mind

Mind Wiped

 

A blank canvas
Words black made of Ink
Art. Mind wiped
My feelings laid out and typed

Blindness. A tad bit of numbness
Realizing my bumbness.
Legs shaking. Arms aching
I cant believe the shit im taking

The shit im making.
Leaning over a toilet.
My head flushing. not faking.
I need to start concentrating

I need to start thinking
Close my eyes.
Head cold.
Stop the beeping

My soul is reaping
My heart skipping and leaping
In Class reading some Randy Pausch
One to eleven. The counting feels like im in the mosh

In the pit. Pushed down
Shoved around.
A kid screaming. Throwing a fit
Get up take the hit


This is fun
Exhaustion I must overcome
When those doors open I gotta run
Sit up front you fucking cunt

You’re so small.
A fucking runt. Im sorry.
Am I being to blunt?
Here smoke this blunt.

A delicacy but I would be in tangle
Saturday morning and I was to be strangled
I went to the fridge to get a bagel
Yelled at so many angles

Still dealing with it all
She would have me take the fall
Told me to crawl.
All the way. By the way

that reminds me. Gosh
Thank you Josh. You took me in.
Helped me not get squashed
Lent me a bed. Even a place to wash.

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Your Mind

Sometimes your mind,


Like an open book does appear,


Sometimes it like the war codes,


Seems so hard to me dear!


 

Arcane like the universe you are,


How can you be a fusion,


Of both openness and mystery,


I find myself in the sea of confusion!


 

Your frankness is the bringer of joy,

 

Your taciturn nature burns my heart like Troy!

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Carnal Minds

Carnal Minds

There was a time henceforth when I had ten thousand dollars to spare
Happy with what the Lord hath already blessed me with, I decided to share
Having no need for the money I called two local men to mine house
Rumor had it the second man had the reputation of a cheat and a louse

The first man whose name was Greed, came in and sat near as could be
Behind him was a man named Wisdom, but he sat far, as he smiled at me
I told them both that I had five thousand dollars to give to each
Then said Greed, "give it here now!" as he leaned closer so as to reach

While I counted the money I looked upon wisdom's silence as wise indeed
For I knew he was patient, and of life's carnality he did heed
I counted aloud the words "Five thousand" and then quickly did Greed snatch away
His half of the money, so in life's pleasures he could foolishly play

I looked up expecting a gracious word of thanks from the greedy wretch
But he was already gone without a word; it was Satan's lures he did fetch
Then I looked over at my friend Wisdom, who was never reeled in by Satan's lure
He always appreciated the life that the Lord hath given him which in itself was pure

A very uplifting man that always a smile for me and all that did pass by
For he was happy knowing our Lord whom graciously arose in the sky
I handed him his share and he quietly tucked it away
Then he went on about his business until a later day

A week later Greed ran Wisdom's old wagon off of the road with his new car
As he laughed about wisdom spreading his money to the poor afar
Then without notice the man in the sky did call
He said “The books are open, now come one, now come all!”

Greed waited in line continually bragging about his carnal things
Until he learned that he had traded them for his heavenly wings
He went to a place not fit for a man as he looked up at Wisdom flying by
He pleaded "Just one sip of water I beg you bring me from a cloud up in your sky"

Wisdom smiled and said "Dear friend, I stored my money in Gods eternal bank"
It was your earthly treasures that did demote you to a sergeant in Satan's rank
It was only yesterday that you passed a starving woman in your car so nice
I stopped in my tracks, gave her food and shelter, I didn't have to think twice

Now I am here with her in paradise, the place the Lord set aside
For those with a conscience and a heart, who in his laws did abide
Though I did have a thirst for life's carnal things
I knew that I couldn't fly up here without my precious wings

Speak to me no more from the pits of Hell
For justice is served, and I chose well!

By: Wayne Hoss

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is scarey... Beware!

Seek what's missing in me.

