I was but a faithless faithful married to my odes
A paradox of love and hate
A chainless slave of death
The master of a destiny roaming down lonesome roads
You came one day and I knew what to expect
Dark-red roses and a month for my heart to wreck
Like many of my poems, this love too will come to dust
In the comfort of the night, this bond will start to rust
But your light is stronger than my pessimism
Like a blanket in a stormy night, you envelope me
The touch and warmth of your skin tells me to believe again
In the vision of a tomorrow where I’ll never be alone again
With your lips, I remember my youth and hopes and dreams
With your hands, you take me back before I began to fear
With your tongue, you breathe life to my long-lost faith in heaven
With your eyes, I begin to hope and love again
And so then I took down my Berlin Wall,
Forgetting my sorrow and fear to fall
The Cold War is now over and the Sun has come
Here comes the Summer I've waited years to come
A puzzle I want to unravel,
You upped my curiosity
You bring more questions than answers
Testing my long-held tenacity
Years of reasons have finally abandoned my sanity
What is left is your voice and the visions of our promises
Gone are the days I preferred Rand and Hegel than your predictable daily updates
I now only crave for your fucked-up emojis and monotonous 'Hi's' and 'Hey's'
Wreathe me with your holy Marian poetry
As I undress my Peregrine peculiarity
Cast away the bedlam of the world
And cover me with your celestial words
If this love is a game of dark and light
Take me to Bethlehem where the stars breathe life
I'll lead you to my deepest sorrow
Off to Gethsemane our hearts shall go
Within my majestic eyes, there's a sea of darkness
Shrouded with mystery, a solitary ocean
Rippling waves of intense emotions.
Soft as a blanket yet sharp as blades.
Pursuing passions, through dominance and dynamicity.
These eyes, ablaze with burning intensity
Passion, romance and intimacy with of hint of jealousy.
Tread on my tail lightly, never feed me lies,
Your facades that are transparent to me
Because I'll peel back layer upon layer of you
Because my personality presents itself in various shades,
True colours aren't hard to release from their cage and I'll see right through
I'm a beautiful ocean of secrets
The representation of a water sign
But only those who can handle me,
Can swim exclusively.
He never thought tho skilled in the art,
how anyone could understand.
And so he kept his wayward heart,
hidden in the palm of his hand.
Going back to a lonely bed,
not comforted by the clock.
The tormented life that he had led,
a mind that raced nonstop.
I have seen this; in my mind,
the tossing and turning each night.
Waiting for some open heart's sign,
with promise to feel the light.
So he trudged thru weary days,
struggling to breathe.
Not knowing peace, but confusing ways,
deciding not to believe.
She always dreamed; tho not out loud,
of that special kiss.
Every time she sang for crowds,
something was amiss.
The social life that she had known,
was coming to an end.
And every night she slept alone,
needing more than a friend.
I have watched this, I have prayed,
trying to help her believe.
As she struggled to just stay brave,
wearing her heart on her sleeve.
So, she worked faithfully,
to keep the wolf from the door.
Not having much security,
but she knew there had to be more.
One day she met this stranger,
his merriment sprinkled with glee.
But in his pretty eyes she saw danger,
and whispered,"what's happening to me?"
From here on out she couldn't turn aside,
not that she even wanted to,
her feelings could not be denied,
she had to think this through.
Meanwhile, his heart was enraptured;
though he never said a word.
Her cute little smile, his lost soul captured,
others thought this absurd.
She brought him chips, a coke, and seemed
to just always be there.
They felt like they had met in a dream,
they had so much to share.
So by and by through much duress,
their secret could keep, no longer.
Late one night, they had to confess,
together they were stronger.
And now their days are blue skies;
for sweet love they have found,
and she is lost inside blue eyes,
and forever he, in brown.
"Happy Anniversary"
to 2 people who HAVE FOUND the magic..
I LOVE YOU BOTH FOREVER...
Mom<3
I sit and I wonder
Why am I here?
A year ago I was supposed to die
I told the devil to kiss my ass
And then flicked him off
Just as I walked away
Now I wear glasses
And my memory isn’t right
I’ve got scars to prove my travels
Physical and mental
Now I sit and wonder
Just why for?
I feel me waking up
Is just a sign of
But a sign of what
Just a sign of _____
Go ahead and fill in the blank
Because I sure don’t know what
I’m just here for the ride
I sure don’t get to drive, I told you that
~Chrystal
Written on
September 24, 2010