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End Me (While I Want It) - May 7, 2012

Worthless, a word with common speak interlaced,

Describes me so well in a fashion so perfect.

I have no meaning, no use, no love or place;

I want to be displaced; from life be erased.

 

So come and end me, come slit my throat;

Come suffocate me, and watch me choke.

Don't hesitate, I wanna prolong this pain;

Have no mercy, just play it like a game.

 

Tie my arms, my feet, restrain and throw me;

Into a tank of boiling tar you'll force me.

Scattered inside are razors so gleaming;

So pleasing is that music of me screaming.

 

Take serrated blades, rip my wrists apart;

Carve out my eyes, like the hopes in my heart.

Drain my blood, drink it like a fucking wine;

So sweet, delicious; it's the end of my time.

 

Rip out my fucking heart and tear it apart,

There's no love left in me to give anyways.

Carve out my chest cavity, it's divine art;

Hollow me, use me like a fucking ashtray.

 

Hold down my hands, tear off my fingernails;

Hang them as bloody ornaments so pleasing.

Screaming agonized joy, my heart now fails;

Just kill me now, this wish so diseasing.

 

So take a hammer, smash in my worthless face;

Stomp on my remains, now but a disgrace.

Digest my flesh, make me part of your soul;

Feel my corpse, touch the walls of my skull.

 

Lock me in a chair, force my eyes open wide,

Make me witness the horrors of real genocide.

My screaming only intensifies this pain;

On the floor is a growing red bloodstain.

 

Take my corpse, throw it in the sea's midst,

With anchors tied tightly to my rotten chest.

Let not one piece or memory of me remain,

So I'll be forgotten and all will be the same.

 

I don't care how, just please end me quickly;

You know, there's a reason for my death plea.

I'm sick of hurting others, sick of being me,

Sick of being the one to cause all the misery.

 

It's not that I would normally wish to die,

But at this point I can now seem to find,

I've brought this unto myself, can't deny,

So please kill me before I change my mind.

 
Author's Notes/Comments: 

(This was written purely for entertainment.)

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Sad Love Poems

They say our love is backwards so I flip it upside down look into a mirror & dats wen I see a frown // I kno I love u but it's sad to love // cuz it brings back dem memories from far above // of dat love dat died // but still haunts u inside // of ur ex love u thought would never hurt you // but just like that with heart in hand she overthrew // something u thought would never happen // not in a billion years u said not even a trillion // but guess wat she did & now u gotta live with it // they say love is just a word but I refuse to believe dat shit // cuz I still feel da love // I still feel da pain // I wash off da hate but there's still a bloodstain // I kept it there to remember dat day // I moved on to greater things // greater flings & now a queen // my new love // my new spring // but u & me I dnt regret // cuz dat love & pain I won't forget // it help me better understand da meaning of love // it's a powerful emotion dat messes with ur brain // & if not trained one can go insane // love is dat type of emotion dats hard to explain // believe in love // just dnt trust it // accept da reality // deny da possibility // continue to overcome & learn from your mistakes // ignore da haters & spot da fakes // understand ur emotions & learn how to control them // become ur own person // obtain ur diadem // become a leader // dnt follow da followers // make ur own path // live ur life & dnt be afraid to love last.

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