I don’t know you!
I don’t want to know you!
But I have to if I need to know why you loathe strangers like no tomorrow.
I’m a curious boy so I can’t stop poking my nose into the mess you made.
There’s a girl who lives in the British Isles.
She doesn’t know you!
You don’t want to know her!
Yet, you cut her open and call the cops on her so they can cure her wounds.
That is no accident. You fractured her soul on purpose and pretend it’s her fault.
Where is your humanity? Are you even human at all?
Who are you to call yourself an advocate for world peace?
So I say fuck your agenda. Your stupidity can't trick me into turning against the girl.
Just because the fire you started ain’t my business doesn’t mean I can’t chime in.
When a maiden as kind and sweet as she is in danger, it is everyone’s business.
Why do you claim to be in favor of equal rights when you have blood on your hands?
A good activist must always be a good pacifist. Never are their words used to perpetrate murder.
Who’s going to stand by you when the gravity of your actions come crashing down on you?
Who’s going to shelter you when the people you speak up for want nothing to do with you?
Who’s going to survive when your puppet shows concludes?
When you drop the mic that’s rigged with a bomb that blew up the city?
Look what you’ve done!! Look what you’ve done!! Look what you’ve done!!
You didn’t wake up to smell the roses that were painted by the blood spilt from your casualties.
The lone survivor is the girl who came close to death and there you are, continuing to break her.
You’d rather be comforted by your ego than brace yourself for the consequences of your miscalculation.
You don’t know the people you’re hurting as well as you think you do.
I pray now that the girl who survived the bombing buys an enchanted shield to keep you away from her.
My hypothesis is that nobody important in your life taught you that karma is a vindictive boomerang.
I’m not known for being a social butterfly, but I know an incredibly deadly viper when I see one.
Dead I feel,
Dead I went.
They murdered me,
Me and my husband.
My greatest enemy,
Who created the matrix.
Deja vu all over again,
When I delve into my madness.
Pain
Again
Like blood running red
From a bullet in my head
I am my worst enemy
And I just lost a battle with me
See, it’s clear
I am the one thing that I fear
For I can only truly be free
From anything other than me
I want to do good, I know I can
But in the mirror is a man
I don’t recognize
Whom I despise
Because it’s me I’ve idolized
I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I
I’m sick of the lie
That I’ve been handed
That I’ve been branded
That the world revolves around me
It can’t be
Or else I wouldn’t be in this mess
To keep God God, I’ve learned is best
Everywhere I look is destruction
Everything I’ve built is ruined
It’s remains litter my past
With little hope for the future
You are my own worst enemy
It’s not the pressure of what I should be
It’s that I’m drowning in a sea of Me
I can’t believe that you’d lie to my face
But that’s your nature
You can’t help it
You’re a spawn of the Father of Deceit himself
A child of the devil
Just let me go
Die already
That I may live
And live fuller
Let go of me!
I am no longer am under your power
So why do I fall for it?
Why can’t I die that I may live?
Why can’t I kill my Self that I may survive?
That demon of ancient instinct
Who’s preyed upon my soul for so long
I know what’s right
And yet I choose wrong
Willingly
Passionately
Go to Hell Self,
Go back to where you belong
Free my soul from your clutches
That I may live eternally
For I know you
And I am my own worst enemy
Why did you do this?
I ask you for nothing
I didnt even know you.
Why me?
I deserve an answer.
Instead you grin.
Tear one.
I even tried to help you
Still sour?
Ill play by your rules
You snicker. This is pain.
Tear two.
Im trying to understand.
If you would let me.
Wait, I dont need your permission!
You dont own me!
Smacked down
While hearing the sound of hysterical laughter
Three, Four. . .Tweleve. . . Twenty.
I give up.
I can no longer cry for you, Confidence.
Sharmaine Marie
NOV 5 2012 6:56 PM