It

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can someone make "it" stop torchuring me

make "it" stop taking over my thoughts and let me be

"it" scares me, makes me jump as high as the sky

"it" makes me laugh but then "it" makes me cry

"it" won't turn off, I can't escape, I can't run

"it" creates a storm deep inside me that weighs a ton

"it" turns like a tornado, rumbles like an earthquake

erupts like a volcano, puts my life at stake

what "it" is, I don't know

but I wish "it" would go



"it" makes me want to hurt myself over and over again

pound my head against the wall to make these feelings end

"it" disturbs my thought process, I'm unable to concentrate

"it" makes me angry, fills me up deep inside with hate

"it" makes me sit in silence alone for hours in my room

"it" makes every part of me hurt and fills me with doom

"it" makes me sleep, "it" makes me stay awake at night

"it" makes me eat, "it" makes me lose my apetite

what "it" is, I don't know

but I wish "it" would go



"it" makes my stomach turn, "it" makes me shake

"it" makes every muscle in my body ache

"it" makes me uncertain, confused about everything

and I don't know or understand anything I'm feeling

"it" makes me have disturbing thoughts I can't get rid of

"it" makes it hard to feel, "it" makes it hard to love

"it" makes me cold, "it" makes me hot

"it" makes me something that I am not

what "it" is, I don't know

but I wish "it" would go



"it" drowns me in a pool of my mysery

"it" chains me up takes me from reality

"it" hurts me, "it" makes me hurt so

"it" swings at me and I take each blow

"it" eats me up over and over again

will you make it go away, make this end

it is choking me, I can hardly breathe

I'm hyperventaling, please save me

save me

save me

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jerry_joseph_huggins's picture

WOW! I loved this poem. I really did! I felt as if I could really relate to this poem on a very deep level. The last couple of lines really got to me, seeing how a lot of my poems here lately say 'let me save you'

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Chai D's picture

Whoa, its very deep,your definatly crying out here

Chai D's picture

Whoa, its very deep,your definatly crying out here