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February.22.1995 
Trisha M Barrek Hopkins

Tear drops fill my eyes 
As i start to cry 
I think of you 

I ask myself why 
Why the pain i feel inside 
Why the heartaches 

I wish this wasn't true 
Because i truly love you 
But it doesn't matter 

Because my heart is torn in two 
I wish I could sue 
For a broken heart 
But no one really knew 

I miss you so much 
Your special look 
It's gone 

Your special touch 
That's gone too 
We'll have our memories 
Of the good times though 

But the last tear falls from my eye 
That is the tear drop 
Never again 
I must cry 

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September.14.1998 
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins

Look into this heart of mine 
Look down deep and low 
And see if you can find 
How hard it is to show 

How it feels when your around 
Tell me what you feel...What you hear 
Explain the unexplained sound 
Could it be this falling tear

Look into this heart of mine 
When you came into my world one day 
See how my eyes opened and shined 
I was speechless and nothing to say 

Because the first time i laid my eyes on you 
I wanted you from the start 
I can see in your eyes your true 
Now i know i can give you my heart 

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Worthless, a word with common speak interlaced,

Describes me so well in a fashion so perfect.

I have no meaning, no use, no love or place;

I want to be displaced; from life be erased.

So come and end me, come slit my throat;

Come suffocate me, and watch me choke.

Don't hesitate, I wanna prolong this pain;

Have no mercy, just play it like a game.

Tie my arms, my feet, restrain and throw me;

Into a tank of boiling tar you'll force me.

Scattered inside are razors so gleaming;

So pleasing is that music of me screaming.

Take serrated blades, rip my wrists apart;

Carve out my eyes, like the hopes in my heart.

Drain my blood, drink it like a fucking wine;

So sweet, delicious; it's the end of my time.

Rip out my fucking heart and tear it apart,

There's no love left in me to give anyways.

Carve out my chest cavity, it's divine art;

Hollow me, use me like a fucking ashtray.

Hold down my hands, tear off my fingernails;

Hang them as bloody ornaments so pleasing.

Screaming agonized joy, my heart now fails;

Just kill me now, this wish so diseasing.

So take a hammer, smash in my worthless face;

Stomp on my remains, now but a disgrace.

Digest my flesh, make me part of your soul;

Feel my corpse, touch the walls of my skull.

Lock me in a chair, force my eyes open wide,

Make me witness the horrors of real genocide.

My screaming only intensifies this pain;

On the floor is a growing red bloodstain.

Take my corpse, throw it in the sea's midst,

With anchors tied tightly to my rotten chest.

Let not one piece or memory of me remain,

So I'll be forgotten and all will be the same.

I don't care how, just please end me quickly;

You know, there's a reason for my death plea.

I'm sick of hurting others, sick of being me,

Sick of being the one to cause all the misery.

It's not that I would normally wish to die,

But at this point I can now seem to find,

I've brought this unto myself, can't deny,

So please kill me before I change my mind.

Flying free
Away from here
My love branded me
Now nothing to fear
Nothing to lose
Everything's gone
All I have left
Is a new song

Now I'm free to fly
Away from here
No hold over me
Not one tear
My body is burned
By death of passion
Now all alone
Demise my ration
My ashes will fly
On the wings of the breeze
And you'll remember my love
In the whispers of the trees
For though I am free
I'm not leaving, hear?
And the remembrance of me
Will haunt you my dear

This freedom...; is it free?
Or is it just my apathy
Chilling the coals that once burned
Before your ice did make them turn
Now ashes are all thats left of my love
Look down on me good God above!
See the pain that's slit open my veins
See all the tears that are hidden in rains
See how my dreams were dashed on what's real
See how loving of death I now feel
And all the while I can see her grinning
This I know: Death is just the beginning
So again I ask, Is freedom free
Or is it just a wish for me?

Who knew I could make ashes from cinders?
Who knew that Snow could be made of heat?
Who knew that always doesn't mean forever?
Who knew that my loss could make me complete?

Flying free
Away from here
My love burned me
Now nothing to fear
Nothing to lose
Everything's gone
All I have left
Are the words of a song

Free to fly
Away from here
Nothing to hold me
Not one tear
My ashes will fly
On the wings of the breeze
And you'll hear my love
In the whispers of the trees

Who knew I could make ashes from cinders?
Who knew that Snow could be made of heat?
Who knew that love doesn't last forever?
Who knew that loss could make me complete?

Tear down the walls,
with all your strife.
Break through the glass,
with love and life.
Snap through the sky,
and burn down their hearts,
'till their knee-deep,
in their blood that you keep.

your the tear that came from this eye // but you began to drip down & slowly died // you used to be my everything but now i see everything // the truths // the lies // the who's // the whys // girl i loved it when you was shy // but now it feels like you on that sifi // everyday u began to transform // clouds that began to add up to a storm // i remembered when you used to be my prime // now it feels like you're worthless then a dime // & i aint sorry to say cuz it was only a matter of time // before i grew up & learned from the pain // it help me evolve into something that i cant explain // but its for the better cuz it turned out to be something good // yea i understand you used my heart like if it was firewood // but i rose from the ashes // yea you aint think i could // & now that im ten times the person that i was // u wanna come back like what // nah pause // yea i kno i used to make that wish that would stay printed in these viens // & hoped that someday you'll feel the same so maybe i shouldnt complain // but that was in the past where now i only see bloodstains // im on my new high // & like the past im done // no more making wishes on airplanes.

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