sinister

hopeless

 

 

...........

 

 

 

the sad wimpish one 

 

he covers his body with blood

 

hoping someone will notice

 

just how ugly he is

 

 

he wants to be noticed

 

for the great person he truly is

 

but has no time to notice

 

that no one notices

 

anything anymore

 

 

and life goes on

 

and he stays sad

 

dying to live

 

and crying to die

 

 

never having the balls

 

to ask himself why

 

 

2:39 AM 7/6/2013

 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

inspired by the signs of the times, and those who are having a hard time enjoying life on life's terms. 

DIVINE THREE PT2

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THIRD EYE

BOTTLED CREATIVITY..IM RELEASING
WHILE MY WISDOM...IS INCREASING
DONT ASK...THATS TREASON
CAN NEVER EXPLAIN...MY REASON
I JUST KNOW...ITS MY SEASON
TO BE APART OF THE THREESOME

LAND OF EGYPT..IM LIVING IN THE WILD
IM LIKE A NEW BORN CHILD
ADOPTING A BRAND NEW STYLE
THAT MAY TAKE A WHILE

YES PATIENCE IS A MUST
THIS HOLY SPIRIT I TRUST
DARK WHISPER TELLING ME
MY GREATNESS CANT BE RUSHED
IF PATIENCE I CAN POSSESS
THEN THE REWARD WILL BE PLUS
THEN YOU'LL BE JUST LIKE US
DARK

CAPRICORN STAR ON THE RISE
ENEMIES MEET YOUR DEMISE
FOR I COME IN DISGUISE
BRIGHTEST GLOW TO YOUR EYES
NOT MANY WILL REALIZE
YET, THE REAL WILL OBLIGE

FREAK OF NATURE
THIS LAND I NO LONGER FEAR
AND WHILE IM HERE
BOAT OF REALITY
I MUST STEER
VITAL WORDS THROUGH THE EARS
LEAVING ALL BS IN THE REAR
BECAUSE THE END IS NEAR
AND 2012 IS THE YEAR
TO PROGRAM THE MINDS
OF MY MANY IGNORANT PEERS
SO THEIR THOUGHTS CAN SWITCH GEARS
TO CONCENTRATE ON THE STARS
AND EVERYTHING BEYOND THEIR ATMOSPHERE

PUT MY FEET IN THE WATER
ONCE IN IT ..IVE BECOME SMARTER
LEARNING EVERYTHING
FOR THERE IS SO MUCH TO KNOW
NOW MY BIBLE GOES..EVERYWHERE I GO

AS THE DARK PRESENCE SILENTLY CREEPS
INTANGIBLE GIFTS..I MEET
BENEFITS ..I REAP
GIANTS...I DEFEAT
AND SUCCESS..I WILL GREET
LIKE LABRON DID FOR THE HEAT
YES, IM SURROUNDED BY HEAT
CARRYING THIS SPIRITUAL GLOW
LEAVES ME ON FIRE..FROM HEAD TO TOE

THROUGH NUMEROLOGY..LIKE IVE SAID BEFORE
TELLS ME CERTAIN THINGS AND MORE
SO NUMBERS.. IM COMPREHENDING
TO READ THE MESSEGES THEY ARE SENDING
NUMBER 1 WAS THE BEGINNING
WHILE NUMBER 2 WILL SEPARATE
THE ORDINARY FROM THE GREAT
"THE KNOWING' CAN RELATE
TO EVERYTHING I ANTICIPATE
I WROTE THIS ON JULY 3, 2012
3 MEANS PERFECTION
OR NEW IDEA SLASH SUGGESTION
A DIVINE NEW DIRECTION
AFTER THE THIRD DAY OF RESURRECTION
111 WAS THE MESSEGE
THE NUMBERS.. I DONT QUESTION
111 WAS THE VERY START FOR ME
A COOL TRICK THAT TAUGHT ME
111 WAS THE KEY
FOR 111 WILL BE
MY ULTIMATE DEATH...COMING IN A TRINITY
FROM THERE...I LIVE HAPPYILY FOR INFINITY
SO I COUNT
1 THEN 2
THEY SAY DEATH COMES IN 3
NOW IM A BRAND NEW ME
FOR THIS WAS MY INTENDED INITIATION
INTO "THE DIVINE THREE"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

