I was crying

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I would just sit with my eyes closed listening to your voice full of bliss

making sure I heard every sound and word that escaped from your lips

I would give up music forever just to hear you speak to me

cause hearing the way you talk is the sweetest sound as can be

and I would do anything just to be held by your arms tonight

but at the same time the thought of it leaves me with fright

I've dreamed of your kiss for so long now wishing for it

I would be the happiest person alive if I ever got it



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I don't how much longer I can go on without you knowing how I feel

maybe someday I will wake up and all of this won't even be whats real

if only it was a dream that I loved you like I do but it's not

and if I ever had you, it'd be better than anything I've got

your smile, your laugh, everything about you just draws me in

and every time I see you it makes my whole world spin

and if you asked me I guess that I would be lying

if I told you that there was no reason I was crying



deprived every day of your embrace that I dream of

hungry inside of me for your affection and love

and when I am with you I am torn apart because you don't know

I wish I could just tell you but instead I keep letting you go

I can't go on like this for too much longer or I will explode

and the tears that I silently cry for you are on overload

I would go numb inside just to feel you touch my skin

and I would empty everything inside of me just to let you in

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I feel like I'm looking at you

through a stain glass window

I feel like I can't get to you

although I want to break the glass

I turn the other way and run away fast

hoping that the way you make me feel will last

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PS got that you didn't break the glass but wanted to....just incase my comment was a little confusing...I read it again and it was a little confusing to me, hope you got what I was trying to say...I think I got what you were saying and you did it very well....Pam

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I really like the line about the stained glass window and breaking the glass...interesting descriptions of feelings...delicate fragile beauty shattering....wow....did you ever read my Shatterproof? Kind of opposite descriptions but same meaning only I am trying to hide and pretend to be strong, this brings out the vulnerability very bravely,Em....Bravo!...Pam