discouraging

Mirror - rorriM

Where did I go never asked never sought after

Older I guess the grey shines through, wrinkles

ha those aren't new. Tired feet aching hands

less hair ah who cares. Not 21 anymore boy 

those went by fast. Yet eyes remain color 

hardened by time seen too much crap to

ignore that ticking clock. Life's been okay so

far no one new in my life. Season change

sometimes not at all look at Cleveland. 

 

Winter from October - March who signed

up for this shit not me. Friendships reached 

limits I guess lost more then the pain was

worth, lesson learned. I found myself along

my path of who I can trust and those who still

stand in the dark. Though they will never truly

know who is who anymore it's my secret. 

 

Love my family the one's who have adopted me

couldn't ask for better people. At times I am sorry

if I let anyone down it's not how I want to live my life.

I wanted to be noticed and appreciated helpful if I can

never wanted anyone to hate me but I guess it happens.

Truth be told God has me on a path some may not

believe and others will question for it's there that

being helpful is my path. That mirror is only a reflection

of what you see if you look deeper it's behind the eye's

and deep inside the soul is where true meaning of ones

life begins and ends. 

 

Who knows what this life has in store we can only accept

it one day at a time. Perhaps there might be someone who

can help me one day. Maybe even push me into the right direction

though right now I'm on father times card and losing ground but

I will keep my smile on and still greet and love the haters. Cause

when your time comes and no one will stand by your side look 

me up I'll help fight even if it's a losing battle.

 

By: RJCrow

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hopeless

 

 

...........

 

 

 

the sad wimpish one 

 

he covers his body with blood

 

hoping someone will notice

 

just how ugly he is

 

 

he wants to be noticed

 

for the great person he truly is

 

but has no time to notice

 

that no one notices

 

anything anymore

 

 

and life goes on

 

and he stays sad

 

dying to live

 

and crying to die

 

 

never having the balls

 

to ask himself why

 

 

2:39 AM 7/6/2013

 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

inspired by the signs of the times, and those who are having a hard time enjoying life on life's terms.