HOLLYWOOD ADOPTED THE TRADITIONS FROM EGYPT WHICH IS WHY THEY ARE ASSOCIATED WITH THE PYRAMIDS AND THE NUMBER 3//TRIANGLE HAS THREE SIDES..COINCIDENCE? NOPE..EVERYTHING THEY DO IS SYMBOLIC AND EVERYTHING MEANS SOMETHING ESPECIALLY NUMBERS SO I HAD TO LEARN WHAT EACH MEANT FROM A BIBLES POINT OF VIEW..FROM THE A HEBREW BIBLE EVERY NUMBER IS SYMBOLIC ALSO..HERES A BRIEF DECRIPTION..IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN NUMBERS YOU CAN EMAIL ME AND I CAN SEND YOU A LINK THAT TELLS YOU ALL ABOUT IT..
*NUMBER 1 (ALEPH):UNITY, ALEPH IS AN OX IN HEBREW. IT SIGNIFIES STRENGHT OR BEING FIRST. NOTE THAT GENESIS IS THE FIRST BOOK IN THE BIBLE TITLED THE BEGINNING; THE 1ST COMMANDEMNT SAYS "THOU SHALT HAVE NO OTHER GODS BEFORE ME" THIS EXPRESSES THE UNITY OF GOD AND THE FACT THAT THIS ONE GOD IS THE CREATOR OF ALL..ONLY ONE!
**NUMERER 2 (BETH): DIVISION, DOUBLE WITNESS; BETH IN HEBREW MEANS HOUSE/HOUSEHOLD; GOD ESTABLISHED A HOUSEHOLD WITH ADAM AND EVE, 2 PEOPLE IN A MARRAIGE. THIS PROVIDED DIRECTION, A DOUBLE WITNESS IN THE FAMILY TO KNOW THE WILL OF GOD. IT TAKES 2 POINTS TO MAKE A LINE AND ESTABLISH DIRECTION
***NUMBER 3 (GIMEL): DIVINE FULLNESS, PERFECTION; GIMEL IS CAMEL IN HEBREW. IT SIGNIFIES TO BE LIFETED UP WITH PRIDE BEING THE NEGATIVE SIDE AND BEING GLORIFIED OR ELEVATED TO A POSITION OF AUTHORTIY BEING THE POSITIVE SIDE.

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DIVINE THREE PT1

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THIRD EYE

AS MY PEN HITS THIS PAPER
INTUITION I JUST WRITE
ORDINARIES WONT GET IT
YET, THE SPECIAL JUST MIGHT
FOR THIS IS ABOUT WHATS TRUE
ABOUT WHATS RIGHT
SO LISTEN
AS MY THOUGHTS TAKE FLIGHT
THROUGH THESE PARABLES I RECITE

YES, MANY WILL THINK ME STRANGE
EVEN SLIGHTY DERANGED
THATS OK THOUGH
BECAUSE MY KNOWLEGE IS WIDE RANGE

SO NEVER ASK ME TO EXPLAIN
WHAT I CANT EXPLAIN
SINCE TRUTH IVE GAINED
IVE SOMEHOW BECAME
SOMETHING SLIGHTLY INSANE
IN HOPES TO GAIN
ALL SECRETS THAT CONTAIN
NEEDED STIMULATION FOR THE BRAIN
YET, I MUST REFRAIN
FROM SHARING CERTAIN KNOWLEGE I ATTAIN?
WHY?

IM LIKE DIVINCI
IN SEARCH OF THE HOLY GRAIL
SPIRITUALLY IM UNDER A SPELL
TO NO ONE I MUST TELL
SO THROUGH WRITING I YELL
AS THE SECOND STAR FELL
RELEASING ME FROM JAIL
KNOWLEDGE POST BAIL
INSPIRATION CAME LIKE HAIL
DELIVERED LIKE MAIL
TO BECOME THE HEAD
NO LONGER THE TAIL
IM A SMALL FISH AT SAIL
THIS MYSTERIOUS JOURNEY SHALL UNVEIL
GREATNESS THAT WILL PREVAIL

ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO
BYE-BYE TO THIS TOWN
BEEN THROUGH THE UPS
EXPERIENCED WAY TOO MANY DOWNS
MY WHEEL OF FORTUNE
YEAH, HAS FINALLY COME AROUND
I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SWEET SOUND
I STARE AT THE MOON
YUP, GRACE HAS FOUND..
ME

YET UNFAMILAR GRACE FEELS LIKE A NIGHTMARE
SCARY SHIT LIKE JASON
ITS TELLING EVERYTHING FOR ME CAN CHANGE
IF I JUST BECOME A "FREEMASON"

DARK WHISPERS IN MY EAR
SOFTLY ASKING ME
ISNT BEING ON TOP
EVERYTHING HUMANS DESIRE TO BE?
LET ME IN
BECAUSE THROUGH ME
YOUR FREE

EVERY NIGHT I PRAY TO GOD
UNEXPECTED VISIT HAS BEEN SCARY
KEEP PRAYING TO MY GOD
LIKE THE CATHOLICS HAIL MARY

HOLY SPIRIT HAS A HOLD
SLOWLY TAKING CONTROL
WHAT DOES IT REALLY WANT?
IM TOLD ITS MY SOUL
HIDDEN TRUTHS
I UNFOLD
IM A DEAD SEA SCROLL
SUMMONED IN THIS WORLD
TO PLAY A SPECIFIC ROLL
IF I DO WHAT IM TOLD
PUTS ME ONE STEP CLOSER
TO IMY ULTIMATE GOAL

SUDDENLY
I AM NO LONGER SCARED
PROMISED TO NEVER RUN
NOW IM WONDERING WHAS TO COME
WILL ITS WILL BE DONE?

IT INSTRUCTS ME "FOLLOW THE NUMBERS"
THROUGH THEM
THEY SHALL LEAD
SO I FOLLOW THE SIGNS
AND AS STRANGE AS IT SEEMS
I CAN ALWAYS SOMEHOW
DECIFER WHAT THEY MEAN
SO I CAN NEVER DENY
OBVIOUS TRUTH
MAKING ME HAVE FAITH LIKE
THE BOOK OF RUTH

WHATS REALLY ON THE OTHER SIDE?
OTHER SIDE OF THAT RAINBOW
WHATEVER IT IS
I SWEAR I WANNA KNOW
WHICH IS WHY I AUTOMACTICALLY
GO WITH THE FLOW
JUST TO WATCH MY WISDOM
NOURISH AND GROW

DIVING INTO THAT WATER
HEAD FIRST I SHALL SWIM
DARK WHISPER REASSURING ME
IM NOT LIKE THE REST OF THEM
EXTRA-ORDINARY
ABOVE ALL THE REST
SILENT ED I AM
SO SUBLIMANLY I CONFESS
AND AS IM PUT TO THE TEST
IT TELLS ME IM BLESSED
TO NEVER WORRY
RID MYSELF OF ALL STRESS

BECAUSE THE STARS HAVE ALINGED
AND SOON I WILL FIND
KNOWLEDGE
FOR I AM NO LONGER BLIND
OR EVEN CONFINED
TO THIS PLACE THAT
IVE CHOSEN TO LEAVE BEHIND
FOR NOW IS THE TIME
TO BECOME SOMETHING DIVINE
CANT ESCAPE MY DESTINY
ITS PLANTED IN MY MIND

ED THE GOAT BEING FED
IM A BABY BEING LED
TO SECRETS OF THE UNKNOWN
PURPOSELY UNSHOWN
CUZ THE TRUTH
THEY HID IT
BUT NOW
I DONT GET IT
WHY CAN I NEVER ADMIT IT?

