Narcissism

Pain

Again

Like blood running red

From a bullet in my head

I am my worst enemy

And I just lost a battle with me

See, it’s clear

I am the one thing that I fear

For I can only truly be free

From anything other than me

I want to do good, I know I can

But in the mirror is a man

I don’t recognize

Whom I despise

Because it’s me I’ve idolized

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I

I’m sick of the lie

That I’ve been handed

That I’ve been branded

That the world revolves around me

It can’t be

Or else I wouldn’t be in this mess

To keep God God, I’ve learned is best

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I struggle with this one

I struggle with this one everyday! But im glad to say my faith tested has been strong and I for one have found it better this far along, I don't always see it, and sometimes I fall short, but in the end the right way turns out testingly better  than I ever thought! :) great write! I feel our angst about these situations! Hugss SS 


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