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251 My Suicide Poem 2007 1 237 16 years ago
252 Would you notice if I stopped Breathing? Poem 2006 1 236 17 years ago
253 I danced with an educart today Poem 2006 236 18 years ago
254 Another Rainy Day Poem 2008 236 16 years ago
255 Good Enough Poem 2007 235 16 years ago
256 The moon reminded me Poem 2006 235 17 years ago
257 Only he Poem 2007 234 16 years ago
258 Just my Uncle and me Poem 2005 3 234 18 years ago
259 Unconditional love we take for granted Poem 2004 3 234 19 years ago
260 Handmade Poem 2007 233 16 years ago
261 Undeserved Crown Poem 2006 233 17 years ago
262 Shattered Poem 2007 1 233 16 years ago
263 Drowning Poem 2006 233 17 years ago
264 There is a void Poem 2008 233 15 years ago
265 The beating of my heart Poem 2006 233 17 years ago
266 Too much pain, not enough tears Poem 2006 232 18 years ago
267 Your fantasy Poem 2005 2 231 19 years ago
268 Forgive Me Poem 2008 231 16 years ago
269 Noah Poem 2008 1 230 16 years ago
270 Blink of an eye Poem 2004 4 230 19 years ago
271 If I ever committed suicide Poem 2004 2 230 19 years ago
272 If we Poem 2007 230 16 years ago
273 Winter Poem 2008 229 15 years ago
274 Prayer for my best friend Poem 2005 2 229 18 years ago
275 HeartTime Poem 2008 229 16 years ago
276 Kingdom above Poem 2005 1 229 18 years ago
277 The Mask Poem 2008 1 228 16 years ago
278 Bleeder's Prayer Poem 2006 1 227 17 years ago
279 Psychology teacher Poem 2004 4 227 19 years ago
280 When Poem 2006 227 18 years ago
281 Something different Poem 2006 227 18 years ago
282 Dry Poem 2006 227 18 years ago
283 Counting tears instead of sheep Poem 2008 226 16 years ago
284 Angels wings Poem 2004 3 226 19 years ago
285 All I need is Jesus Poem 2008 226 16 years ago
286 Holy one Poem 2005 1 226 18 years ago
287 My final goodbye Poem 2008 225 16 years ago
288 Paranoid Poem 2005 1 224 18 years ago
289 Cruel myth Poem 2006 4 224 18 years ago
290 Bleed Poem 2004 2 223 19 years ago
291 From the Mental Hospital Poem 2008 223 16 years ago
292 Waiting for death to visit my house for dinner Poem 2007 222 16 years ago
293 Harmony is Poem 2008 222 16 years ago
294 My Confidant Poem 2004 221 19 years ago
295 Your Smile Poem 2012 219 11 years ago
296 My secret revealed Poem 2006 219 17 years ago
297 And he will lead the way Poem 2004 1 219 19 years ago
298 My Only Friend Poem 2007 217 16 years ago
299 Praise the Lord Poem 2006 217 18 years ago
300 I'm not the Beauty Queen Poem 2005 2 216 19 years ago
301 My murderer Poem 2008 216 16 years ago
302 Can't get you out of my head Poem 2005 216 18 years ago
303 Pretend that I'm fine Poem 2005 214 18 years ago
304 Completely Lost Poem 2005 3 214 19 years ago
305 Lift me up Poem 2005 1 214 18 years ago
306 I have a dream... Poem 2008 214 16 years ago
307 Everything I am not Poem 2007 214 17 years ago
308 Beauty of the rain Poem 2006 213 17 years ago
309 God Poem 2005 1 213 18 years ago
310 I call your name Poem 2004 8 213 19 years ago
311 Fading Poem 2005 2 212 18 years ago
312 Untrusted Poem 2004 2 212 19 years ago
313 So Breathe Poem 2005 2 212 19 years ago
314 Can't let go Poem 2005 2 211 18 years ago
315 I can breathe again Poem 2005 1 211 19 years ago
316 Release Poem 2005 1 211 19 years ago
317 Autumn's leaves Poem 2006 210 18 years ago
318 Tears Uncried Poem 2005 1 210 19 years ago
319 Obsession Poem 2005 2 209 19 years ago
320 Walked the earth Poem 2005 1 209 18 years ago
321 If I would ever dare Poem 2004 1 209 19 years ago
322 Unspoken one Poem 2006 1 208 18 years ago
323 Big Brother Poem 2005 3 208 19 years ago
324 One by one Poem 2006 1 208 18 years ago
325 6 ways I could try to get their attention Poem 2004 4 207 19 years ago
326 Why breathe Poem 2004 1 207 19 years ago
327 You nourish me Poem 2005 1 207 18 years ago
328 I Love Poem 2015 205 9 years ago
329 One thousand angels Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
330 Tangled in a spider web Poem 2005 1 204 18 years ago
331 Dial 911 if you want to rescue me Poem 2004 1 203 19 years ago
332 I gave up Poem 2005 202 19 years ago
333 Family Portrait Poem 2005 1 202 18 years ago
334 Crippled thoughts (death of a thought) Poem 2004 1 202 19 years ago