CUZ HIDING IT MAKES ME CONCERNED
NOT FAIR THAT I CAN NEVER SHARE
ALL THAT IVE LEARNED
NOTHING I MUST SAY
JUST GOTTA LOOK THE OTHER WAY

EVEN THOUGH THAT TRUTH HURTS
AND THOSE HEAL
WISDOM I FEEL
DARKNESS HAS SHOWED ME
JUST HOW MUCH "THE KNOWING" IS REAL
SILENCE BE STILL
OR ELSE BE KILLED

MORE DARK WHIPSERS SAYING
"I WANT YOU TO BE
A SECRET WEAPON IN THE GAME
NO NEED TO ESTABLISH A NAME
JUST KNOW I HAVE CAME
TO INTRODUCE YOU TO FAME
PERFECTION U CLAIM
WELL CURIOSITY I BLAME
U WILL NEVER BE SAME
SINCE U HELPED PAINT THIS PICTURE
OUTLINED THE STARS AS YOUR FRAME
SMALL PARTS OF U WANT IN
HOLDING BACK WOULD BE A SHAME"
SO I DONT

AND NOW
MODERN DAY EGYPT I SEE
A LAND THATS SO FREE
AND ALLOWS ME TO BE
ECCENTRIC LITTLE ME
YET
THIS UNFAMILAR LAND
YES WILL EXPLORE
I NEED TO LEARN MORE.....

TO BE CONTINUED

Author's Notes/Comments: 

ALOT OF MY KNOWLEDGE/INSPIRATION COMES FROM BIBLE STORIES AND MANY OF THE THINGS I SAY ARE BIBLE REFRENCES SUCH AS THE WORD 'ED' WHICH MEANS WITNESS OR WHEN I SPEAK OF THE LAND OF EGYPT. THIS POEM WAS INSPIRED BY EVENTS THAT LED ME TO A DARK PLACE BASED ON ME JUST BEING CURIOUS, IMPATIENT, AND JSUT THAT CRAVE FOR KNOWLEDGE NO MATTER THE SOURCE. I DUG INTO ASTROLOGY, TAROT CARDS, READING THE CONSTELLATIONS AND STUDYING MAGIC THAT PROVED TO BE VERY REAL. THIS JOURNEY WAS TRULY AND INTRODUCTION THAT SHOWED ME FIRST HAND JUST HOW THE DEVIL WORKS.A WHILE BACK I WANTED TO KNOW IF ALL THAT BS ABOUT THE ILLUMINATI AND CELEBS WORSHIPPING THE DEVIL TO BECOME FAMOUS WAS REAL, ONLY THROUGH GODS GOOD GRACE, HE PROVED TO ME YEAH IT IS AND ALSO TESTED (AND PROCTECTED ME FROM EVIL HARMS) ME JUST TO SEE WHICH WAY I WOULD SWAY ONCE I DID GET MY PROOF. WHAT FAMOUS PPLE DO TO GET WHERE THEY ARE IS REAL AND UNGODLY. GOD TELLS US TO NOT WORHIP THE STARS, MOON OR ANYTHING IN THE SKY BECAUSE ITS AN ABOMINATION AND WHOEVER PRACTICES SORCERY, WITHCRAFT, TAROT CARD READING..WELL LETS JUST SAY ITS NOT SAFE.. WE ALL WILL HAVE THAT DAY WHEN GOD WILL PLACE HIS PEOPLE IN A POSITION TO CHOOSE RIGHT FROM WRONG. WE ALL KNOW SATAN PRESENTS EVERYTHING NICE, PRETTY, EASY, ECT.. SO ITS ALWAYS EASY TO CHOOSE HIS WAY AND IM NOT GONNA LIE, I THOUGHT ABOUT TAKING THE EASY WAY OUT BY SELLING OUT BUT BEING FAMOUS WAS SOMETHING I NEVER STRIVED FOR ANYWAY BUT BEING HEARD IS SOMETHING I DO STRIVE FOR. BUT I WILL NEVER RISK MY SOUL JUST TO FULLFILL THAT DREAM. WETHER YOU ARE A BELIEVER IN GOD, THE DEVIL, GOOD OR EVIL, ALL I KNOW IS WHAT IVE EXPEIRENCE OVER A CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME PROVED THAT THERE REALLY ARE SUPER NATURAL FORCES THAT CONTROL EVERYTHING! ITS UP TO US AS PHYISCAL BEINGS TO CHOOSE WHAT WE LET INTO OUR MINDS BODY AND SOULS BECAUSE THERE ARE DARK FORCES OUT THERE, JUST WAITING TO BE INVITED IN WETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT. PUT GOD FIRST!!!!!

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