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they think that I am the happy one

they think I am always having fun

always laughing and telling jokes

what they do not know is my heart chokes

inside I am nothing, without them I am noone

I can get their attention and it will be done

they think that I am someone that I really am

but it's an act I put on cause I know I can

I can act the oppisite of how I feel

I can make believe the pain is not real



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no one needs to know that when no one is there I cry

no one needs to know that every night my heart will die

no one needs to know about the pain that I always feel inside

it is better for me to just take a deep breath and hide

no one needs to know that self abuse runs through my mind

no one needs to know that really happiness is just left behind

I am always hurting and the pain never goes away, it breaks me and it hurts me so

but it's not a big deal, I will live a life of pretend cause no one needs to know



I make people laugh day in and day out

I never take time to think of self-doubt

I say whatever I want to say I don't care

everyone sees this fake smile that I wear

but everyone thinks that the smile is real

and that there is really happiness there that I feel

but don't misunderstand me this is the way I want it to be

I don't want anyone to see past into the eyes of the real me

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I am not superhuman

I am not a happy person

I am in disguise now

and I don't know how

but I continue to hide

the pain I feel inside

and act completely oppisite

the totally hyperness shit

but understand I like it

and this is the way I want it

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