I'm going crazy

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I'm going crazy, I don't know what to do

I don't know how or why I just know it's true

I'm going crazy, insane, I'm going out of my mind

but the reasons for this I really can't seem to find

I can't explain it, there are no words that I can say

I just want it to end, I want this to just go away

I'm going crazy and I'm frightened filled with fear

I feel like insanity is right there, tangible, very near

the violence is consuming me and I want to throw things now

I feel like any minute I will blow up though I'm not sure how

the "no" mood takes over and I get so annoyed and scared

it is one of the worst kind of moods I have ever beared

the overhyperness makes me so scared of myself, so afraid

I keep wishing that all of this will somehow all fade

insanity seems to be waiting there for me no matter where I go

I can't tell you why, I can't tell you how cause I don't know

all I know is I am still aware of everything that is in reality

yet some way, some how, it doesn't make sense but I'm going crazy

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teresa_r's picture

This Poem really hit home I can relate I feel like this alot of the time. TERESA RIFE