335 Count the tears Poem 2014 202 9 years ago
336 I thought....but I was wrong Poem 2008 202 16 years ago
337 Goodbye Poem 2014 201 9 years ago
338 AHHHHH! Poem 2005 3 201 19 years ago
339 Fearless Poem 2005 1 201 19 years ago
340 Walk with you forever Poem 2005 199 18 years ago
341 I still love you Poem 2005 3 199 19 years ago
342 Self Destruction Poem 2004 2 198 19 years ago
343 Prayer for Sophie Poem 2005 1 198 19 years ago
344 Put the feeding tube back in Poem 2005 2 198 19 years ago
345 For you Poem 2005 1 198 18 years ago
346 Please don't Poem 2005 197 18 years ago
347 Don't take it away Poem 2005 4 197 19 years ago
348 Worth what I died for Poem 2005 1 195 18 years ago
349 I'm going crazy Poem 2004 1 195 19 years ago
350 When I'm with you Poem 2005 1 194 18 years ago
351 Don't hold anything back Poem 2005 1 194 18 years ago
352 Wanted: Dead or Alive Poem 2005 193 19 years ago
353 This is what pisses me off Poem 2005 1 193 19 years ago
354 Old Candle Poem 2005 1 192 19 years ago
355 Unspoken (I love you, I love you not) Poem 2004 1 192 19 years ago
356 You are Poem 2005 1 191 18 years ago
357 One grape without a seed Poem 2005 2 191 19 years ago
358 Something more Poem 2005 189 19 years ago
359 Niagra Falls fell from my eyes Poem 2005 2 189 18 years ago
360 Obsessing my life away Poem 2005 189 19 years ago
361 Outspoken, speechless, thoughtless Poem 2004 2 189 19 years ago
362 Attention cutters Poem 2004 4 188 19 years ago
363 Completely Poem 2005 187 18 years ago
364 Please don't leave me lifeless Poem 2005 2 187 18 years ago
365 Welcome to my living hell Poem 2004 187 19 years ago
366 Portrait of missing you Poem 2005 187 19 years ago
367 Uninvited Guest Poem 2005 3 186 19 years ago
368 Holding me Poem 2004 1 185 19 years ago
369 If I don't get to hold you Poem 2004 185 19 years ago
370 Friends like you Poem 2005 184 18 years ago
371 I can't, I just can't Poem 2005 184 18 years ago
372 Again Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
373 Weather Report Poem 2005 183 19 years ago
374 Find myself dead Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
375 Haunted Poem 2005 1 183 18 years ago
376 One night stand Poem 2005 182 18 years ago
377 Alive Poem 2005 1 182 19 years ago
378 Scream Poem 2005 1 182 18 years ago
379 Back in your arms again Poem 2005 5 182 19 years ago
380 Detached Poem 2005 1 182 18 years ago
381 Feed the Deer Poem 2005 1 181 19 years ago
382 I'm gonna hold you Poem 2004 181 19 years ago
383 Friendship.............but then again Poem 2004 1 181 19 years ago
384 Pretending.......Just Pretending Poem 2005 1 181 19 years ago
385 I was crying Poem 2005 2 181 19 years ago
386 My best friend Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
387 One last wish Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
388 Frozen Image Poem 2005 1 180 19 years ago
389 I'm so broken Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
390 Words Poem 2004 180 19 years ago
391 Look at my disappearing act Poem 2005 180 19 years ago
392 An explanation that defines the "no" mood Poem 2004 2 179 19 years ago
393 Every breath, every word Poem 2004 1 179 19 years ago
394 Nightime Breakdown Poem 2005 179 19 years ago
395 A million stars, A million pennies Poem 2005 178 19 years ago
396 Beauty Poem 2004 2 178 19 years ago
397 How you make me feel Poem 2004 4 178 19 years ago
398 Poison Poem 2004 2 178 19 years ago
399 I never cried Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
400 If Only Poem 2005 178 19 years ago
401 It's all good Poem 2004 178 19 years ago
402 Star that takes my breath away Poem 2004 2 177 19 years ago
403 Conversations with the rain Poem 2004 1 176 19 years ago
404 Asthma attack (if I could) Poem 2005 176 19 years ago
405 I can hold you in my fantasies Poem 2005 2 176 19 years ago
406 Bipolar disorder Poem 2004 1 176 19 years ago
407 Still wouldn't love you Poem 2005 175 18 years ago
408 1-10 (and I'll do it again) Poem 2005 1 175 19 years ago
409 If I was your love Poem 2005 3 175 19 years ago
410 More than you'll ever know Poem 2005 1 174 19 years ago
411 I'm not afraid Poem 2005 3 173 19 years ago
412 You were always there Poem 2004 1 173 19 years ago
413 Neverending apology Poem 2004 1 173 19 years ago
