To me and everyone else you were always Alex C.
I fell in love with Alex C.
I married Alex C.
I travelled with Alex C.
I wanted children with Alex C.
Alex C. Told me I was his everything
Alex C. Told me he could never hurt me
Alex C. Told me I was the only one for him
Alex C. Vowed to be loyal to me forever
My Husband Alex C.
Then one day you were Alexander.
I cried because of Alexander
I broke because of Alexander
I lost my love because of Alexander
I have a hole in my heart because of Alexander.
Alexander knowingly hurt me, more than anyone has hurt me in my life.
Alexander did unspeakable things to me
Alexander broke his vows
Alexander gave himself to someone else.
A whore’s lover, Alexander.
You told everyone you wanted to be Alexander but no one listened. Is that still what you want Alexander?
He came to his dad on the eve of his wedding asking
“Dad, any last minute advice?”
“Any words of wisdom?”
“And please can you be precise.”
“When it comes to your wife,” Dad smiled
“I have a few insights that might apply:
Know when to make her laugh
and know when to let her cry.”
Let her know you will do your best
to never make her frown
to encourage and support her…
and never let her down.
And finally tell her she need not be afraid
because you want it known…
you will always be beside her…
and she’ will never be alone.
"She had been waiting,
for her knight.
Her proper gentleman,
the one who at night
would hold her tight,
the only way
that seemed right
to sleep.
So deep,
was her love
for someone she hadn't met yet,
it kept her away
from the others.
No prince
could ever save this
damsel in distress.
She was busy, anyway.
But on one
humid, busy day,
one said hello.
And in a blur of a year,
she realized
she had said 'yes',
with stone like Ocean
adorned on left hand.
She was happy.
She was going to unite
with one whom
she had searched
her entire life for.
One who loves her
for who she is,
and every thing
that implies.
He is no knight,
no master-commander,
just a man
who has a way with words;
or so he likes to think.
All she wants,
is to ink into passing
the change of last name.
A light love story,
that began two year ago,
one busy day.
My new Russian bride can only speak one english word and that word is no.
If she doesn't start behaving like a wife, she will have to go.
When I paid her way to America, I didn't know things would go sour.
We've been married for six weeks and I'm sick of taking cold showers.
When she arrived, I was thrilled to see the plane land.
But now I'm having to get some relief by using my hand.
Married people are supposed to make love, her behavior is absurd.
I'd really like to kill the idiot who taught her that one english word.
Sexual relations is the only thing that my marriage is lacking.
If she doesn't learn how to say 'yes', I will send her packing.
I'm sure you can understand my frustration and distress.
If you marry a Russian, you'd better hope she can say yes.
At night I lie awake and wach you sleep
Right beside me
And I feel an unchanging passion, an irresistable attraction
And the tears pour from my eyes
As I think of you in my life
And I know for the rest of my days
I'll love you forever and always
Girl I know we are meant to be
Although we may disagree
You're still my angel send from above
I'd rather fight with you, than make love with someone else
And the tears pour from my eyes
As I think of you in my life
And I know for the rest of my days
I'll love you forever and always
And I can see you walking down that isle
In that long white dress
This could be your fairytale
Baby, all you have to do is say yes
And the tears pour from my eyes
As I think of you in my life
And I know for the rest of my days
I'll love you forever and always
And the tears pour from my eyes
Because you'll always be in my life
And i know for the rest of my days
I will love you forever and always
I will love you forever and always
Forever and always
Marriage, what a delicacy.
But it's better to stay as a celibacy.
If I would marry someone, I'd do it genuinly.
To give love affectionately.
I don't want to do it unintentionally.
It'd be awful if I did it with hesitancy, questionably, and senselessly.
But eventually, I will marry professionally and majestically.
A friendly face is always one to remember, and I remember his the most.
