If I could I would beat your
fucking face in
No regrets
Do the time in jail
and i'd probably do it all over again
that's how much I fucking hate you
all those tears I cried and nights
I stayed up wondering why
that shit's dead
You never gave a fuck
it was clear
You beat my freaking heart in
and now I want your life to end
do the time in jail
and i'd do the shit all over again
No regrets
You played with my heart and my mind
now I want your soul to jump out and cry
I want you to stay up wondering why
and eventually you'll know exactly why
You knew you wasn't shit
Wanna watch you take you last breath
do the time in jail
and i'd do it all over again
No regrets
but your lesson was learned.
Stop the Flow
By JFarrell
I opened the vessel
And so much came out
I was overwhelmed and swept away
Giddy, dizzy
Dropped on the floor
Panting, gasping for breath
I had no idea
So much was there
And I didn’t imagine it could hurt anyone
I didn’t stop to think
How others might feel
And I am sorry for that.
I don’t want to slop the flow
But, maybe, I can shape it into something nicer
More pleasant to experience
With no chance of anyone getting hurt
Magicians and butterflies
Clouds and stars
Brighter futures
I feel like the ending of Scarface; in a cocaine rage, exhaling propane and writhing in pain, forced to confess a second rising is in vain as my destiny manifests. As I fall into that final rest, there is the sense of a soothing a caress, yes; my Helens of Troy… I tried to destroy our love but the Purge’s backlash put me in the last months of Johnny Cash; trapped in a ring of fire with ghost riders circling in the sky. They say as you die your life will flash by, so look deeply in my eye.
Look around
Don't make a sound.
Swallow back your tears.
Close your eyes,
Whispered goodbyes.
Cold night and lonely years.
Your heart throbs,
Hold back sobs,
Relax and float away.
His cold embrace.
Hand carresses your face.
Don't believe what he may say.
Push him back,
Lie there slack,
So he may see your pain.
Do not fret,
He can't forget,
This is all for his gain.
So swallow pride,
You may confide.
Let him in, on this dark night.
But in the morning,
Your heart is roaring
You must cast him from your sight.
Lay him down,
In him you drown,
But, honey don't be stupid.
He'll dump you flat,
like a welcome mat.
This man, he is no cupid.
Your love is gone,
With the coming dawn,
And you see your tragic mistake.
Once again,
You've let him in
Leaving your broken heart in his wake.
I examine others around me flourishing
Their lives blooming like a flower
I wander aimlessly through my own
Everything I touch wilts instantly
Each time I catastrophically halt my world
It becomes that much harder to bounce back
As I stand here today I have miles to make up
This nightmare is my reality unfortunately
All of which comes from my own hand
Blame can no longer be deflected to others
And I have to face the cold hard facts
I try to cling on to something positive in my life
But it's like I am swaying from a slippery ledge
As each day passes I lose a finger's grip
There was once a time when I held hope closely
But through the years optimism has moved beyond the horizon
I pray the Lord will fill me with vision and knowledge
While my life's flame flickers in the worlds gale force winds
The battle within me has spilled over into others lives
I pray if I search hard enough I can find a reason to change
And start a journey that I know to be terrifying
But ultimately ends on my own personal path of righteousness
The World is so full of wonder,
Life is what you make it
Be yourself dont fake it
Look around you keep your eyes open to everything new
The world holds so many oppertunities for you
Think twice before you open a door
Just be sure
A world of wonders are waiting while you are contimplating,
When you grab what you want
relax be cool take a jump into that pool be wise
and prepare to comprimise
Life is what you make it
spread your wings and take to the skys
Dont look back have no regrets, ditch the might mare sweats
Here we go, into the flow
The world is big but not to big for me!
Time to fulfill our detiny,
Baby if you you are me
I would love to dive in and see, You have the inner grace you are perfect for this human race
We wont be be timid we wont be shy
We will definatly do more than just get buy
Both hands on the job
Exciting and new things for us to odo and see
No more heartache, ban that misery,
To long life has been a mystery,
Jump in both our feet flat on the ground,
Feeling cool to walk around,
We are who we are Your my super star,
Thankyou because you are who you are!
You will go far your up there already,
Your cool and steady your so ready,
Lets discover what you know
I'll discover what you know
I'll learn what you have to show
Im listening to you
I know that your super true
So baby boy im ready
with you,
well put our love is everything we do. I love you
Feel so out of sync with time
I did something bad,
something pretty horrible.
I did something bad,
something that can ruin my future.
I did something bad,
something that is killing me.
I did something bad,
something that I can't tell you.
I did something bad,
and now I have to face the consequences...
The wealth I had
came from the pleasure
in your eyes
Now bankrupt
These piles of glittered gems
Won't ever sparkle like them.
Truth has its ways
And in an instant
the colour of my world
left with the light
Now your eyes ever Vacant,
Cold as the dullest steel
They won't see me like they used to
You Won't hear the echoes
Of my calling,
or the dire pain of my deep remorse
You left this place
When I allowed myself to fall
And break your heart
my beautiful a'mour
Now, I sit like a beggar and a thief
Stripped of any value or respect
With new eyes peering at me.
Mine as empty as regret
vacant as the day
you saw me risk your heart.
I sit here again and again
With this pile of glittered gems
Falling through my palms;
They don't sparkle like your eyes.
Nothing compared to
the riches I was used to.
If only I could choose again
With these new eyes.