beginning

Before it happens again

 This shit hurts 

I can’t do it again 

On paper you look perfect 

So I thought we could be friends

The kind that never lie 

And reveal our darkest fears 

Who have each other’s back

And wipe away the tears 

The kind that builds and grows 

Until it turns to love 

Then we sit back and know 

It was sent from up above 

But instead I sit and wait 

Because you’ve gone away 

I never know the fate 

Of every passing day 

It drives me fucking crazy 

How am I not on your mind!? 

I think about you daily 

& and not just because you’re fine

It’s because of how you smile

And how Jesus is your world 

It’s Because of how you talk 

about your beautiful little girl 

I know these things take time, 

And id like space to explore 

Whatever’s on your mind 

To understand you more 

I know this is crazy

Because we’ve barely just said hi

But before I fall too deep alone

I’d rather just say goodby 

 

-Zomi July 2019 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ode to John

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Warped Existence

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Self Loathing

 

 

Never been the one

To stand and fight

For the dreams

That sore so high

 

I’m the one that hides

With fear inside

Living on burnt memories

 

Can’t seem to find

A fresh start

A new beginning

Without hindering hands

 

That grasp my sanity                      

Preventing me

To take a stand

 

I’m hurting and bleeding

From self-inflicted moods

When will I learn to love?

And heal these open wounds

 

How can I stop dying on the inside?

Rotting and withering away

Picking up my shattered pieces

In hope, that they’d stay

 

 

Breaking free from this hold

No longer listening to what I’m told

I’m sold on this future, meant to be

 

All these thoughts

Crashing down

The storm’s coming

And I’m here waiting

 

Can’t be hell bound

Chains wrapped around me

Screams with no sound

 

Sold on stories told

Silver linings and sun shine

Coming after the rain

Please erase this pain, warring

 

Ripping off this sorrow

Like clothes off my back

There can only be a better tomorrow

 

So let the rain come

Wash me clean

Swipe the things off my plate

That keep me, from me

 

 

A new Beginning

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Just a thought!
The angels sing on heavenly wings and dance in a field of Ambrosia
Pied pipers play a cherub's tune that floats a billowy sky.
Majestic ponies prance the air and ride in candy clouds

The soft winds blow, the sun rays glow, where little fairies lie.

 

Leave your wares and dance with us be jubilant and free

Unadorned, no mask to hide, your loveliness to see

Let your spirit ride the wind, leave all constraints behind,

A new beginning, rebirth of life, unopened book of time. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"There's always a new start...in the here or in the hereafter!"

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The beginning of something new......

When I am at home I am thinking about you
When I am not at home I am still thinking about you
You are in my dreams, you are everywhere
Every moment of my life baby I am thinking only about you only about u

Your hair swirls like breeze in the oceans
Your eyes radiate a lot of innocence
Your hands feel like soft butter and cream
Your fat tummy will never be a problem even in my dream

Your love like always is endless
Many times I stand speechless
Your behavior has always been sweet like honey
That is why I want to be your very own sweet little bunny

You are my princess, you are my queen
Beauty like yours I have never seen
I want to take you to some place far far away
To keep you safe from this evil world's way
You won't have to fear the night nor the day
For my heart is always open for you to stay
The only hand I want you to hold is mine
So let's give our hearts a chance to entwine

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Staircase to a New Beginning

One step closer to the beginning again.

They knock me down,

I'm at the bottom again.

The pain of the fire

burning up my soul

The strength I Need to get up;

to be free again.

 I'm not sure if I have it this time,

but laying here won't help

I pull myself up,

out of the fire.

I must look up,

but when I look at the fire

I am blinded.

I have nothing to hold onto.

Only the freedom that has always been

so distant.

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Blueprint

What if life came with a plan,

What if you came with a timeline,
What if work came with a timetable,
What if she can with an expiration date?
 
Where is the value in definition, 
What is the satisfaction of a guarantee?
 
Is life not a journey,
Are you not a story,
Is love not a mystery,
Would you want to know the end,
Would there be a beginning?
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Boom Box

Born from a boom box
What is what happened to me
I came out of my mother’s worm, with a heart that was made of a stereo
Every time I take a breath of air, my lungs goes boom, boom, boom
Music is my soul as long as the melody plays I shall live internally
There is no blood in my body only the wires that produce my sounds
You can not pull my plug out of the wall to stop me because I have back up batteries
My voice is ancient I have not accent, my language is universal
If you do not understand what I say all you have to do is listen to my heart
You will hear my rhyme
I was born from a boom box
My name is music

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is a short poem I wrote and adapted from the movie Step Up 3D with their motto of "Born from a Boom Box"

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Do

Take my hand, it won't be far -
let's walk together into dark.
Reality can't cage our hearts,
I promise you it's just a start.

Are you afraid of word 'forever'?
Forget the meaning life has given.
The place I'll take you to is better -
be brave and break out of this prison.

Create a world anew from scratch,
mold its shape from void and silence.
The bluebird won't be hard to catch,
it's our home - the new asylum.

Begin

The death of life
The end of reason
A senseless termination
“THE END” in capital letters
Stopping the clock
Closing the eyes
Goodbye

But death is just the beginning
Begin

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