Positive thinking brought positive results

 I bounced back from my minds insults

Im free from the torture my mind endured

 How bad I truly was seems absurd

Free to enjoy the future once more

Can use my mind for what its intended for

 No paranoia stress free I now am Honestly say I don’t give a dam

Can now deal with life ordinarily Being happy and now totally carefree.

Iam now seeking the piece that is missing in me

Now I look to the future positively

I have the ability Time for change

Looking after myself is something that is strange

No more negative thinking my mind must heal

 Stop the paranoia taking over how I feel

To begin again I've chosen today

Look forward embrace change in every way

Stay away from bad thinking and ideas that are strange

Take on board others advice simply rearrange

Positive will diminish the bad twice Look at the past mistakes so contrite

Visualise good changes and succeeding alone

 Be confident in leaving the confinement of home.

 

 

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Fearful Indulgence

Is it better on fearful feet

To run from my ghastly ghouls

Who maliciously haunt my innocuous mind?

Or to turn and try a fight

In which I will most certainly succumb

To my ever living enemies?

 

Enemies of the mind,

Their variety endless,

Just as their abilities

To shatter and destroy,

Fragile and unlike alike,

To fragments of former reality.

 

Is it so noble

To fight demons undefeatable

Rather than choose a simple flight

Away from tormentous anxieties?

A decision quickly made by a courageous and fearful few,

And pondered upon for lifetimes by others,

Will haunt me alike to the fears

Who proposed the question initially.

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আজব মন!

কখনও গৌতম বুদ্ধের মত একলা থাকতে ভালো লাগে,


কখনও কফি হাউসে গিয়ে সবার সাথে আড্ডা দেবার সাধ জাগে,


কখনও বৃষ্টির অপেক্ষায় চাতক পাখীর মত রয় চেয়ে আকাশপানে,


মুষলধারে লাগাতার বৃষ্টি হলে ভাবে, বৃষ্টি থামবে কোন ক্ষণে!


    

মানব মন বায়স্কোপের মত রঙিন এবং আজব বেশ!


কামাখ্যার মত রহস্যের তার নেইকো শেষ!


কভু পাগলের মত হাসে, কভু আবার শিশুর মত কাঁদে!


কুলির মত জীবনের ঘানি টানে হর্ষ বিষাদে!


  

মানব মন মোবাইল চায় কালো কিন্তু বউ চায় ফর্সা!

 

পাকা চুল পছন্দ নয়, কিন্তু পাকা ফল জব্বর খাসা!

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নিয়ন্ত্রনহীন মন আমার!

আমার মনের মালিক আমি নিজে,


কিন্তু সেই মন দুষ্টু কি যে!


বোঝাবো কাকে তা,


স্বৈরাচারের মত করে যা ইচ্ছে তা!


 

পাশ দিয়ে সুচিত্রার মত সুন্দরী ললনা হেঁটে গেলে,


মোমের মত যায় মন আমার গলে!


যখন ক্লাস করতে যাই,


সুন্দরী ম্যাডামের প্রেমে পড়ে যাই!


 

মাঝে মাঝে বলি নিজেকে,


আমার যে কি হবে, জানে কে?


লোকে বলে, লেখকেরা নাকি প্রেমে পড়ার রেকর্ড করে,


কথাটি অযৌক্তিক নয় একেবারে!


 

আমি প্রেমে পড়ি, নাকি প্রেম পড়ে আমার উপর,


জানি না, চলছে এমন করে বছরের পর বছর,


ব্র্যাড পিটের মত সুদর্শন না হলেও,


নই আমি দেখতে একদম ফেলনাও!


 

তাইতো আত্মবিশ্বাসকে করি পুঁজি,


আর নতুন নতুন প্রেমিকা খুঁজি,


কে জানে কপালে কি আছে আমার?

 

আমার কি দোষ? এ তো আমার অস্থির মনের কারবার!

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Thoughts from My Mind

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LIFE

Life is filled with ups and downs...

With many smiles and numerous frowns...

Heart felt words that were left unsaid...

Remembered too late..cause now you are dead...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Life passes by so quick..I wonder if my mind is playing a trick..

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