October.31.2000
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
As we hold eachothers hand
It brings my heart to beat fast
Your protection is in demand
May this be it could he be my number one man
Wanting this feeling to forever last
Being together is a blast
As you guide your fingers through my hair
I don't want this night to end
But of course it must nothing in life is fair
I wonder if we'll become more then just a friend
A night so true
Together at last
Who could of knew
It's not hard to forget my past
But for now i must not let your warmth go
Telling by your kiss
Your return will be soon I just know
A night so true no other man can match this
Your feelings please show
I will hold on to tonight
The warmth of your hand
I will remember your gorgeous sight
Soon again by eachothers side we'll stand
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February.18.2013/ April.12.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
This could be the dream come true
If you'd let me into your heart
A passion you never knew
No matter how tough
Just let me take care of you
Trust me from you my love I'll never part
I'll stick by your side no matter how rough
You are by far my one true other half
You have been from the very start
I'll hold your hand
Through thick and thin
Right next to you is where I stand
I'm forever your woman
Who'll cherish you forever
Because you are truely my man
Lets stick together
From here to the moon my soul
Never start over
Making you happy....Forever taking care of you
Will forever be my goal
I'll pick you up when you are down
Praying your heart no one has stole
I promise to make you smile
Whenever you wear a frown
My love in your heart I promise to stay for a long while
From the skies above
And all though out town
People will see what is true love
When they see us side by side
Hand in hand
God sent the angels to give us a message
That sticking through it together is in demand
That my nana believes we are soulmates
We are truely meant to be together and grow old
To never go to bed with hate
To kiss and have love in our hearts
You finding me was truely fate
This is what I've been told
It has been written in the stars
I'll hold onto that message forever and always
To you I forever tightly will hold
And love you more and more each passing day
I will cherish and protect
Give you my shoulder for when you cry
Wipe away your tears
Our love I will never let it die
I will help you get through your fears
To you I promise never to lie
Honesty is all I ask for now in return
Have our dreams soar high
Promise to my heart you won't burn
Sweetheart I do ask
Please to me don't ever say good-bye
And from our past mistakes let us from it learn
To never repeat them again
Always remember there's no "could of been"
Keeping your heart my home
I know won't be an easy task
But I swear on my life I will always try
Please don't ever kick me out
For that is my home
As for my heart is yours
Don't let this love pass us by
Promise to eachother to not make it feel like an everyday chore
Lets be together untill we die
Even after we are angels
Flying freely in the sky
For I will forever stand by my man
Sweetheart you are my special Valentine
If anyone trys to take you away
Shit will definitely hit the fan
And it will be that persons worst day
I believe you will forever be mine
I want with you to take care
To pick you up when your feeling blue
When you have cloudy days I will make them brightly shine
And make you feel brand new
Everyday new experiences with you I want to share
Experience new excitement and make new memories
Every night lay on your chest
Your heart beat I want to hear
In your arms forever rest
Knowing for you I'll always care
Knowing that you know I think you're the best
This could be
I know I'm almost there
I'll wait forever untill you see
When you look in my eyes and stare
I'm here to help you let go of your doubt
No one else will understand you like me
No one else will show how much they care
Or treat you like your suppose to be
To show you true love they don't dare
They do not see how great you are
In your own true way
Unlike with them you don't have to put on a pretend show
With me you can be and act the way you want
Because honey your my luckiest star
You're the cutest there's no need to flaunt
This I hope you know
I will help make you see that everyday
That you are perfect as can be
I love you everytime is what I'll always say
This I hope you can really see
While you soundly sleep
I'll keep watch so you can peacefully rest
And in your dreams forever play
I'll protect your soul
I'll protect you in each and every way
This will be my lasting goal
Know this honey this is my test
To show you my love
I Will show my very best
Each and everyday
To you a new way I will show you how
Our connection will never end soon
We are finally as one
I will forever love you from here to the moon
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July.17.2001
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
I sit here and wait
You not being here is
What I mostly hate
The feelings for you that I have
Still burn
Deep inside my heart
When you left I got upset
And I fell apart
But I'm still happy
Because you I met
I know you'll come back to me
Because what we shared
Can never be just free
Because deep down I know you cared
And to survive
It's my love you really need
So when time is right
Come back and take hold of my hand
And this time hold on real tight
Because all this time right next to you
Is where I'll always stand
I will be here for you
When ever you need a shoulder to cry
What we have I know is true
So whatever happens love
I'll always give us another try
Just remember who is your friend
Because in my heart you'll always be
I'll stick by you till the end
And I'll never set you or our friendship free
The special bond we have
Copyright
I want you
to be with me
I want you
to set me free
I need you
here by me
I need you
to hold my hand
I desire
you to love me
I desire
your touch
I would love
for you to just say it
I would love
for our future to start
~Chrystal
Written on
October 14, 2013
I know your fears
Your tears
When you think no-one’s around
And break down under the façade
The mask you use to hide yourself
I am there, my hand outstretched
But you do not see it
You cannot see it
Do you not know
The walls you’ve built are a one way mirror?
