There in front of me
Standing
With no way around
It hits me
Waves of pain and devotion
It's an emotional ocean.
There's a sanctuary outside of my mind
But my mind had me confined
Inside of this rhyme
Running out of time
To find
This peace that I must've left behind.
I felt the words you spoke to me,
Like a refreshing summer rain.
For they washed away, like arid dust,
So much hurt, and so much pain.
Carresing my skin with worded touch,
Your conversation soothed, my aching soul.
Like a healing balm, it fixed my breaks,
And repaired new, what was less than whole.
With such simple, heartfelt dialogue,
You spoke volumes to, my tattered heart.
By your gentle tones and whispered love,
I knew you, were my one missing part.
And every time you hold me so close,
Expressing to me, more of your devotion,
I feel those words, like warming breath,
I feel your every single, loving emotion.
Have you ever taken the time to truly look into a dog’s eyes?
Your dog’s eyes send a million emotions per minute!
I love the way you smell, taste and how you sound,
Even when I’ve been a naughty girl or boy and you scold me….
When you rub those certain areas under my belly, near my butt and
Ooooh behind my ears. Love is not a strong enough word.
I would give my life for you; I will be loyal till death and even beyond….
When we take our walks, or go for that run
even when I’m old and can barely walk I come alive and feel so free
why you may ask, because it’s you and me….
have you noticed my smile lately especially when you throw the ball
I can jump so high and almost fly to catch that old ragged ball….
Have you noticed some other emotions lately?
Like when you leave me all alone and crated for hours on end
but then you walk back into my life and I leap for joy....
Mommy or Daddy is home
Did you forget to fill my water and food bowl today; I’ll search your eyes
Sniff the air and try to comprehend why….
Please don’t hit me, kick me or torment me as it frightens me so and I really
Don’t understand what I’ve done wrong or to make you so angry
I just want to love you, be your loyal companion until one of us leaves this world
Going into the next!
Take a close look into those dog’s eyes, if you truly look deeply, you will never again be the
same and if you can abuse that beautiful animal beside you, then you have no soul, no heart and
are much too vain!
When a dog looks at you, me or any human being, all they ask is to be loved and cared for.
How could you ever look back into those eyes and deny them these few small details of time?
I’ve looked deeply into many a dog’s eyes, the reflection I saw looking back at me….
Pure and simple love and graditude.
Chicahuac Necahuatl
10:00 PM 2/12/2015
I'm not a Cinderella that goes crazy for her fella
I'm not a Mary Kay girl, cause beauty fades too fast world
And knowing what I'm worth, shouldn't come inside a bottle
And superficial styles are made for superficial models
But I'm your Helen Keller with the eyes that cannot see
The black on white, the ups, the downs
In Braille so come and read me
Between the lines, love so entwined, A story with emotion
Cause for your love, I'm not above
A simple blind devotion.
Castrate the blame from your temper,
There is devotion to your temple;
I worship each drop of blood from your hungered kiss,
Drugged and sated; empowered, insatiable yearning,
A coffin for your fears to dwell in,
As forests burn and the skies crumble,
Passion burns so bright; all that is left are the ashes,
You smile, but your eyes show torture.
Child soldier bleeding, stitching the wound to keep on breathing,
Dragged through the trenches, with only himself as the enemy:
Identity fixed with a diagnosis and alien prescription,
Medicated cure for the human symptoms,
Creating a man-made preservation:
Lawless, careless; trading handshakes for guns,
A lust for love, nurtured by anxiety:
Dream for me, and I will be yours.
While falling into a dark hole,
Hands out--uncertain where's the floor,
Just waiting to land a roll,
Thoughts of after, being sore,
Pressure building, pressure crushing,
It threatens to crack and split,
All fibers of spirit and breath,
Sense of permanent rushing,
Losing the mind, losing wit,
It is either life or death,
Fight back, rise up, resolve,
Either let the pressure break,
Not crack, but craft willpower,
Do not devolve, simply evolve,
Don't give in, just take,
It shouldn't be the final hour.
Challenge the fall, the descension,
Reverse the course, set sail,
Drive to be upon acension,
Death no longer strikes pale,
The face that is cut to stone,
Mending all the broken bone,
The spirit, mind, will found strength,
To strive beyond all length,
The markers of limitations,
Of the possibilities,
Against all disabilities,
Building new foundations,
Out of the intense pressure,
Carved out of the rough,
A diamond none fresher,
One that will resist all scuff,
Not by avoiding being cut,
But as one to abuse the rut,
And become something more,
--Always finding another door.
September 11, 2013
1
To cast away the darkest thought,
just turn your sights upon the sky,
embrace it's beauty- love for aught,
which stands against the test of time.
Just keep your head above the clouds,
and bounded not by earth's restraint,
your shame is naught my love -feel proud,
and hold on till another day.
However sad that you may feel,
will pass in time as all things do,
but if they don't lets make a deal,
to keep on giving life a chance.
And in return I'll see to that,
your next tears shall be tears of joy,
so lay back down and let me pat,
your head until your fall asleep.
Bring forth the thoughts which make you smile,
bring forth the strength I see in you,
embrace these thoughts and in a while,
you'll wake up to another day.
---End---
A sprinkle of starlight from high in heaven's lair -
mimics crystalline highlights that shower your hair
The many shades - gently caressed by an angel's hand -
gives rise of lilac's fragrance from each silken strand
Unknown to harshness - her soft unblemished skin,
smooth perfection unaltered by sun or wind
Outer beauty is seen, but there's more to be told,
nestled in comfort like a child in cradles hold
A tinge of jade speaks of gentleness deep inside;
emeralds slowly fade with the closing of her eyes
With turn of heads, the moon and stars often weep,
silently gazing upon this gentle soul in sleep
Life's grandest views - hidden within simple things,
beyond shallow eyes it always holds more than seems
Gates swing wide for those seeking something more;
enter the refuge - peer into your mind's open door
Mild as a whisper, her voice delicately refined,
upon lovely smiles each sweetness combined
Like an air of dreams - cast by magic's spell,
into these depths is where I long to dwell
If images could be paused in a moment of time,
inside stilled sands - you would always be mine
With halt to seconds - through portals of hourly glass,
I'd be there to love you until eternity's very last
© C.E. Vance
I am gravely sorry
That you hold pain within you.
We share love,
Whether you choose to accept it
In your reality or not.
I am empathetic towards your pain.
I am not a psychiatrist.
I am not a psychologist.
I do not know how to control your delusions,
Only you know how to do that.
I do know this.
When you can clearly see,
That keeping your mouth shut,
Instead of opening it,
Is hurting far more people
Than it is helping...
...it's time to open your damn mouth.
05/19/2013 10:04 AM ©