When we were kids we played together, in highschool we were inseperable. Then in college he became my husband, till death do us part... Thats what we always said. But what we didnt expect was the arguments, two years into marriage and we were both done. We tried to stay together, it was just to hard. After many arguments we decided one last try, one last 'honeymoon' vacation.
"Lets go to Mount Fuji he says, It'll be fun he said." Beth punched a wall as she angrily muttered mean words about her husband.
Jamie rolled his eyes at his wife, knowing exactly what she was saying about him. Beth took a look at her knuckles with the light on her head, they were bleeding.
She quickly wrapped her bandana around them to stop the blood, "How are we going to get out of here?" She asked.
Jamie looked around the hole they fell into, it was dark, cold, and wet.
They had attempted to climb Mount Fuji on their own, it hadn't worked out so far.
" I don't know Beth, but it looks like there might be something over there." He pointed his light towards something in the distance.
"What is it?" Beth walked towards him, she squinted, it looked like it was almost glowing.
Jamie went to the wall that held the odd glowing object, Beth followed.
It was a gem, a blue glowing gem with small white specs in it. "What do you suppose that is?" Jamie said while poking it.
"Jamie." Beth Squealed "Don't touch it, what if its alien?" Jamie snickered, "Honey I don't think aliens exist." Beth rolled her eyes and smiled. "Haven't you seen the X-Files Jamie? The truth is out there." They both laughed, the most real laugh they've had in many months.
Jamie and Beth Sighed, Jamie still having his hand on the gem, touched Beth's hand. Then all of a sudden the room lit up, there were many colors, dancing and swirling. Beth closed her eyes, she was afraid, she felt Jamie embrace her. The light stopped, she looked up to see Jamie's eyes very wide. She looked around her, she was in her living room. She ran to the window, and saw everything just as it was when they left home. She turned to her husband, "Alien."
At times think I,
With an intense sigh,
Marriage is not for all,
Since it makes some fall!
When Bacon’s words I remember,
That the unmarried ones serve better,
I feel like extolling the notion,
With a cavernous sensation.
Yet staying spinster is against natural law,
Wedding may not be for the special ones though!
My Most Sincere Prayer
Dear Lord, thank you for all you have given me. Forgive me my sins, please guide my heart, words and actions that I might be a better man tomorrow. Lord I swear on my soul. If I am given another chance, I will give her all of me. I will give her honesty and trust. I will keep my word to her in all things. I will strive to make us both more than we are. I will study and follow your way Lord, lead our house to you , and both of us ultimately into your Kingdom. I swear Lord that should you bless us with a child, it will be raised in your light, knowing of your word and your love. I will hold her above all things in this world, and apriciate her as the most precious gift that she has always been, but I at times failed to see. I will make her my queen, I will bow before her, humble in the presence of her grace. I will let her lead me when I am lost. And lead her should she ever be so. I will let her support me and hold me up when I am weary. And I will never let her fall when she is the same. I will turn away from selfishness in all things, and put her needs and her desires above my own every time I am given the honor of having the opportunity. I promise to serve her, in any way I can every time I can, and I will be vigilant, ever watching for ways to do so, that she not always need ask, and in so doing serve you. I will never mistreat, disrespect or neglect her. I will speak to her with patience , love and reverence, even should I become angry with her. I will never become lazy or complacent, but instead work tirelessly, that she may rest, or better, we rest togather when our work is done . I will love her Lord, I will love her so that my actions, words, deeds, and my determination to do so make stronger the very meaning of the word. I will conduct myself with composure and calm, never saying anything hurtful, or harsh. I will remember that she is not perfect and I will never expect her to be. Not one day Lord will I ever forget that I am but a poor wretch in her presence, a flawed and undeserving man standing in the light of an angel that you have sent to me. And I promise Lord that on my knees, I would declare every word of this before any who would hear me. Never hiding it from any for the sake of my own pride. I ask for your mercy Lord, mercy and guidance for a poor sinner and a fool. In the name of Jesus I pray,
Amen.