I can see in, but you cannot see a way out
The gates you built to protect you are enclosing around you
Can’t you feel their pressure?
Can’t you hear my voice?
I see the past pain
Engraved by your own hands
On your arms and legs
I see the fear you have
That someone can look past your shadows
And see you
A little girl with tears in her eyes
Trying desperately to be brave
I can see you
And all this time, you thought it infatuation perhaps?
Why I stay around
Why I care
Why I’m always there
Why I support you
Why I pray for you
It’s not a passing craze on my part
It’s love
And because of that, I want to see you reach for the stars
To become better than you are now
To heal the scars that just won’t go away
To find the strength to fight another day
I don’t care if you love me back
I don’t care if you feel indebted
Forget it
Because this isn’t about me
I live through you
Can’t you feel it?
We came together from pieces,
life was slipping away.
I thought that whatever life teaches,
we could learn from each day.
Mistaking anger for passion,
chaos colored the skies.
Thunder and lightening was crashing,
and all I saw were wild eyes.
Are we part of a vision,
that sees deeper than we can?
Are we the start of a mission,
should you be holding my hand?
Can we arrive there the first time,
to save each others' screams?
Are we the reason love is blind,
or must we sigh, in dreams?
I stand alone here now,
though you remain so close.
Flesh and bone; I fear somehow,
that we are becoming....ghosts.
He never thought tho skilled in the art,
how anyone could understand.
And so he kept his wayward heart,
hidden in the palm of his hand.
Going back to a lonely bed,
not comforted by the clock.
The tormented life that he had led,
a mind that raced nonstop.
I have seen this; in my mind,
the tossing and turning each night.
Waiting for some open heart's sign,
with promise to feel the light.
So he trudged thru weary days,
struggling to breathe.
Not knowing peace, but confusing ways,
deciding not to believe.
She always dreamed; tho not out loud,
of that special kiss.
Every time she sang for crowds,
something was amiss.
The social life that she had known,
was coming to an end.
And every night she slept alone,
needing more than a friend.
I have watched this, I have prayed,
trying to help her believe.
As she struggled to just stay brave,
wearing her heart on her sleeve.
So, she worked faithfully,
to keep the wolf from the door.
Not having much security,
but she knew there had to be more.
One day she met this stranger,
his merriment sprinkled with glee.
But in his pretty eyes she saw danger,
and whispered,"what's happening to me?"
From here on out she couldn't turn aside,
not that she even wanted to,
her feelings could not be denied,
she had to think this through.
Meanwhile, his heart was enraptured;
though he never said a word.
Her cute little smile, his lost soul captured,
others thought this absurd.
She brought him chips, a coke, and seemed
to just always be there.
They felt like they had met in a dream,
they had so much to share.
So by and by through much duress,
their secret could keep, no longer.
Late one night, they had to confess,
together they were stronger.
And now their days are blue skies;
for sweet love they have found,
and she is lost inside blue eyes,
and forever he, in brown.
"Happy Anniversary"
to 2 people who HAVE FOUND the magic..
I LOVE YOU BOTH FOREVER...
Mom<3