414 Perfect love Poem 2005 1 172 18 years ago
415 My Everything Poem 2005 1 170 19 years ago
416 Nothing Poem 2004 1 170 19 years ago
417 Taboo (until I met you) Poem 2004 1 170 19 years ago
418 I'll try not to breathe Poem 2004 1 170 19 years ago
419 Rain Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
420 Tonight Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
421 Gambling is illegal Poem 2004 1 168 19 years ago
422 She still smiles Poem 2005 2 168 19 years ago
423 It Poem 2004 3 168 19 years ago
424 The first time I breathed Poem 2004 1 168 19 years ago
425 Unusual Television Poem 2004 168 19 years ago
426 If I could cry Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
427 You go crazy Poem 2004 167 19 years ago
428 Create me Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
429 Unreal Poem 2005 167 18 years ago
430 Conditioned to fear Poem 2005 166 19 years ago
431 Why I hate silence Poem 2004 2 166 19 years ago
432 Sunshine came again Poem 2004 2 166 19 years ago
433 Maybe if I was broken Poem 2004 166 19 years ago
434 Dreaming I was Cinderella Poem 2005 1 166 19 years ago
435 Who I am Poem 2005 2 165 19 years ago
436 Is This A Dream Poem 2004 1 165 19 years ago
437 I never want to stop Poem 2004 165 19 years ago
438 Kill me more and more each minute Poem 2004 1 165 19 years ago
439 Cry with me Poem 2005 1 164 18 years ago
440 I was there Poem 2005 1 164 19 years ago
441 Love of my life Poem 2004 164 19 years ago
442 If you ever wonder how I'm doing without you Poem 2005 1 163 19 years ago
443 Screaming Poem 2004 163 19 years ago
444 Restless Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
445 World in your eyes Poem 2004 163 19 years ago
446 Hold your breath Poem 2004 163 19 years ago
447 When I say I love you Poem 2004 3 162 19 years ago
448 The dream (Bethany's song) Poem 2004 162 19 years ago
449 I feel for you Poem 2004 1 161 19 years ago
450 Reality? Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
451 The night I learned how to live Poem 2005 161 19 years ago
452 How do you say goodbye to sunshine? Poem 2004 1 161 19 years ago
453 Exit at your own risk Poem 2004 160 19 years ago
454 6 months to live Poem 2004 1 160 19 years ago
455 X-hero Poem 2004 158 19 years ago
456 Hope Poem 2004 1 158 19 years ago
457 Fake knife Poem 2004 1 158 19 years ago
458 Another lonely goodbye Poem 2004 1 158 19 years ago
459 Dying for a living Poem 2004 1 157 19 years ago
460 Breathe you out of my life Poem 2004 1 157 19 years ago
461 Fighter For Life Poem 2004 1 157 19 years ago
462 Will you hold me? Poem 2005 1 156 18 years ago
463 I could pretend Poem 2004 2 156 19 years ago
464 Never enough Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
465 On my own (who cares) Poem 2004 155 19 years ago
466 Let me introduce you to the voices in my head Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
467 Tears of someone who loves you Poem 2004 2 154 19 years ago
468 Voices (what it's like) Poem 2004 2 154 19 years ago
469 By Myself Poem 2004 2 154 19 years ago
470 Shades of a love that keeps me alive tonight Poem 2004 2 154 19 years ago
471 Tears that sting my eyes Poem 2004 153 19 years ago
472 I'm not okay Poem 2005 1 152 19 years ago
473 Mental illness is forever Poem 2004 1 151 19 years ago
474 Make believe world Poem 2004 1 151 19 years ago
475 Run Poem 2004 1 151 19 years ago
476 Where are you? Poem 2004 1 150 19 years ago
477 Suicide is the biggest mistake Poem 2005 149 19 years ago
478 Glass case (show me love) Poem 2004 1 149 19 years ago
479 You were there for me (my comfort through the pain) Poem 2004 1 148 19 years ago
480 Never had someone to call "my love" Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
481 Look again (something is better than nothing) Poem 2004 146 19 years ago
482 Remember me Poem 2004 1 145 19 years ago
483 Prince (my favorite dog) Poem 2004 143 19 years ago
484 May I have your attention please Poem 2004 2 141 19 years ago
485 Quiet love Poem 2004 4 139 19 years ago
486 Times that "hello" can't even describe Poem 2004 1 134 19 years ago
487 Hiding from the person in the mirror Poem 2004 128 19 years ago
488 No reason to be afraid Poem 2004 125 19 years ago