear it from you

I want to listen to you

 

Just one 'hi' would be okay

Or anything you could say

I promise I won't judge it

I pray that you would grant it

 
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Where are you, God?

I wish this could be reversed
How could you
Allow this suffering?

Why should we listen to you and your teachings
When you disappear
Like you’re not even there?

Are you blind?
Are you deaf?
Do you know what is going on?

Too frustrating for words
Trying to find you
Is it possible?
Can you ever hear our cries, pleas for help?

Why does it seem like
You have disappeared?
Should we even believe in you?
Why should we?

Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?

Where are you?
Tell me
Where are you, God
In this time of despair?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yay~ my first poem posted, created when I was listening to some really depressing Kpop songs. xD
The "Do you hear me?" part was inspired by INFINITE's song Be Mine.