in what dark recesses of torture remain
exists a dreaded seed for us to obtain
to keep us sane and deliver us from evil
so goes the creed of an everlasting people
unending doubt resonates to be
impermanance rooted in an everlasting dream
scarcity of hope glimmering in dusk
prevention of fortune in a world of luck
forever told from stories past
eerily reminiscent of perpetual task
systems of new destroyed wisdom once known
for all apart of a world unsown
grimmace and malice plagued once more
in dire times that conjured vile scorn
but it was hope that was given once last chance
now grows a tree from the seed of our past
There in front of me
Standing
With no way around
It hits me
Waves of pain and devotion
It's an emotional ocean.
There's a sanctuary outside of my mind
But my mind had me confined
Inside of this rhyme
Running out of time
To find
This peace that I must've left behind.
I was seated in a car,
but we weren’t driving.
Mysterious man with me,
Alhireth-Hotep; I suspect Thee.
Bags were on the road,
Babies popped out.
Yes, my mind is weird
but it makes me proud.
I stepped out of the car,
this I had to see!
But a black man with a gun,
was halting me.
I tried to ignore at best,
I had to take the babies
away from this evil man,
and I looked at the bag;
another popped out!
Traversing the worst terrain
the crust is veined and stained
by the binary brain system,
but I see some distant twisted vistas
colored by crystals,
covered by mystic thistles
with little meteor missiles
hitting the moons above,
I was in love…
Sad that I
had this iridescent
event of bliss broken
by the splatter of the Hatter’s
Mercury Flurries
upon grey matter,
now the circuitry is in disarray
and I’m flattered by the way
you hate me.
Tirelessly Training
maintaining my whole grain insanity,
my humanity,
I’m positive that the cause of it
is this Pearlescent Pear Wine,
it’s the definition of divine.
Please remedy, sit steady,
so ready to recline
and read some lines
to the fading
alien
sunshine.
Fuck god, fuck god,
Stop,
Ugh, now you are going to lose everything,
Fuck god,
Ok dont stop,
Fuck god, fuck god,
You gotta remember,
Fuck god,
Don't push thoughts away or they will get worse,
Fuck god, fuck god,
Freaking damn it,
Stop,
I wanna slam my head in the fucking wall,
Don't,
Don't,
He knows you don't mean it,
He knows,
They know you don't,
Nothing is going to change,
Hey,
Hey,
Listen to me,
Listen,
Nothing is going to change,
They know your heart,
Fuck god all you want to,
All you want to,
Its ocd.
I’ve slipped, I’m stuck in a mystery
If only I could get out of my head
Her hand’s too slick to save me now
In a mudslide I’ll drown instead
Walking my vicious thoughts
down the river, down the road
Walking my bitingly honest demon
and I don’t know where to go
She’s fallen, tugs at my shoelaces
with a heavy heart, a husky voice
But I can’t shoulder my thoughts
when they force me to make a choice
Walking my vicious thoughts
down the river, down the road
Walking my bitingly honest demon
and I don’t know where to go
I need to reclaim my head
I walk until I can see change
Until my breath’s a little softer
and my thoughts aren’t so estranged
Walking my vicious thoughts
down the river, down the road
Walking my bitingly honest demon
so now I know where to go
Someday I’ll learn to walk on water
and drag my thoughts along,
maybe even embrace them
like another wanting song
In my mind,
You will find,
Some thoughts,
That I put across.
Each notion I spread,
Like a pricey stone red,
For the gain of civilisation,
For the sake of illumination!
Come and be a part of my quest!
It not an order, my humble request!